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nadechlover1

sarNie Egg
FanFic "Just like that, I am here."

Genre:
- Young Adult
- Romance

A country called US which takes place in a dystopia theme with a contemporary feel.

Joining Aisis's journey in discovering more of reality outside her old home schooled life, as she enters a University Boarding School with all her hold backs, that results to her fears of beings away and alone.


Will she survive college life?
Will she be with someone regards of her anxiety of being around strangers?
Will she be able to stand for herself ?
 

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nadechlover1

sarNie Egg
Chapter 1


(BUZZ BUZZ)
buzzing on my iphone 5krystal that my dad got me for accomplishing the years of my home schooling. A splash of a message : unknown.

Hey! There :)
Welcome! New student
:)
Class of 2014,
Boarding school "International Choco University"
Opening hall for incoming student.
Things that will happen


Tour of the dormitories
Campus tour
Kick off clubs
Opening of the gates [a must attend event]


I closed the message and immediately deleted it.
Seriously I tell myself .. This is the boarding school my Dad wants me too attend? I know it's only because his old friend was a co-founder doesn't mean it gives out good quality of education. I still can't believe , I'm going to study here away from home. My Ailand tropical country.

I hear a knock from my door " Aisis, breakfast's ready" I swiftly got out of bed, just so I can't bother my aunt's family anymore for letting me stay here until the University's dormitory opens.
As I head downstairs I still think of the message I got , on how unspecific and how stupid it is! No date ? No time ? Not even where or who to look for when we get there! This makes my head hurts. From what I only know is, it offers my major(course) and it's an international school in a middle of US.
Whatever it is, it does sound cool when my dad was telling me all about it ,but I was not near paying attention to it. I just can't help but think about being away from home and my sister.


As I sit next to my cousin Jan who's enjoying his pancakes. I muffle it in my mouth too.
uncle George stops his reading and looked at me and said" Oh Aisis , I totally forgot the official handbook is sent today, and it was late though,but there's this apology letter along with it. And it says that this afternoon will be the official opening of the dorms at 2:30pm along with the rest of the day's program, you can see it for yourself later" he gestures to a coffee table near the living room" finish your breakfast" with a flash of fatherly smile on his face.

In my surprise Jan was done eating and headed to the living room and started jumping in joy when his favorite cartoon show is on. Jumping he yells" hey ! Asis my classmate Natasha's brother is also studying at the same school as you" he giggles, as if a word or the girl's name sent a spark in him with excitement. "we'll be sending you both off later this afternoon"he looks at his dad " right dad?" Uncle answered "well yes" a smile. I gave a small nod and said "cool" i finished my food.
After that I showered and all, good thing everything's set for me to start living in a dorm , well not exactly sure of the 'all things set', I'm still not liking the idea of being around unknown people. Well I guess that's college.
I see Natasha as she waves at me before getting in the tube car which is used to be an old mini van back in the days,that uncle George is driving.
I didn't bother to lookout the window again coz I'm busy reading the real handout for new students that came this morning. Thank God ,this is the right thing to send to students' who paid an amount of Unitraps for schooling.
Everything I needed to know that wasn't is the text message was in here. I was caught up, with closed eyes and of a music playing on my phone fairytale by taylor swift..
I didn't know we're here until Jan pulls out one of my earphones"Wakey Wakey" he says.
Then We were all standing out side the main entrance. It is pretty awesome to see how huge and well designed the campus is from the outside. Uncle George sends off a slight cough " ahem ahem well I guess this is it, Aisis have fun and take care of yourself always and call when you need anything, alright?"
I nod with a smile.
"here I am happy to send you off but going in there with your little cousin and I...will be too much of it , right?"


As I process what was happening My thought goes to NO! I think you should go with me, but non of it came out of my mouth and Natasha and Jan pulls uncle's arms to both sides dragging him back to the car as they both whine " let's go now, and get some ice creams ... Please" both at the same time. Natasha goes" Good luck, Aisis!" Cheerful "Sorry u didn't get to see my brother he was in a rush and His friends were waiting for him."
Then Jan cuts her " besides u were sleeping" they both laugh with uncle. This made me think, was my mouth open while we were on the road. It explains the little ache in my jaw. Ohh..gosh what an awful sight to imagine, this send shots of heat in my cheeks. I look at them and uncle in a slight state of laughter gives me a hug and a smile.
Natasha and Jan did the same, but obviously happy to see me go as they'll be heading off for their cravings to be satisfied. now that makes me jealous. I turn back to the entrance and starts my day, wondering if there's any ice cream shop near.
 

