Poems & Quotes

[CTR]

Just came back from Chicago after partying with my fam (Friends).  Read it metaphorically to get the hidden message.  My poems are always filled with them.  Just kept it nice and elegant in that respect. 


It's halloween, I'm in the Windy City, in Chicago
Just me and my fam (close friends) throwing it down like no tomorrow
You only live once, so have fun and enjoy that's my motto
In the club, a hottie came out of no where from the shadow
Oh lord, I thought to myself I'm in big trouble
She wanted to grind on the dance floor but I gave her a rebuttal

Yes, when I'm single I can be very bad and straight out a rebel  h34r:
But I'm a new guy, Christ is in me, and I didn't stumble  
I didn't struggle, didn't tremble, and I wasn't puzzled

A couple of months ago, I've planted a seed that's so special :heart:
It's starting to sprout so I have been cultivating it on another level
I've been watering it and giving it sunlight like normal
But this precious Lotus is delicate, I have to be careful
I can't be reckless so I have to be gentle
I don't know if it will successfully blossom but it has potential
But the love I pour into that seed is monumental and transcendental


When you're done having fun, the food has to follow
Nothing better than hitting Wooil Korean restaurant for the combo
And all of my guy friends are rowdy, loud, and macho  :gungirl:
But all I can think about is the seat across from me
Why is it empty? Cuz it's simply reserve for all to see
Cuz no one will do just mi amor that's my decree  :heart:
Then Selena Gomez - same old love came on  :shock2:
A smile came on my face and gave me goose bumps 
2016 here I come, so many things I wanna do,
And this leopard is still hungry no time for a slump.  :ninja:

 

[tgamber]

On a midsummer night, we had our fun looking at the clear sky.
With the countless stars acting as our playground.
We had our love blooming with the flower.
Competing with the Gloriosa daisy.
Our love as sweet as chocolate, the color of the center.
But bright as the yellow petals making you smile whenever you look.

 

[CTR]

I wanted to share something that I wrote while I was in high school.  I think this was when I was in Spanish 1.  Some of the stuff I have written in the past are funny as heck so I won't be sharing it.  Believe me, I've saved a couple of them on file in my external hard drive.  But I wanted to share this one because.... well... just read it and you'll see.  Thanks and enjoy.  I'm looking to pen my first romantic comedy in the near future which have been inspired by events that have transpired in my life.  Thanks for reading and enjoy.  - Jeff CTR
 
Chorus
Tu Amor, mean the world to me
Mi Amor, I want you to see
Mi Amor, how much you mean to me
Tu Amor, forever I will adore
Tu Amor, for better or for poor

I think about it every day
Knowing this my heart will be okay
Please know that it came from my heart
I know sometimes I do things that are not smart
But all I know I don't want you and me to part

You're the one in my soul
Trust me I'll never let you go
In my eyes, you're more beautiful than diamonds and pearls
In my eyes, you're the one I need in this world

Mi Amor, maybe these simple words will do best to describe
What I feel in this point in time
What's in my heart, what's on my mind
This hook wasn't just a design
To say that you're just one of a kind
Two hearts combine and forever they'll bind

Chorus 2x

 

[tgamber]

Do you hear me? I'm saying things that I wanted to.
Do you hear me? I'm saying things with my heart and soul.
Do you feel? The meaning of each of my words.
Do you feel? The meaning the words define of my affection.
I was afraid I would lose you as friend so I lost you as lover.
I was afraid of the pain but heartbreak nearly drove me to death.
I did care about how you feel but more so for our status.
I did care about your feelings to the point I forgot mine.
For this life, we may never cross our paths hence I shall confess you're the first and only love I'll have for life.

 

[CTR]

EDIT.

 

[CTR]

Sometimes, I let my machismo get in the way
That I forgot to be gentle with my touch in what I say
My enthusiasm can be a bit tough when on display
And, I overdo it with the teasing of the one I love
Instead of me being supportive like a soft glove

From now on, I'll stand on the side
And just observe and keep my mouth shut
And tell mi amor that I'm sorry for my wrongs
And focus on what's important
And continue writing my book to get it further along
 
By Isaac
In my heart, there's only you
Girl, your love's a dream come true
Hold me close don't let me go
In my heart, you're all I know

So many times before I've seen you pass my way
The visions of your loviness forever will stay
In my heart, in my soul
Love is taking control
You're the lady in my life
On my mind night and day
And I got to let you know
How much your love has changed my world
No one has ever meant so much to me
You're my fantasy girl

My thoughts are only of you
I'm wondering how you feel
Cuz love is in my heart
But only time will reveal
If you do feel the same
Or if my love all in vain
Girl I got to know for sure
If your love is for me
And I got to let you know
How much your love has change my world?
No one has ever meant so much to me
You're my fantasy girl

 

[CTR]

The flowers withered
The plants refuses to grow
There's an eclipse over the sun
The cold brisk wind chills the bone as it blows
The sleet, the ice, and then the snow
Outside a gushing river refuses to flow
The pain, the frostbite, -25 below

