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..something about planes and traveling .. makes my soul happy.
Wow, I never thought about that but it is so true!!! I don’t know what it is but maybe something having to do with him or her being faced away too, all vulnerable and everything, which you don’t wish to do harm to that person, and you just love from a distance!!! A bittersweet feeling kind of comes with it and you feel fondnessI just had a very random thought: When you have a crush on someone, even the back of their head is beautiful...
This thought came about when I was watching one of those fancams for the end of an award show/ or like those end of the year concert thing. Where all the idols gather on stage and wave at fans. Well, fans love to keep a close eye on their ships to see if their ships interact on stage.
I was watching a SungJoy fancam of the recent SBS Gayo Daejoon, and it shows them supposedly glancing at each other several times, but never at the same time... It made me think about how all they see is the back of each other's head. So yeah... random.... It reminded me of the days I was crushing on a guy as a teen and how just seeing him from the back made me giddy. Please excuse my nostalgic rambling. Hahaha
That's the exact feeling, fondness. A crush is to be admired from afar.Wow, I never thought about that but it is so true!!! I don’t know what it is but maybe something having to do with him or her being faced away too, all vulnerable and everything, which you don’t wish to do harm to that person, and you just love from a distance!!! A bittersweet feeling kind of comes with it and you feel fondness
Me, I just love people observing,, especially my crushes heheee and something about them unaware, innocent, and completely trusting when I’m looking at them from behind, just makes them Beautiful! But yeah, I can and I’m sure others can make out their crush from the back even if far away,, Cuteee.
These past months, I’ve been thinking about my parents and seeing them grow older.. with them growing older, there are also growing health issues. My dad has been having stomach pain and muscle tension. My mom now wears hearing aides and has dentures. My dad had a fall about three months ago. My mom is beginning to look frail and hunched over. I love them so much and wish that time could stand still so that I can have a bit more time with them. I think, and can remember and picture clearly when my dad wasn’t so skinny and he was strong and able. I miss those days so much. I’m getting teary eyed writing this.. but I also know health problems are common as we age. We’re like a car that as the years roll by, we too become worn.. I myself am having health issues too as I age. It is becoming clearer and clearer to me that time and health are two things we really do take for granted, until they’re almost or is gone. I would like to spend more time with those who love and want and need me in their lives. I want to be a better person because the time we have is really short. In the blink of an eye, really, there just wasn’t enough time spent with you..
I am such an introvert that it's easy for me anyway to write my character. Sometimes, I get trapped in wanting to incorporate some of me into the character. I think if you write enough stories, there are times you can see yourself in a certain character, that's normal to me.I be wanting to write stories (fanfic - short stories) but I get so distracted easily that the plot would go in 100 different directions. Lol In my head my stories seem interesting but as soon as I try to record it, it's all over the place.
p.s. If you're a writer, how do you differentiate between writing about yourself and writing about a character? Like how to pull the character out of your mind without giving it your thoughts? This is something I struggle with. I want to write about things far from my personal life, but I tend to circle back and start putting my experiences into it.