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Soon I saw pictures of Pepper and his girlfriend. I could not take the fact that he have a girlfriend now I am still very hurt inside but is trying not to show it to my friends. It has been days that we had not talk with eachother and I really want to get everything straight with him so after all the texting and 2 phones calls to him (which he didn't answer) he finally called me one day, we talked for about 20 mintues and for most of that 20 minutes I didn't get the chance to tell him how I felt he was talking about his girlfriend he sounded so happy that I did not want to interupt him. So after that phone call I decided to email him hoping he would reply back. I express how I felt in the email...
"Hello Pepper,
It was great talking with you the other day again. I wished we would've talked longer but I understand, you're a busy person. Well what I have been bothering you all these times to call me was I just want to talk out or clear things out. I know that you don't like it when I bring these things up but please reply back. I know I told you that I will not bother you again but now I'm really curious, I hate being confused. So tell me, when you said "things are getting out of hand with our friendship" was that when you and your girlfriend started dating? If thats so why didn't you just tell me? I'm just very happy for you that you moved on and you're happy. It just makes me happy for you. You did it! by the way you guys make a cute couple! oh yea and you're a LAMER for not telling me...lol. I wish you the best in your relationship!! Friends tell eachother the truth right? well yes I was there that one day when Aff dropped by. Chakrit and I was outside by the tennis court waiting and OMG! it was FREEZING cold! thats how I got sick now!! lol...anyways but yea I did wanted to come in but then at the same time I didn't really wanted to also because it feels weird seeing you again after I don't know how long it's been. Aff told you I left already but no forreal I was outside so don't blame her. But hey there is still next time. But yes I really do hope that you will find time to reply back to my questions, and LAMER don't forget about me now, sinced you moved on. Which is good. But hey I don't think I'll talk with you any time soon but remember to wear GREEN on that one day in March!!
See Yall!
-Ann"
That was my email hoping for him to reply back so a week went by still no email from him thats when I know he will never reply back to me so I just let it go.
March 2008
It was the 6th day of March and it was my birthday. On this day myself along with my friends wear green because green is my favorite color and such a coincidence I will be spending half of my school day at Pepper's college for a concert choir rehearsal. When I got on campus I was looking out for him but he was not in sight so I texted him trying not to remember the things that happened weeks ago but by the time he was able to come wish me a happy birthday I had to leave already so that time I didn't get the chance to see him when I wanted to.
April 2008
Pepper and I have not been talking or emailing eachother often anymore maybe only a twice a month thing because he takes forever to reply back. But one day when we had a Badminton Fundraiser I decided to have the courage toi nvite him to come challenge Aff in Badminton because he is taking Badminton in college and Aff is our number 1 player on the team and I want to know who would win a match and he did came. I remember I was very nervous. As I was sitting watching my other team mates challenged the teachers/staffs my phone ranged.
'PEPPER CALLING...'
"Hello?" I answered
"Hey! Ann I'm in the school parking lot which door is open?"
And as I told him I was expecting him to walk in the gym door anytime I was very nervous to the point where I thought I would cry when I see him. As I was busy paying attention to my team mate beating a teacher in Badminton Pepper arrived and was walking straight towards me which I was sitting on the floor.
"HI! Ann!!" I heard a voice who sounded like Pepper and I tunred to look it was him.
"Hey! Pepper!" I said with a smile. And he leaned down to give me a hug.
When I saw him I was happy that all the sadness was no longer there I was just happy that he made it and I got to see him again after 5 months of not seeing eachother and only emailing eachother twice a month. We got the chance to catch up on things for alittle bit but we did not bring up his relationship at all we just talked about school and life then a teacher choose me for a challenge so I left him and after that first game another teacher wanted to challenged me too so I was gone for about an hour and he left during one of my game. I felt sad because I didn't get that much time to talk with him.
"Ann! Good job! I thought you would act weird and ignore him!" Aff whispering into my ears.
"I was surprise I didn't do that too!" I whispered back.
May 2008
During this month the most craziest things happened to me that I could not believe it at all!! My crush for Oil came back and I did not want it back because I moved on and during this time my friends have been saying that Oil have feelings for me too.
TO BE CONTINUED...