The shivers, the agony, no one knows
No light, just darkness, through the months though
The love, the curse, the misery long ago
The approach, the wrongs, the hurt, left unfolded
Was just fools gold for those who didn't stay humble
But was cocky and bold.
What was once invisible will become invisible again h34r:
What was once unknown will become unknown again.  h34r: -_- 

 

[CTR]

  Stay Strong France
My French brothers and sisters
We stand hand and hand together
Against the forces of the transgressor
Against their wickness and evil pleasures
We will not give up our liberty nor our treasure
We will be stronger, We will never yield to our oppressors

Let freedom ring, let freedom sing
Today might sting, but with the hammer we will bring
Justice to those who have lost love ones to such a tragic thing
Stay strong Paris, stay strong France
Strike them wherever they are in advance
Remember this day, don't leave it to chance
Today, we're with you, tomorrow we'll be with you. Amen.  

Te amo, mi amor. No dejo de pensar en ti.  Cómo está(s)?   Espero que estés bien.
Sigh... J<3M

 

[CTR]

I don't usually listen to Thai music guys but I have always been a fan of Thaitay.  That's because my poor Thai is usually mixed with plenty of English words.  I can't stop replaying P'Way new song ft. Big P - ง้อไม่เป็น.  I don't agree with everything in the MV or most of the lyrics but I rearrange the lyrics to my liking.  Oh almost forgot, he got that one pretty actress from channel 7 to star in it which I thought was perfect for the MV.  

My own rearrangement of the lyrics for the song

... Take a look I'm not a playa
And no I don't have anyone but you.  Only you, only you.
Love only you.  Those other girls they don't matter.  
And I told you I love only You now....
 
... Um, I dunno maybe I got too much pride
And when I see you cry and it hurt me to see you crying.
A guy who ง้อไม่เป็น  that's why I got to sing this song.  
And I love you. And I love you.

I know ,I know that I've been an asshole
But I know our love is strong and we'll pull though
I know you're hurt, you're upset, and crying all night long
Knowing you're hurt is like a needle in my heart
Because I hurt the one I love and I was wrong
 
 
Sweet Angel  (My own composition while hitting the gym)
 
Sweet angel from Boston please help me out
Mi amor is still mad at me and I know what it's about
Without mi amor, it's like a land in drought
It's like a barren land that refuses to sprout
It's like a lifeless river without any trouts
It's like the sun has been blackened out

Sweet angel from Boston please whisper sweet serentiy for me
Ya Habibti has locked me out without a key
I admit I was wrong, I'm not perfect,
But I would never in a million year think about hurting her deep
Nor cause her to have sorrow or weep
I care about her a lot and it's very steep
Cuz she's a rare diamond something I value not something cheap
She's a treasure I wanna hold and something that I wanna keep
She's someone I think of when I can't fall asleep
So sweet angel from Boston please put a smile on her face for me. 

 

[tgamber]

Those hands that saved the souls.
Those eyes that saw the pains.
Those words that encouraged the minds.
For a nonsense reason, from a make-believe whispers.
They turned it into weapons.
Destroying the souls, inflicting the pains and breaking the minds.
For what shall we live?
For whom shall we love?
In the center, at the eyes of the storm.
Can we see clear of the destruction?
So, I pray for the storm to pass.
With the truth that can't be denied.
With the belief that I was taught.
With the heart that I possess.

 

[Maya_Fantasy]

You two are very creatives and awesomely beautiful poems.   

 

[sarN]

My poor attempt to write cheesy poem hehe

Your eye give me butterfly ; and your smile I can't even describe.
Your voice a distance hoarse ; make my heart pump with crazy noise.
Your devious charm does its harm ; now I'm falling into your arm.

 

[Maya_Fantasy]

Sarn that quite nice, not cheesy at all. :woot2:  that is so you haha

 

[CTR]

This is not even a poem.  I don't know what it is.  Just enjoy.  Thanks. 
 
When it comes from the heart, you can feel its authenticity and genuine nature.
All of mine are very playful especially towards my mi amor.       
But there is a limit I won't cross so I keep my love like a soft pillow towards her.  :heart:
Her smiles just warm my heart.   ^_^

I always love reading about Robin Hood growing up.  
I wanna be a thief like Robin Hood.
A thief that slowly steals the heart of mi amor that is.   :tease:  :wub:

 

[tgamber]

I'm a terrible singer so I am quite afraid to compose songs. But all my family members are closet poets though we rarely display it(not even to each other). Art is in the blood but none of us make a profession out of it.

 

[CTR]

I bought a couple of new writing guides filled with new ideas and concepts to incorporate into better storytelling.  Anyhow, I just wanted to write something to cheer someone up today.  Life does throw us a curve ball or two but we have to keep digging at away at those goals of our.  It's not going to be easy but you got to believe.  Cheers.     
 