nadechlover1

sarNie Egg
Chapter 2


I am now out with froshies, I don't why they call us that. A senior girl comes up to us in a cheerful energy, and shows us around the dormitory Which is more like a movie set for rich teenagers with a hotel and colors that compliment the young adult vibe of the entire campus. where boys and girls live together,not in the same room of course , but in the same building.
Which in fact does not surprise me. We're at the a fancy sliver vintage gate outside with a sign on the side "C.H.A.S.M" Tina our guide said
"it actually stands for 'Cultural Hob to all Artistic Students with Multiple-interest'" with a cool delight expressions of the people behind me, all I can say is that what school is this? Then she answers
"I know some of u might think what school does this? Well our Unitraps doesn't only go to the profs it's must be beneficial to us as well, and so..our beloved principal actually suggested this beautiful area" moving her arms out stretched and did a quick swirl.
Everyone is clapping while doing sounds like"WOOHOOOO!! Yeah!" Applause ,applause and I do the same thing without the wooho yeah thing, that's pathetic.


Basically the Chasm is an area for everyone to enjoy it is like' the escape' where in gaming , a chill area, a wonderful park, an assembly hall which I think is a concert hall, for I guess the use of the freaking bands. This excites me I love music and so far I'm enjoying what I'm seeing. Who wouldn't.


We were allowed to wander the Chasm.booths and stalls are scattered,then I see a starbucks and I'm thinking of getting something to drink, when someone out of nowhere a guy who is topless with tan skin and physique figure stops me.
He's wearing a mask which I think is a Chinese traditional mask.
He has abs obviously and flashes a cardboard that say "JOIN SPORTS TODAY and GET THIS --> an arrow pointing at his abs." While girls and guys from his booth were cheering.
I try to walk pass him, and I did. Aigoo that's really weird. What is it with people liking the attention anyway? I ask myself. I'm almost there near the Starbucks.
Then once again a random doshiie comes up,his wearing an open leather black jacket with a navy blue V-neck shirt and dark jeans with cool rich kid kicks. "Hey! There :)
Welcome! New student"
And he gives a smile that I can see under his mask.
"Class of 2014," don't know if that was a question. I didn't reply.
"Boarding school "International Choco University" his saying it with full energy and a ridiculous enthusiasm.
I show no interest and turn my head in the opposite direction.
Then he goes on
"Kick off clubs "
Showing his cutout board, where I didn't put an effort to look at.
"Hey! Look 'Opening of the gates a must attend event" he's trying to stop me from going anywhere.
So I did what's the best.I pushed him and run towards Starbucks, coz it is want I really wanted so ..." Back off "is what I managed to say to those sophomore creeps. I feel his well build chest on my hands though, as I walk away.
 
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nadechlover1

sarNie Egg
Chapter 3


"That'll be 25 unitraps" I hand her my cash. I walk around looking for a table, I see an empty chair, with a guy with eyeglasses ,thick dark hair and shaggy eyebrows then I see his too big to fit on the chair. I'm like 5 step away, and he can't notice me looking at him.
the guy is to busy with his data pad (iPad) as I try to turn away my gaze I see him lift his right leg then inhales a little and smirk on his face appear and a smell of horrible horror odor fills the air.
I feel like vomiting, it is so serious and I feel like I inhaled a toxic that can kill and I can't breathe.

I try to run away and finally a girl on the far other corner of the shop, waved at me. I automatically walk towards her. She smile and I try to return a response after what just happened. She offers her hand "hi, my name is Kaycee" I shake her hand and reply "I'm Aisis".
"I saw u" she tells me. "I feel bad for u" and I sense she's holding up her laughter coz it says it all in her eyes, and now I can't help, burst out laughing hard."hahaha.."
She laughs along. As we catch our breathes, she asks me"what's your major? You're a froshie right?"
I inhale " I'm majoring in International Studies and yes I am a froshie."
" how about u what is you major ?"
She says" hhmm oh, I am majoring in Philosophy but I like history a lot and I am a froshie too."
We Both take sips of our drinks.
(Buzz buzz)
it's my iPhone 5k I'm checking my message when a Link appears uww.UTP.com/account%682/access:612Account0211 ,
click here to access your "Unitrap Card" it's the best way purchase now. I hit the link.
I glance at Kaycee and she's checking her iphone too.
She ask "Unitrap Card , huh?"
And I nod.
" you know Unitrap is actually pronounced as Uni-Trap not Unit-ap, because it stands for 'Universal Transactional Paper'"and now I can see that she is really into real facts.
I know It too,because I used to missed pronounce it.
We go on talking and I'm very happy I have a new collage friend and she's nice and good looking.
Kaycee not fully Ailandian, she tells that
"I am born in Europe, in a small city called Hekman, and Half 'Ailandian' too, my mother is born in Ailand."
Then I say " I am a 'Pean' too I was raised Europe in a town Yerway and born in Ailand".
She goes " I can tell by you name Aisis." And I'm glad she says it right "Ai-sis."
We talk and talk , until it's time to go. I feel grand as if one of my tasks of becoming a college girl is finally accomplished,to make friends,other than my relatives.
No thanks to my school being my home. I know her room is near mine 2015 ,hers is 2017. I tell her " to see you around" and she did too.


