So so sad how he goes, "I miss you so much ... that's why I came .. but you probably won't care."
Another bittersweet episode !_! I pity Ang. A part of her wants to love Kobori but a part of her wants to keep the promise she gave to Wanut. She begs for Wanut's return in today episode with teary eyes .. to come back to get her answer. I feel she wants to let go of this heavy burden to feel happy again - at least be free to love without feeling guilty. She's in so much pain, using all sort of ways to shield her weakness - her love for Kobori. She feels affection toward him in so many ways but can't express it due to the promise she made than that of a pride. She feels hurtful each time she hurt the man she's love. I want to cry with her and her struggle; the will to not worry about Kobori (but can't), the will to not show excitement upon hearing his voice, secretly smile to herself upon knowing that he's safe and sound, the pain she felt when he told her there's another woman at home, waiting for his return (hahahaha, she was so broken b/c she thought it was a woman - turned out - it's his mother). *SIGHED* It's hard to be Angsumalin during this phase - so much going on and unable to control anything once words are slipped out. I really like today episode especially that late night visit after so many days of absent since their engagement day. She even miss him and think about him all the time now. So sad when I see that she can only hide her love for him through lots of harsh word. I'm glad she still shower him with a little bit of concern, offering her prayer to him to be safe and sound, getting jealous over the woman who she thought occupied his heart, and told him to let it be when he can't persuaded his uncle to cancel the wedding. I know, deep down, this girl wants to marry him <3 Bie & Noona, these two got me crying so hard today as Kobori and Angsumaline -- their longing for each other will forever be like the fireflies and the Lumpu tree or maybe like the japanese story - meet once a year on the 7th of (can't remember).
The scene at the deck, the love story between the fireflies and the Lumpu (i think) tree and the Japanese story .. got me crying as well. Got all emo seeing the two bushing around w/their feeling .. one opens his feeling and one keeps shutting her door. So so sad T_T
Just found out that setting the WEDDING DRINK (sake cup) not at the same time together -- meaning that one will pass away before the other T_T - I'M GOING TO CRY A RIVER NOW !!!
End too soon .. i'm not satisfy yet .. Monday/Tuesday, please come back!!!