The sadness in her eyes was like the dead of winter
It was empty and distant
You can feel the hurt but most importantly, the pain
Her face and eyes became puffy like it was going to rain
Her drooping shoulders and stooped posture
Felt like she was sheckled in chains
She clutches her head with her hands
Waiting for someone or anyone to understand

It didn't matter that she looked like a million buck
She had everything but she still felt like life sucks
Her flat, monotone voice was as if she ran out of luck
But this angel needs to know that her friends and family
Will be her wall of support like a semi-truck

So angel of light rise up and let your joy flow like the river
Let your enthusism run wild like a true winner
Clap your hands, sing praises cuz your redemption is around the corner
Before long, you'll be there right where you always belong
So chin up, put a bounce in your step, and stay strong.
Forever and ever. Amen.

 

[CTR]

I'm in a silly and playful mood today.  Watch something funny on youtube today.  Oh, my last poem was to encourage my little sister from Boston.  Wink wink.   But this one is definitely for mi amor. 
 
See, I knew you can't fool me with that sad disposition  ^_^
Your playful attitude towards me give away your heart's condition
I can see your beaming face, strong with color and sheen
A smile or grin that cannot be contained like a young teen

You too excited to think straight and your thought scattered
Cuz when you're with me the world around just doesn't seem to matter
Are you sure you're good at all three?   :huh: ^_^
I read your book, it tells me a different story.
I know you got the wacky and silly part down no debate no jury
 
So am I getting the good one?  Or am I getting the naughty one?  B)
Am I getting the fun loving one?  Or am I getting the devious sassy one?  :tease:  :whip:  :heart: 
I dunno maybe you'll have to give me a clue on which one I have won.
Maybe summer 2016 on the beach somewhere under the tropical sun.
I was given two choices, please, tell me the lord guided me to the right hun.   :heart:   :flowers: 

So wink, smile, hi-five your bffs, and seriously be silly 
Just enjoy "The Bare Necessities" of life and live freely (Jungle book reference)
So look at me with those eyes that sparkles and gleam       
Just like you've just woken from a Midsummer night dream. (Shakespeare reference)

 

[CTR]

Yes, I've lost it but what I found was 100 times better
Honestly, I let that Rose go a long time ago
While, I got a White Lotus (You) which is much sweeter  :crush:
There's a saying that goes like this...
Roses are a dime a dozen
While a White Lotus are rare like diamonds 

Plus, with a face like that
Who could hurt an angel like that  (Come on now) 
Plus, me + you = so much passion
Just like E=MC^2, there's no comparison
What's left is just full of satisfcation  (With the White Lotus I got anyway) :heart:

 

[CTR]

Today, I was inspired by James Jirayuth as he got married to Aimee.  I thought his quote was awesome to say the least.      
"...everybody has an addiction, mine just happens to be you."  I thought long and hard and this is what I came up with.  I put my own originality in it.  Check out at the bottom for a playful touch of the two.  Thanks and enjoy. 

You + me, it equals better math  :welcome:
Like the Egyptian pyramids built strong to last 
So legendary, they'll still be talking as time pass
There will be painting on murals and on stained glass

Dynamic duo, Bonnie & Clyde  :gungirl:
I'm not talking about the police chase countryside
More like South Beach just you and I
Looking at the blue ocean watching the sunrise 
No longer wearing our masks no longer in disguise
Just being our goofy selves with nothing to hide
Holding your hands, dining out, watching your beautiful smile  :heart:

Add a trip to Walt Disney to make it worthwhile
Front row seat Cinderalla Castle firework in style 
Just to see you happy, it's worth the extra mile
No roses, just white lotus, one of a kind


The bad boy in me can't help it.
But are you sure?
You're a good girl, and I'm going to be nothing but trouble  ^_^
Some would say I'm a bad boy, And I beat to my own drum a clasic rebel  h34r:
But with you I'll make an exception, I'll be subtle
Your heart is safe with me, I'll be extra careful   :heart:
Cuz you're sweet and extra special
An Angel from above on another level
Maybe it's what they called L-O-V-E
Cuz  you're the one I can finally rest and settle.   :wub:
Until then, there might be some rumbles and some dishevel. ---> J/K   :tease:  B)

 

[CTR]

Deep Day time heart2heart convo
 
I might be Robin Hood
But I'll never make you fall
Cuz you're my "Maid Marian"  :heart:  (Reference to Robin Hood's love)
Rebel yes, but I'm a gentlemen after all
Trust me, I'm in it for the long haul

I don't want a 1 year contract
I don't want a 5 year contract
I'm looking for a life long contract.  
I'm not like those other guys that you've come in contact
No compare and no contrast

I won't be at your feet like them other guys
You don't have to ask or wondering why
You won't see me nervious or being tongue tied
And no I will never make you cry. 
Just the realest guy standing next to you side by side
I wanna compliment what you bring
You're an angel that makes my heart sing  :heart:

So to answer your question
No, I wouldn't hesitate to catch you if you stumble
We'll ride out the storm together even in your deepest struggle 
I might be a rebel sometimes but my faith in Christ always keep me humble (faithful)  :yes:
I have been searching a long time and you're my missing puzzle.