okay, this morning i woke up. it was around 6:07 AM. i looked up at the wall and saw a spider. usually i freak out when i see spiders, but i didn't this time. i decided to stay calm and just watch it in case it comes down lower, because it was so high up...and i couldn't reach it. anywho, after about 15 minutes, it started moving! i got really excited cuz i wanted to get it out of my apt!! moreover, as it started moving, i got up too and started walking into the kitchen too. but i kept my eyes on the spider. once i reached the dish rack in the kitchen, it happened to stop moving, so i turned my head for LESS THAN A SECOND to get a cup. but when i turned my head back over to the spider, IT WAS GONE!!!!! WTF!!!! now i don't even want to be in my apt. i haven't been able to sit still for the last 7 hours. i keep trying to look for it but i can't find it!! FUCKIN' SPIDER!!!!! I WISH I COULD JUST RIP IT'S LEGS OUT ONE BY ONE!!! before i was going to take it outside so it could be free with nature. but since it ran away, i'm gonna find it and torture it now!! arrrrgh!!!!