God you are the most greatest thing in the world. You are the light that guides my way. You made me realized how MIGHTY you are to me. You taught me how to love and hurt and to let go. And there are reasons why it has to happens. It just tells me that I am becoming a better and stronger person as I move on to life. And therefore I am not afraid to lose anything no more because I know you will be there for me and through your grace i believed my head will keep shining. And I knew this because I am wonderful enough to deserve your everlasting charm. Lastly, please forgive him and me. Maybe he is just having hard time so does me. I believed if we are really meant for each other, then time is unlimited! it's never too late. It just people that think it is but is not. We can create another fresh start until the time you bring us back together again; we only live one time, so why not? what's really on my mind: WHEN IS HE GONNA LOVES ME? HOW LONG DOES THIS GONNA TAKE? HOW MUCH MORE DO I HAVE TO STRUGGLE? I'VE TRIED ALMOST ANYTHING I CAN BUT I DONT SEE ANY RESULTS BACK.I FEEL SO SAD.. MY HEART IS BROKEN. ALL THE WORDS HE SPOKE TO ME, MADE ME LOOK LIKE A FOOL. THOSE HARSH WORDS I STILL REMEMBERED. I AM SO SAD.. ALL MY TEARS AND PAIN HAS TURNED INTO A SCAR. IT WILL NEVER FADED AWAY UNTIL THE TIME GOD CALLS ME TO HEAVEN. THEN NO ONE CAN TORTURE ME NO MORE.....vaj tswv, kuv nkees kawg li os, kuv xav mus pw mus tsaug zog mus tag ib txhis es txhob tsim rov los lawm os. Kuv lub kua muag nws tseem ntws thaum kuv sau tsab ntawv no rau koj. Kuv xav cheem lub siab kom rov zoo los tsis tau li lawm. Vaj tswv, thov koj tso txoj kev tshav ntuj los rau kuv kom kuv ua ib siab kiag es txhob hlub txhob nco nws lawm. Kuv hlub nws los nws twb tsis pom kuv txoj kev hlub. Nws hais tias nws twb tsis tau hlub kuv. Es kuv tsis yog tus nws hlub no. Nws tau dag kuv, dag kuv txhua yam. Yog nws twb tau dag kuv lawm, es puas tseem tshuav leej twg uas nws dag rau lawm thiab? Vaj tswv, thov koj pab tuav nws txhais tes coj nws kev kom nws mus pom qhov chaw tib neeg txoj kev hlub es nws thiaj paub. Kuv xav kom hmo no kuv mus pw, es tag kis kuv tsim dheev sawv rov los ces kuv twb tsis nco tag txhua yam lawm.