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Chapter 44
"I didn't know you will be this mad...."
"Didn't know??" He chuckles a laugh evilly. "Huh, oh i'm sure you new. Kate would've of told you everything that had happen to me. How furious i was!! You do know that right?!" He says raising up her chin. Yaya jerks away from his hands.
"Don't push me, Nadech." She was able to growl at him. Her voice became unknown was she mad or scared?
"Don't push you??"He repeats again and again. He rolls his eyes back and around at her. Then back to her eyes sharply.
"What about me then? Didn't you push me? Didn't you mock me, crossing the line. Beyond words is married to me and yet......yet you went out and did other "stuff" with other guys that weren't husband. And yet i stayed faithful to you." Nadech says almost screaming at her. His eyes glared with hunger, as he started to lose his breath.
"And so what? I don't see why your angre at me! I don't see what i did to you to make you this angre at me. We played the game, i lost, game over. You won, I lost and i'm yours." Yaya says as if it was that simple to be said and done with. But he didn't see it that way. It anger him even more, what did she take him for?
"You see this as a game. I never saw it like that. We played, but marriage was never a game to start with."
"huh, don't try to be wise with me! We both surely know what you are. Marriage! Don't give me that crap. You will only see me as your playing toy, like the last time. I was stupid enough to give you a second chance and now a third i'm to be your wife. The only reason why i'm not running away from you is because of my words and sense i lost i will stay but don't think that we can ever......" She was stopped for a second......he didn't kiss her, he didn't do anything to her the words just kinda stopped. She didn't want to continued this. This was ridiculous. Why did she have to explain herself to him? She didn't need to or at least not to him.
"Blah blah blah blah blah........we can never be like we use too. I understand but I will make sure everything goes smoothly this time around."
"Don't be joking with me." Yaya looks piss off but maybe she's just overwhelm with the fact that she doesn't want to be his wife. Maybe she does? Who knows! She pushed him away with one twist he pulled her into his embraced as if they were dancing and held her even tighter.
"Who says I was joking? Let me prove to you. I know, I know i'm a little hot temper right now and a little bitter. But I've realize what Kate has said to me made a difference on how you thought about me. I never looked at you as a toy or a thing. It angers me to hear you say that."
She was taken surprise. How could he go to being cold to being something totally different? Saying all these stuff that made him mad into something so different to her ears? Or was it just her?
"Please just stop!" Yaya snaps. She wasn't to found of what he wanted to say.
"I want you to listen. This game ended I found you I won because i actually want you in my life." He continued to hold her in his embraced.
Yaya's mind went wild, questions pop up one after the other. She definitely didn't need this. She couldn't listen, it was impossible for her to trust him a third time.
"Let go of me." Her voice stutter. Her eyes blanked uncontrollably, she seem shaken up already. "Please, let me go." She pushed along his arms.He continues to hold her gripping onto her arms as she tried to pull away from him.
"I know I've done lots of things to make you sad to hurt you and to bring you pain and I'm sorry....i'm sorry Yaya." He pulls her into a hug.
"Your a jerk, a pain, and i don't care what you say. I won't forgive you, never and I won't listen."
"I've sleep unconditional unwell sense you where gone, I've slept with missing your presence. I've missed ever peace of you and now I've realize that every time I push you away I hurt myself. And.....and I know your hurt also."
"Why would I be hurt? I've forgotten all about us, either way we wont last. In the end you'll leave again like the last time. You say Love me and then you say another when everything comes to a misunderstanding. You'll try to hurt me again and then leave again. This love wont last, I've lost hope in us, their is no us anymore. We may be married but it will only be a short while until we break apart again."
"Don't say that. I want us to last, I want us together......"
"Please just stop....." Yaya says and shoves his hand away backing away from him. He grabs her from behind and holds onto her tight. His emotions was being kept under a hot over due madness but now is shaken up into a pool of other emotions he never knew existed.
"Forgive me, please do. Your the first I've ever felt so attracted to. The first I've ever wanted so much, the first of everything new to me. I've been an ass, a jerk, whatever you think of me of but I've always wanted you. So please...." His voice trails off and soon his hands starts slipping away from her body.
"I've begged once and you left, this time it's my turn right?" She says coldly towards him. Facing him and she stood from a far distant.
