I have lots of bad habits and my mom hated it but there nothing she can do about it because I will smart mouth back . It a sin to talk back to your parent, she would say but I was never a good girl . My worst habits is eating constantly but I never get fat ! The snack I eat isn’t your daily snack like today . I don’t eat cookies , coke, chip or any kind of American junk food . I love sour mango and crabapple dip with asian sauce . There two kind of dip I use , 1 is hot pepper , salt , sager , jamin mix together and 2 is fish sauce , sugar , hot pepper and stir it up . Even at work I pack those snack in a jar and during 15min break I would chow down on it . I always have sour food pack in the car truck from pickle, mango, asian chip , soy bean , mama noodle and many more . There was time I was driving and dipping mango at the same time …I love to eat sour stuff . It like cigar to me , it addicting !! People who doesn’t know me think I’m pregnant and that when I curse the living hell out of them ! Another bad habits I have is keeping my clothes nicely fold and hang -- I never was a good house keeper my mom have to fold my clothes all the time while cursing at me saying “ …you hole in the basket! If a guy see your room they wouldn’t even want to marry you …� . I’m lazy so when I undress I throw it to the side or cram it down the basket to make room for more . When ever my mom see me putting on make up she would say "..that all you do ! painting your self like a monkey with lip stick ! look at your room it so dirty ...you only clean the area where your butt sit !!..no good man will marry you !!.."
Im a bad cooker . I have 3 older sister so most of the time they cook and clean for me . I was the laid back lazy one but since all my older sister is marry out the house I was force to learn. When ever my mom cook dinner she will yank my ear in the kitchen and make me watch her . Telling me this is how you slice the meat and this is the ingredient for this type of dishes . I was confuse with type of herb she use and I always get it mix up . She told me to goes to the backyard where our little garden is and cut lime grass ! I came back with real grass or green onion . She would scream at me “ …are u dumb or blind . Have you been watching me cook at all ? If you get marry I feel bad for your husband and kids . They will starve !!! Man doesn’t like woman who can’t cook …he will divorce you sooner or later ..� . I always shrug it off saying “ …divorce me . I’ll found someone who can cook then ..� and walk away . She was very angry at me and was going through the drawer looking for chop stick . I was out the door before she found it .
When the next summer roll around I went to teach English at the temple and the black monk wasn't there . I was relief . He didn’t show up till the last week of that summer . I was surprise cuz he have hair -- still black though . He walk toward me with this ugly smile on his face “ …how it been . Long time no see..� . I got the shiver because my female intuition is saying this ex monk probable like me ! Pretty as I am of course he falling for me and that probable why he leave monk hood . The more I thought about it the more disgusted I feel about him “ ….fine . ..� I reply and hurry myself out the room not turning back to see his black face pink lip .