Soon I saw pictures of Pepper and his girlfriend. I could not take the fact that he have a girlfriend now I am still very hurt inside but is trying not to show it to my friends. It has been days that we had not talk with eachother and I really want to get everything straight with him so after all the texting and 2 phones calls to him (which he didn't answer) he finally called me one day, we talked for about 20 mintues and for most of that 20 minutes I didn't get the chance to tell him how I felt he was talking about his girlfriend he sounded so happy that I did not want to interupt him. So after that phone call I decided to email him hoping he would reply back. I express how I felt in the email...
"Hello Pepper,
It was great talking with you the other day again. I wished we would've talked longer but I understand, you're a busy person. Well what I have been bothering you all these times to call me was I just want to talk out or clear things out. I know that you don't like it when I bring these things up but please reply back. I know I told you that I will not bother you again but now I'm really curious, I hate being confused. So tell me, when you said "things are getting out of hand with our friendship" was that when you and your girlfriend started dating? If thats so why didn't you just tell me? I'm just very happy for you that you moved on and you're happy. It just makes me happy for you. You did it! by the way you guys make a cute couple! oh yea and you're a LAMER for not telling me...lol. I wish you the best in your relationship!! Friends tell eachother the truth right? well yes I was there that one day when Aff dropped by. Chakrit and I was outside by the tennis court waiting and OMG! it was FREEZING cold! thats how I got sick now!! lol...anyways but yea I did wanted to come in but then at the same time I didn't really wanted to also because it feels weird seeing you again after I don't know how long it's been. Aff told you I left already but no forreal I was outside so don't blame her. But hey there is still next time. But yes I really do hope that you will find time to reply back to my questions, and LAMER don't forget about me now, sinced you moved on. Which is good. But hey I don't think I'll talk with you any time soon but remember to wear GREEN on that one day in March!!
See Yall! -Ann"
That was my email hoping for him to reply back so a week went by still no email from him thats when I know he will never reply back to me so I just let it go.
March 2008
It was the 6th day of March and it was my birthday. On this day myself along with my friends wear green because green is my favorite color and such a coincidence I will be spending half of my school day at Pepper's college for a concert choir rehearsal. When I got on campus I was looking out for him but he was not in sight so I texted him trying not to remember the things that happened weeks ago but by the time he was able to come wish me a happy birthday I had to leave already so that time I didn't get the chance to see him when I wanted to.
April 2008
Pepper and I have not been talking or emailing eachother often anymore maybe only a twice a month thing because he takes forever to reply back. But one day when we had a Badminton Fundraiser I decided to have the courage toi nvite him to come challenge Aff in Badminton because he is taking Badminton in college and Aff is our number 1 player on the team and I want to know who would win a match and he did came. I remember I was very nervous. As I was sitting watching my other team mates challenged the teachers/staffs my phone ranged.
'PEPPER CALLING...'
"Hello?" I answered
"Hey! Ann I'm in the school parking lot which door is open?"
And as I told him I was expecting him to walk in the gym door anytime I was very nervous to the point where I thought I would cry when I see him. As I was busy paying attention to my team mate beating a teacher in Badminton Pepper arrived and was walking straight towards me which I was sitting on the floor.
"HI! Ann!!" I heard a voice who sounded like Pepper and I tunred to look it was him.
"Hey! Pepper!" I said with a smile. And he leaned down to give me a hug.
When I saw him I was happy that all the sadness was no longer there I was just happy that he made it and I got to see him again after 5 months of not seeing eachother and only emailing eachother twice a month. We got the chance to catch up on things for alittle bit but we did not bring up his relationship at all we just talked about school and life then a teacher choose me for a challenge so I left him and after that first game another teacher wanted to challenged me too so I was gone for about an hour and he left during one of my game. I felt sad because I didn't get that much time to talk with him.
"Ann! Good job! I thought you would act weird and ignore him!" Aff whispering into my ears.
"I was surprise I didn't do that too!" I whispered back.
May 2008
During this month the most craziest things happened to me that I could not believe it at all!! My crush for Oil came back and I did not want it back because I moved on and during this time my friends have been saying that Oil have feelings for me too.
TO BE CONTINUED...