His eyes hurt in pain, his heart ached, for once he felt the tears come. She was being too cold, first time ever has anyone been so bitter against him. His hands brushed across his hair in frustration and when she was about to say something again, he pushed a kiss upon hers. She gripped onto his collar shirt and pushed away immediately, she new he will be coming pressing lips against her sooner or later. She pushed and pull away from his grip and was about to head a slap but stopped immediately. He looked at her almost sadden him by her hurting herself, she should just accept the fact that she too still loved him so deeply. He pressed another kissed upon her lips like an angel and carried her away onto the bed quickly. Of course she will struggle but once his hands carried onto her wrist and held her gently, he looked down at her so preciously and finally those words came out. The words he didn't have to say without being drunk. Those words that she needed to hear for the longest time with sincere and beauty to he touch came out flawlessly.
"I Love YOU." He says with a single drop of tear that burn across his face, as it dropped upon her cheeks. His kisses where so admirable against her skin. Surprised actually he was tearing up for once did he showed her his own emotions. He probably did really love her, shocked by surprise was she to pose to go along his actions or refused him and what he was ready to do. His lips carried along her neck and slowly the dropping of her dress. Her own eagerness to crave for him also she couldn't refuse his touch either.
No! she told herself and pulls her fingers around his lips stopping him. Way was his hands traveling her body caressing them smoothly. He pulled them away and pulled her into his embraced bringing her back away from the mattress as if he was holding her up, as his hands was wrapped around her back to almost deepen the kisses against her own flesh. Finding his touch to be sensational she moan against his ears, accepting his kisses finally. But that didn't stop her from also being in pain, how could she possibly believe him? And was now lost in words, as slowly tears will drop against her hair giving into him. Was she in pain? Yes, she was. But did she love him? Of course she did. And did she wanted him for the night? Yes, she couldn't lie while her body was basically telling him the truth and not her words. His thrusts was deep but slow he admired her body for the first time. He made everything different, and it felt so good. She can say he almost made her believed he really did love her with just his huge impact of emotions. She loved his touch, his every move as he moved against her, kissing and caressing, everything felt full and incredible and amazing. With lost breaths it finally ended with a night of sincere, although the two didn't get to finish much of anything on what they discuss. There bodies was already telling each other what they wanted, they didn't need to speak anymore to know how they felt exactly. It was already done and ended and finally maybe know they can come into a understanding.
Chapter 44
"I didn't know you will be this mad...."
"Didn't know??" He chuckles a laugh evilly. "Huh, oh i'm sure you new. Kate would've of told you everything that had happen to me. How furious i was!! You do know that right?!" He says raising up her chin. Yaya jerks away from his hands.
"Don't push me, Nadech." She was able to growl at him. Her voice became unknown was she mad or scared?
"Don't push you??"He repeats again and again. He rolls his eyes back and around at her. Then back to her eyes sharply.
"What about me then? Didn't you push me? Didn't you mock me, crossing the line. Beyond words is married to me and yet......yet you went out and did other "stuff" with other guys that weren't husband. And yet i stayed faithful to you." Nadech says almost screaming at her. His eyes glared with hunger, as he started to lose his breath.
"And so what? I don't see why your angre at me! I don't see what i did to you to make you this angre at me. We played the game, i lost, game over. You won, I lost and i'm yours." Yaya says as if it was that simple to be said and done with. But he didn't see it that way. It anger him even more, what did she take him for?
"You see this as a game. I never saw it like that. We played, but marriage was never a game to start with."
"huh, don't try to be wise with me! We both surely know what you are. Marriage! Don't give me that crap. You will only see me as your playing toy, like the last time. I was stupid enough to give you a second chance and now a third i'm to be your wife. The only reason why i'm not running away from you is because of my words and sense i lost i will stay but don't think that we can ever......" She was stopped for a second......he didn't kiss her, he didn't do anything to her the words just kinda stopped. She didn't want to continued this. This was ridiculous. Why did she have to explain herself to him? She didn't need to or at least not to him.
"Blah blah blah blah blah........we can never be like we use too. I understand but I will make sure everything goes smoothly this time around."
"Don't be joking with me." Yaya looks piss off but maybe she's just overwhelm with the fact that she doesn't want to be his wife. Maybe she does? Who knows! She pushed him away with one twist he pulled her into his embraced as if they were dancing and held her even tighter.
"Who says I was joking? Let me prove to you. I know, I know i'm a little hot temper right now and a little bitter. But I've realize what Kate has said to me made a difference on how you thought about me. I never looked at you as a toy or a thing. It angers me to hear you say that."
