CHAPTER 26
She realized what she wasn’t doing and that was she was not fighting him off, weakly pounding on his back and she try to push him off but her body was easily accepting her lover. She was fighting a lost cause. His body firmly pressed up against her while his kisses were doing wonders to her senses. It has been too long for them and as they quickly undressed and he came into her; seeking the warmth of her and her treasure. Christina let out the pent up breath she was holding and couldn’t pretend she didn’t miss him and his loving. She knew she would regret it soon but now all her betraying body wanted was him; all of him. While stroking within her he kissed her eyes, hair, as well as raining kisses down her neck and the he returned to her sweet luscious lips now swollen with his attention. She kissed him back just as desperately, he chuckled a bit as she wrapped her legs around his waist. She was his and he wouldn’t have it any other way. Coming to their climax they rode it high and came crashing back down as partners.
Laying there in the spooning position he knew she was silently angry at what she has done by giving into her needs; she wanted him he didn’t doubt that. Christina, he knew now was a very independent woman and she always made up her own mine and decisions. He was glad she chose to accept him tonight then fight him. If she had he didn’t know if he was able to control himself because he was feeling so much anger at her for treating him as if he was her enemy that he just wanted to see her and shake some sense into her. He didn’t mean to start acting upon his instinct to make love to her but he sure was glad they did. He missed her so much over the past month and being unable to communicate with her he felt so lost almost as bad when he lost Yaya but knowing Christina was here, it made it worse because then it felt like she didn’t return his feelings or was wanting nothing to do with him. When he left he thought they were ready to start a new life together. Well he still doesn’t know if she even liked him but for sure he knew she lusted after him. They couldn’t stay in the same room now without him wanting to take her to a bed. When it came to this where was his cool? His calm demeanour and maturity was lacking here. All he seems to want is to appease his lust. Was this because he was a thirty six years old virgin, trying to make up for lost times. The answer was no it was only because of the woman in his arms that he knew made him act so out of character and have this unappeased craving for only her. He pulled her up against him tighter never wanting to ever let her out of his sight again. He tried not to drift to sleep because he was not supposed to be here in an unmarried girl’s room.
“Let go of me. You came here and got what you wanted. I have appeased your lust so now go.” She was cold with her words.
“How can you subject yourself to this level and status? You are not only my bed partner or sport. I didn’t intend to come here and make love to you but you prove to be so irresistible. Christina whatever happen in Canada is not something I take lightly. Please trust me. Can you tell me now what happened or what did I do to make you look and treat me this way?” he slowly rolled her to face him even though she was trying to fight him or didn’t want to look at him.
“I know you are lying to me. That phone call from Kim. She’s pregnant and it is your baby! How can you treat a woman this way especially your wife and the mother of your child. I cannot accept as much as it pains me I do not want to be the other woman. No one deserves this treatment, I don’t like the way how our society accepts it as the norm in Thailand. It is very unacceptable to me. Please don’t turn me into a hypocrite P’ Nadech.” She spoke from her heart and her tears escaped her silently.
Nadech dash the tears off her cheek, he did not like seeing her crying. This was what all the angst was about, she misunderstood the conversation? He was about to explain to her but then a knock came at the door. They quickly separated and waited for the knock to sound a second time and it did. Nadech quickly jumped out of bed and pulled on his pants. He waited again to see who was at the door. Christina pulled over her the nightgown that has fallen onto the floor. She tiptoed to her door. In answering at the knock, it was her grandmother asking if she was okay. Christina slightly opened the door and said all was fine. She closed the door and Nadech who was standing behind her kissed her soundly and walked away he slid back down and out the window. She watched him go into his parents’ backyard and sighed deeply. How did she get into this sort of mess?
The next morning Nadech was waiting for her at her parents’ home. She saw him sitting down there speaking with her grandparents and they are laughing at his jokes as she glanced from her bedroom window. She mentioned to her Dad to fix her lock on her window and he said it will be fixed by the time she comes back on Monday from the weekend in Pattaya. He was so sly, how did her Grandpa Nadech become less typical? It was like he was part of the family already and she didn’t like it anymore. She and Nadech were not going to be anything more to each other. She will say her peace and move on with her life. But in the back of her mind she was remembering he was trying to explain his and Kim’s situation. Did she want to hear him lie to her again? Her mom came into the room and caught her spying down at the gardens.
“Hi honey. Are you okay to go with Nadech? If you are not comfortable wait for me and I will come home during lunch and head down with you. I am glad you are pursuing this business venture. Nadech and his bistro are very successful and by adding an additional curriculum such as horse back riding it will be a great improvement and interesting concept on that beach in Pattaya. Our land value and home price will increase Are you feeling okay, I don’t think I have seen my daughter frown so much lately.” She knew Christina had issues with Nadech. Her instinct told her whatever happened in Canada wasn’t something simple.
“Oh mom is it always so troublesome? Relationships and heart matters because you know how I feel about P’ Nadech. I think he is wonderful but is he married mom? How come you never told me his status? Is he or isn’t he?” She hoped her mom would be the one to finally let her in on the truth.
