---the night is long and the day is slep away and my heart beats for the one i'm bleeding for inside more the idea then someone special because i'm refused life and love but once for the words i chose,,, often the people i choose as ladders and words as my weapen to climb higher then love... dearest one forgive me in the moment i was weak and chose to love... my heart is best protected in the chocie to live without you replaced with feelings oposite love and more for eye's absent tears for the rain can fall no more so i choose lust to keep me alive above the buried pain that is you dearest one...