I haven't met my roommate, but I have seen our room. It is all the same with everyone though, and it's amazing. Back in my room I decided to choose the second bed which is the one on the floating floor.
Our room has the 'tap |open|tap| lock' system. I need to tap the black square near the nob and a green flash of light will appear that indicates that it's open and it's red when it's lock. It is the same process even inside the room, and I locked the door from the inside by tapping my key card.
I'm unpacking my iMac on the right corner of the room on a study table I choose near the window, so that whoever comes in won't see me in my Pjs. I'm finally getting to my gaming mode on "Past Life" it's game similar to the old game called sims and a lot of people says that this is a revival.
An e-mail came from my dad saying we should skychat sometime soon, and I know they missed me. Dad's last e-mail.

Asis,

We miss you, we hope to see u and ur sister together there in US. Take care always. We're proud of you sweetheart. Make some friends , your mom and I won't mind you take a guest from ur return for visit.

Love , Pops
 

nadechlover1

sarNie Egg
Chapter 4


It is late, until my roommate arrives it is 12:30 am, A tall charismatic girl walks in with her Bags and some sort of cosmetic mini case and clothing hangers which I can tell are for her dresses. She has her own personal young lady assistant that escorted her. I greet her "Hi!" In a over shocked voice instead of a welcoming one. I hop off my chair and give her a hand with her things. "Ms. Kate , we'll all go ahead now" her assistant had a funny accent which I can't tell if it is Australian or British English.


Right this moment I know I'm going to live with the 'bloody popular Aussie|Brit Chix." I just know it.
"He~llow~ There!" She said as if we were in a business conference with the glamour, I wonder how can she stick with me? She shows her teeth with braces through her smile, and I can already she it is straightened . We shake hands and tell each other our full names. "I'm Katherine Ferast and please just call me Kate" her tone is fancy ,yet so teenage like and it goes to show she is not a study all night kidda type ,she is the night party girl kidda type.
"I am Aisis Serbrown" giving my best smile.
Kate tells me she's " Aussie |Philipina"
I recall myself things I learned about
Senipphil it is used to be called Philippines a country know for it's sincere and sincerity beauty of people . It is like Thailand that over time the real name was changed to a better. In that fact Senipphil is the leader for brighter Xpo-Asian on the EP (East Power).

We finished unloading her things around 2:30am and we chat and laugh as we discover more of our personalities.She mentions a guy" there's this guy I'm actually waiting to see , and I can not wait to introduce him to you" is she blushing or is the A/C in 30 Celsius.
Kate is a sophomore and just moved here to study, which give me a feeling that she is in fact here for that guy, that I am not interested in anyway. What I worry now is what am I supposed to do for 2 more days of GTA the" Get To know All" event by the seniors, they'll be parties for sure before the real studying begins.
Kate asks me
" Aisis, would like to go out tomorrow night at 6:00, let's got ang checkout the CHASM"
I tell her " that I have a friend" she cuts me off "well DUH! U have to take her with us" with an assuring smile. I want to meet ur friends too." " yeah sure that'll good, I'll tell her." And we both get in our own beds. Tomorrow will be a better day. Please be.
 

nadechlover1

sarNie Egg
A TEASER CHAPTER IN WHICH WE MEET Mr. BARRY (nadech)


Barry stays behind me he's standing with his arms on his side. We're all facing the screen.

"20.." He moves to my right side and our arms brush each other.

"18.." I can sense his heat from his presence, that makes me want to wrap my arm around his ,despite the leather jacket his wearing that will prevent skinship.




Pls do tell if you want me to continue .. And find out more who (nadech) Barry's character will build.

Is he the sweet lover boy or the worst guy you'd likely to fall in love it !