Margie looked at her daughter puzzled by her comments and questions, “Nadech is not married. What gave you that idea well I know he was engaged to Kim but they’d never went through with it. It was a bit scandalous as Kim eloped with her professor at the University. Why are you asking Christina?” Margie looked at her only daughter. She was letting out the biggest sigh currently and she kissed her mom good bye and walked downstairs to meet Nadech and her grandparents.
He wasn’t married, thank goodness. Oh how can she be so naive and untrustworthiness. She almost ruined their chance again. Why did she not believe him, she really should have known how a gentleman Nadech is. She must confess to him how immature and a jealous person she is. She approached him and smiled but he didn't return her smile with his own.
“Thank you for your blessings. I hope I make everyone proud. Are you ready Christina? Okay we must go now. I will bring your granddaughter back in one peace. Good day.” He said his fair wells traditionally with them and took hold of Christina’s elbow and ushered her inside his car.
Driving silently down to the highway taking them to Pattaya he noticed Christina sitting uncomfortably in her seat. What was wrong with her now? He turned to look at her profile. She has so many furrows on her brow he wanted to ask out right what was bothering her again.
“Are you ready to hear me out now? I will take your silence as a yes. Please do not regret last night. It is the normal thing a husband and wife do. We really like each other and our physical attraction is nothing to take lightly. Will you believe me if I confirm that Kim and I are not married, never was and she is not pregnant. Well she is not pregnant with me. Her and Ken are expecting but whatever you heard about not saying anything because she doesn’t want to share the news until her first trimester is completed. She is a bit superstitious that way. As well Kim and I have become very great friends and she is like family to me so that is why she called me that night at your cottage” He watched her take in his words. It all made sense now to her. Christina was so embarrassed of her behaviour now.
“I am sorry P’ Nadech. I got angry on false assumptions and I spoke with my mother and now your confirmation. I don’t know what to say.” She apologized but then she noticed his grim face. Did she say something wrong but she did apologize especially when she knew she was at fault; she wasn't going to be stubborn about it.
“I cannot believe you had to ask your mom and not understand or know who I am Christina. I have never lied to you ever. I once feared I was too old for you but now I realized maybe you are too young for me. Your life’s experience doesn’t allow you to differentiate between facts from fiction.” He didn’t say anything else to her as they both sat in silence dredging over what each had said to one another. The drive to Pattaya was sobering and too tense between the lovers.
She realized what she wasn’t doing and that was she was not fighting him off, weakly pounding on his back and she try to push him off but her body was easily accepting her lover. She was fighting a lost cause. His body firmly pressed up against her while his kisses were doing wonders to her senses. It has been too long for them and as they quickly undressed and he came into her; seeking the warmth of her and her treasure. Christina let out the pent up breath she was holding and couldn’t pretend she didn’t miss him and his loving. She knew she would regret it soon but now all her betraying body wanted was him; all of him. While stroking within her he kissed her eyes, hair, as well as raining kisses down her neck and the he returned to her sweet luscious lips now swollen with his attention. She kissed him back just as desperately, he chuckled a bit as she wrapped her legs around his waist. She was his and he wouldn’t have it any other way. Coming to their climax they rode it high and came crashing back down as partners.
Laying there in the spooning position he knew she was silently angry at what she has done by giving into her needs; she wanted him he didn’t doubt that. Christina, he knew now was a very independent woman and she always made up her own mine and decisions. He was glad she chose to accept him tonight then fight him. If she had he didn’t know if he was able to control himself because he was feeling so much anger at her for treating him as if he was her enemy that he just wanted to see her and shake some sense into her. He didn’t mean to start acting upon his instinct to make love to her but he sure was glad they did. He missed her so much over the past month and being unable to communicate with her he felt so lost almost as bad when he lost Yaya but knowing Christina was here, it made it worse because then it felt like she didn’t return his feelings or was wanting nothing to do with him. When he left he thought they were ready to start a new life together. Well he still doesn’t know if she even liked him but for sure he knew she lusted after him. They couldn’t stay in the same room now without him wanting to take her to a bed. When it came to this where was his cool? His calm demeanour and maturity was lacking here. All he seems to want is to appease his lust. Was this because he was a thirty six years old virgin, trying to make up for lost times. The answer was no it was only because of the woman in his arms that he knew made him act so out of character and have this unappeased craving for only her. He pulled her up against him tighter never wanting to ever let her out of his sight again. He tried not to drift to sleep because he was not supposed to be here in an unmarried girl’s room.
“Let go of me. You came here and got what you wanted. I have appeased your lust so now go.” She was cold with her words.
“How can you subject yourself to this level and status? You are not only my bed partner or sport. I didn’t intend to come here and make love to you but you prove to be so irresistible. Christina whatever happen in Canada is not something I take lightly. Please trust me. Can you tell me now what happened or what did I do to make you look and treat me this way?” he slowly rolled her to face him even though she was trying to fight him or didn’t want to look at him.
