margaretthao4
sarNie Adult
There’s a certain chill in the air when I hear raindrops falling. I try so hard to hide but the sound pounds right through my window. When that happens there’s no way I can escape from thinking about you.
The raindrops…they resemble your heartless footsteps trampling over me. Is this what I deserve? This must have been part of the bargain with Aphrodite when I fell in love with you. Revenge is best served cold and I hope one day she leaves you the way you left me alone and lost.
Alfred Lord Tennyson said “Tis better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all.” This man surly he must have never been in love.
You were a mistake that should have never happened. I was better off before you in my own dark reality. You put the sparkle in my eyes and made me whole again. Now that your gone the only sparkle left are my tears.
No matter how cold hearted I was no matter how dead I felt or the many mistakes I made when your eyes touched me they brought me back to life far away from the cold bitter part of this ugly world. My heart had no life no meaning until you.
To take it out on her would be stupid and foolish. To take it out on you would be desperation for attention from a beautiful menace.
Should I have fought for you? Should I have made you stay with me though your heart desired someone new? Or was it the right thing for me to let you go towards whatever heads your way? Whichever way I look at it the answer is never right.
After the rain I wake up and feel like I still love you. I gaze unto the side where you used to lay. Your crease...it still lays there next to me no matter how many times I flatten it out. Your pillow still warm from your head of hair, your scent still lingering in the hallway, and your essence…will it never leave me?
The raindrops…they resemble your heartless footsteps trampling over me. Is this what I deserve? This must have been part of the bargain with Aphrodite when I fell in love with you. Revenge is best served cold and I hope one day she leaves you the way you left me alone and lost.
Alfred Lord Tennyson said “Tis better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all.” This man surly he must have never been in love.
You were a mistake that should have never happened. I was better off before you in my own dark reality. You put the sparkle in my eyes and made me whole again. Now that your gone the only sparkle left are my tears.
No matter how cold hearted I was no matter how dead I felt or the many mistakes I made when your eyes touched me they brought me back to life far away from the cold bitter part of this ugly world. My heart had no life no meaning until you.
To take it out on her would be stupid and foolish. To take it out on you would be desperation for attention from a beautiful menace.
Should I have fought for you? Should I have made you stay with me though your heart desired someone new? Or was it the right thing for me to let you go towards whatever heads your way? Whichever way I look at it the answer is never right.
After the rain I wake up and feel like I still love you. I gaze unto the side where you used to lay. Your crease...it still lays there next to me no matter how many times I flatten it out. Your pillow still warm from your head of hair, your scent still lingering in the hallway, and your essence…will it never leave me?