i'm buddhist. don't know how i got into it though, i guess through my parents? i dunno it seems that this religion is kinda based on one's own karma? i dunno its kinda scary to me how your life is based on what you did in the past and in the future. i mean how do u know to stay good, i mean you could have accidently killed someone unintentionaly, felt bad about it, prayed for them but you might be the product of the same action you did in the past but in the future. make sense? reincarnation scares me cuz what if you dont want to be reborn but just rather die and become an angel or merely decompose? like its scary cuz then if you constantly reborn then you might have to die of the super nova in like 5 million years from now....
i dunno, i find this religion confusing at times bc it doesnt seem to be constructed with rules and regulations. i mean is there a book like a bible? it also seems that buddhism is different from buddhism in india, china, japan, etc. i guess its good that way and i know that the whole vatican council thing is too strict as well with other religions. don't muslims have to pray 5 times a day toward some place and take a pilgrimage? i dunno i cant even tell north. and in sekism, followers of that religion cant cut their hair and bare their legs. i have a friend thats muslim and she doesnt abide by the rules and another is sek and follows strictly.
i guess i have to go to the wat more often in the us cuz all this private all girls catholic school for hmm 12 years already is confusing me with my religion.
if i worded anything incorrectly or inaccurately, i'm sorry.
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