WOW! Thanks for all the replies, I read every single one... I am very touched!
Anywaise between me and that fool we were just friends, no dating no attachments, it was a one sided love thing. At first i had nothing for him, not a single bit, and he keeps bothering me to the point where i thought there was actually something. I played a long and then i started to drink with him and his guy friends. I never drink to start out with and when drinking i can get comfy with him. I think that my drinking was one of the problems between our friendship. I mean if you are not a drinker, and you hang out with drinkers you WILL drink to have fun, right? Anywaise watever goes ive given up on that fool and he can do watever sH*t he wants. Havent called, seen or heard from him over 3 weeks and it feels good cause ima slowly becoming the same person i once was. No drinking, school and movies... Asian movies... hahaha..
I wasnt really trying to change him or anything, its that his life has been from hell and back and i wanted him to see that there is more then he looks at life. Like if i can show you wat your never seen i can make this happen. That is wat was in my mind but i guess he couldnt see that. I mean his life is hella boring; work, computer games, drink... I mean come on, your a freaken man, do something beside those 3 things... wait also bowling every sunday... That is so boring... Done all these with them idiots for over 4 months its like so boring... They wont even play sports... Yeah so that is wat i wanted to show him that there is more to life then just those 4 things he been doing in the last who knows how many years of his boring ass life. Anywaise it over and life goes on.....