“I know you are lying to me. That phone call from Kim. She’s pregnant and it is your baby! How can you treat a woman this way especially your wife and the mother of your child. I cannot accept as much as it pains me I do not want to be the other woman. No one deserves this treatment, I don’t like the way how our society accepts it as the norm in Thailand. It is very unacceptable to me. Please don’t turn me into a hypocrite P’ Nadech.” She spoke from her heart and her tears escaped her silently.
Nadech dash the tears off her cheek, he did not like seeing her crying. This was what all the angst was about, she misunderstood the conversation? He was about to explain to her but then a knock came at the door. They quickly separated and waited for the knock to sound a second time and it did. Nadech quickly jumped out of bed and pulled on his pants. He waited again to see who was at the door. Christina pulled over her the nightgown that has fallen onto the floor. She tiptoed to her door. In answering at the knock, it was her grandmother asking if she was okay. Christina slightly opened the door and said all was fine. She closed the door and Nadech who was standing behind her kissed her soundly and walked away he slid back down and out the window. She watched him go into his parents’ backyard and sighed deeply. How did she get into this sort of mess?
The next morning Nadech was waiting for her at her parents’ home. She saw him sitting down there speaking with her grandparents and they are laughing at his jokes as she glanced from her bedroom window. She mentioned to her Dad to fix her lock on her window and he said it will be fixed by the time she comes back on Monday from the weekend in Pattaya. He was so sly, how did her Grandpa Nadech become less typical? It was like he was part of the family already and she didn’t like it anymore. She and Nadech were not going to be anything more to each other. She will say her peace and move on with her life. But in the back of her mind she was remembering he was trying to explain his and Kim’s situation. Did she want to hear him lie to her again? Her mom came into the room and caught her spying down at the gardens.
“Hi honey. Are you okay to go with Nadech? If you are not comfortable wait for me and I will come home during lunch and head down with you. I am glad you are pursuing this business venture. Nadech and his bistro are very successful and by adding an additional curriculum such as horse back riding it will be a great improvement and interesting concept on that beach in Pattaya. Our land value and home price will increase Are you feeling okay, I don’t think I have seen my daughter frown so much lately.” She knew Christina had issues with Nadech. Her instinct told her whatever happened in Canada wasn’t something simple.
“Oh mom is it always so troublesome? Relationships and heart matters because you know how I feel about P’ Nadech. I think he is wonderful but is he married mom? How come you never told me his status? Is he or isn’t he?” She hoped her mom would be the one to finally let her in on the truth.
Margie looked at her daughter puzzled by her comments and questions, “Nadech is not married. What gave you that idea well I know he was engaged to Kim but they’d never went through with it. It was a bit scandalous as Kim eloped with her professor at the University. Why are you asking Christina?” Margie looked at her only daughter. She was letting out the biggest sigh currently and she kissed her mom good bye and walked downstairs to meet Nadech and her grandparents.
He wasn’t married, thank goodness. Oh how can she be so naive and untrustworthiness. She almost ruined their chance again. Why did she not believe him, she really should have known how a gentleman Nadech is. She must confess to him how immature and a jealous person she is. She approached him and smiled but he didn't return her smile with his own.
“Thank you for your blessings. I hope I make everyone proud. Are you ready Christina? Okay we must go now. I will bring your granddaughter back in one peace. Good day.” He said his fair wells traditionally with them and took hold of Christina’s elbow and ushered her inside his car.
Driving silently down to the highway taking them to Pattaya he noticed Christina sitting uncomfortably in her seat. What was wrong with her now? He turned to look at her profile. She has so many furrows on her brow he wanted to ask out right what was bothering her again.
“Are you ready to hear me out now? I will take your silence as a yes. Please do not regret last night. It is the normal thing a husband and wife do. We really like each other and our physical attraction is nothing to take lightly. Will you believe me if I confirm that Kim and I are not married, never was and she is not pregnant. Well she is not pregnant with me. Her and Ken are expecting but whatever you heard about not saying anything because she doesn’t want to share the news until her first trimester is completed. She is a bit superstitious that way. As well Kim and I have become very great friends and she is like family to me so that is why she called me that night at your cottage” He watched her take in his words. It all made sense now to her. Christina was so embarrassed of her behaviour now.
“I am sorry P’ Nadech. I got angry on false assumptions and I spoke with my mother and now your confirmation. I don’t know what to say.” She apologized but then she noticed his grim face. Did she say something wrong but she did apologize especially when she knew she was at fault; she wasn't going to be stubborn about it.
“I cannot believe you had to ask your mom and not understand or know who I am Christina. I have never lied to you ever. I once feared I was too old for you but now I realized maybe you are too young for me. Your life’s experience doesn’t allow you to differentiate between facts from fiction.” He didn’t say anything else to her as they both sat in silence dredging over what each had said to one another. The drive to Pattaya was sobering and too tense between the lovers.