She was taken surprise. How could he go to being cold to being something totally different? Saying all these stuff that made him mad into something so different to her ears? Or was it just her?
"Please just stop!" Yaya snaps. She wasn't to found of what he wanted to say.
"I want you to listen. This game ended I found you I won because i actually want you in my life." He continued to hold her in his embraced.
Yaya's mind went wild, questions pop up one after the other. She definitely didn't need this. She couldn't listen, it was impossible for her to trust him a third time.
"Let go of me." Her voice stutter. Her eyes blanked uncontrollably, she seem shaken up already. "Please, let me go." She pushed along his arms.He continues to hold her gripping onto her arms as she tried to pull away from him.
"I know I've done lots of things to make you sad to hurt you and to bring you pain and I'm sorry....i'm sorry Yaya." He pulls her into a hug.
"Your a jerk, a pain, and i don't care what you say. I won't forgive you, never and I won't listen."
"I've sleep unconditional unwell sense you where gone, I've slept with missing your presence. I've missed ever peace of you and now I've realize that every time I push you away I hurt myself. And.....and I know your hurt also."
"Why would I be hurt? I've forgotten all about us, either way we wont last. In the end you'll leave again like the last time. You say Love me and then you say another when everything comes to a misunderstanding. You'll try to hurt me again and then leave again. This love wont last, I've lost hope in us, their is no us anymore. We may be married but it will only be a short while until we break apart again."
"Don't say that. I want us to last, I want us together......"
"Please just stop....." Yaya says and shoves his hand away backing away from him. He grabs her from behind and holds onto her tight. His emotions was being kept under a hot over due madness but now is shaken up into a pool of other emotions he never knew existed.
"Forgive me, please do. Your the first I've ever felt so attracted to. The first I've ever wanted so much, the first of everything new to me. I've been an ass, a jerk, whatever you think of me of but I've always wanted you. So please...." His voice trails off and soon his hands starts slipping away from her body.
"I've begged once and you left, this time it's my turn right?" She says coldly towards him. Facing him and she stood from a far distant.
His eyes hurt in pain, his heart ached, for once he felt the tears come. She was being too cold, first time ever has anyone been so bitter against him. His hands brushed across his hair in frustration and when she was about to say something again, he pushed a kiss upon hers. She gripped onto his collar shirt and pushed away immediately, she new he will be coming pressing lips against her sooner or later. She pushed and pull away from his grip and was about to head a slap but stopped immediately. He looked at her almost sadden him by her hurting herself, she should just accept the fact that she too still loved him so deeply. He pressed another kissed upon her lips like an angel and carried her away onto the bed quickly. Of course she will struggle but once his hands carried onto her wrist and held her gently, he looked down at her so preciously and finally those words came out. The words he didn't have to say without being drunk. Those words that she needed to hear for the longest time with sincere and beauty to he touch came out flawlessly.
"I Love YOU." He says with a single drop of tear that burn across his face, as it dropped upon her cheeks. His kisses where so admirable against her skin. Surprised actually he was tearing up for once did he showed her his own emotions. He probably did really love her, shocked by surprise was she to pose to go along his actions or refused him and what he was ready to do. His lips carried along her neck and slowly the dropping of her dress. Her own eagerness to crave for him also she couldn't refuse his touch either.
No! she told herself and pulls her fingers around his lips stopping him. Way was his hands traveling her body caressing them smoothly. He pulled them away and pulled her into his embraced bringing her back away from the mattress as if he was holding her up, as his hands was wrapped around her back to almost deepen the kisses against her own flesh. Finding his touch to be sensational she moan against his ears, accepting his kisses finally. But that didn't stop her from also being in pain, how could she possibly believe him? And was now lost in words, as slowly tears will drop against her hair giving into him. Was she in pain? Yes, she was. But did she love him? Of course she did. And did she wanted him for the night? Yes, she couldn't lie while her body was basically telling him the truth and not her words. His thrusts was deep but slow he admired her body for the first time. He made everything different, and it felt so good. She can say he almost made her believed he really did love her with just his huge impact of emotions. She loved his touch, his every move as he moved against her, kissing and caressing, everything felt full and incredible and amazing. With lost breaths it finally ended with a night of sincere, although the two didn't get to finish much of anything on what they discuss. There bodies was already telling each other what they wanted, they didn't need to speak anymore to know how they felt exactly. It was already done and ended and finally maybe know they can come into a understanding.