bleu_ladee
sarNie Egg
Am I trying too hard or what!? I am ready to give up on him now. I am sick and tired of everything. He's starting to lie to me and more. Like this weekend he invited me to go and watch Iron Man with him so I went. After that we stopped by his house and his GUY friend called him. He TOLD me that his friend wanted to know where his cousin lived so he was gonna take him there. We got into his house and I went to use the bathroom and came out. When his friend came and we were leaving his dad asked him where to was he going? He replied to his dad that he was going to a party. I was like WHAT THE HECK! I got outside and went to my car. I didnt give a shit anymore. Later the night he came online trying to talk to me telling me he was all tipsy and that there was no one interesting there and blah blah blah and that he just flirted with his cousin's girl's sister who was really cute. I just ignored him and told him after all he said to me was that I was tired and going to sleep. He didnt even bother to call me SUNDAY or TODAY which he usually would to make fun of me. BTW this has been going on for the last few weeks!
So I text up and and he replied to me that he was really really busy; helping others and fix his car and playing ball. The real reason was... This girl that he used to hang with in the past is calling him up again and they are hanging out now. He used to be in love with her and she used to be in love with him but because of their STRONG FRIENDSHIP they remained friends ONLY. I feel like I am so out of the picture now. Its more like I have to ask him to see me; he used to call to see me. I am so sad now and all I can think of doing is eat eat and eat more. I am so tired of him. I wish I can just move on and forget everything. Now its like I am the one doing everything; and anything just to meet up. I am sick and tired. I need help to just move on and forget about him. Ive tried so many ways but failed. What more can I do!
*~ delete his number on my cell
*~ ignored him on my msn
*~ ignored him the most 3 days
*~ refused to tend to his need of going places
*~ starting to lie to him
*~ and eating ALOT!!! =(
*~ drowning myself with school and work
So I text up and and he replied to me that he was really really busy; helping others and fix his car and playing ball. The real reason was... This girl that he used to hang with in the past is calling him up again and they are hanging out now. He used to be in love with her and she used to be in love with him but because of their STRONG FRIENDSHIP they remained friends ONLY. I feel like I am so out of the picture now. Its more like I have to ask him to see me; he used to call to see me. I am so sad now and all I can think of doing is eat eat and eat more. I am so tired of him. I wish I can just move on and forget everything. Now its like I am the one doing everything; and anything just to meet up. I am sick and tired. I need help to just move on and forget about him. Ive tried so many ways but failed. What more can I do!
*~ delete his number on my cell
*~ ignored him on my msn
*~ ignored him the most 3 days
*~ refused to tend to his need of going places
*~ starting to lie to him
*~ and eating ALOT!!! =(
*~ drowning myself with school and work