Find it out JLTIH
 

ImQueen

sarNie Adult
Yes, I would like it if you continue!!!! I like the characters in here. I like how you're not making Aisis the "rebel" girl because when I read it I feel like she's pretty naive. I feel like she can relate to me. <3 Omg, Aisis is having a crush on Nadech! I'm so going to stay tune for it!!!! Thanks nadechlover1!
 

nadechlover1

sarNie Egg
Chapter 5



Nate is out of her bed already, I immediately grab some protein bar from study desk.
I don't like the feel of being out of our room, besides all I need is here, great internet connection, a mini fringe by the door and a bathroom.
To my surprise someone tries to unlock the door. slamming on my door "Hey!! Katie, come on let's go! Open up now! Hurry."
I glance around there's no Katie here, and It comes to me the person is looking for is kate.
"Hhmm, stop slamming the door
She's not here, I think she went out early." I try to shout as loud.
"Oh! Alright then , well then still open up !!!
I .. I.. I need to use the bathroom!!"
Wait what is this? I back shout
"who do you think u are ?"
"bloody hell! Didn't you hear? I badly need the use of the bathroom, I'm dying out here."

The sound of his voice is in state of emergency and I have know idea what to do. Is this person really in need of help? Well I don't want anyone to blame me of the result of pain of this guy.
I swipe my key card, and the door door fly opens.
"Thank u!" he says, without looking at me. I am holding a thick history book as heavy as a hallow block in a position of attack mechanism .
Im glad he did not notice.
What should I do ? I repeat to myself I'm pretty sure boys are not allowed to enter any of the girls' cabins.
He gets out of the bathroom still not looking at me ,he says
"Hey, thanks again" and he glance at me before I close the door, and right there, I see his expression changes to a gentle puppy face as he flash his bright white teeth and a dimple appears.
His hair is a mess I can't tell if he just woke up or it's really his style.I feel the air changing too ,as if a hot steaming noodle of bowl is near my face, and brings hotness on my cheeks.


Before I realize it he is gone. I try not to overthink about what just happened while I'm in the park waiting for Kaycee to show up, coz my tummy is now rumbling for a real meal.
"Aisis!" Hugging me Kaycee shows a bright smile with excitement.
"Guess what?" Then I reply
"I'm guessing u know the best place for lunch?"
"Better" she's now dragging me to Chasm's entertainment building.
"Thought we're going to have lunch?"
She stiffens and brag my wrist. I look around for a sign, then sees this tall guy with an apron on and he has a well combed hair.
I suddenly realize we're heading toward the guy's group of friends.
" what are we doing?.. This is stalking!" I say under my breath.
" no it's not , we are here to have lunch" she points out.
We get a table and looks at the menu , well I am looking at meals to eat. Clearly Kaycee is all eyes on her guy.
She tells me
"Aisis, I think we have to move, go there near the counter and ask for an extra plate."
" are u serious ? We don't need any extra .." She shush me.
"Just do it"
She's pleading with her smiling eyes and can't say no.
 

nadechlover1

sarNie Egg
Chapter 6


In the bar counter I ask a random person in front for extra plate.
"Who asked for plates?" I turn around to see who it is, then this guy about 5 to 6 inches taller than I am is not saying it to me. He gives the random girl whom I asked, a questioning face. As if asking for extra plate is a mistake.
Am I having a some sort of hangover over some guy who .. who was an hour ago inside my cabin.
I look away.
"Why would they need an extra plate? , when clearly they can just transfer to another table if they're thinking of having a guest."
Gosh what a jerk, aren't customers always right.


I try to ignore this guy behind me. He seems to be a worker, technically a stressed one,I guess because of his hair that falls on his forehead in a crazy mess sticking out in all direction. That creeps me out just looking at it. I really have a gut of disgust for boys with unhygienic looking hair.
Someone steps out of the counter, I ignore. I'm to focus and sees that Kaycee is now doing a good job getting her guy's attention,coz the guy with the apron is now siting on my chair. I'm just hoping she won't leave me out here .
This will give me an anxiety attack.

thankful that I can see Kaycee has ordered us meals already. In hunger I can feel my stomach rumbling and suddenly made a growling sound.

Finally Kaycee waves at me and is trying to point out something from my side.
I turn to see, the messed up looking guy is now beside me, like approximately 20cm from me.
His face is in amusement and he's trying to hold back his laughter,not to my expectation he goes
"You better feed that" pointing at my tummy.
Laughing he hands me the plate.
In embarrassment I don't know what I'm doing. What can I do when the Mr. Messy with charisma is in front of me.
I don't bother to say thanks , and walk away.
"What's with that girl ?" He says in a low tone.
I stopped and turn to see he is still staring at me with his eyes laughing with him and his dimples.
I continue walking. Oh no no no ..
He's that same guy from this morning at our dorm room. Flash of memory that morning.
How can he not be the one, who has a ridiculous dimple in his grins.
Does he recognizes me.
I made it to our table and Kaycee smiles at me.
Good thing her guy is off to somewhere.
"What happened are you alright?
You look like you just saw a ghost you look pale"
I can see she's worrying.
I guess it is because of starvation and that fact that I just embarrassed myself to a guy that I have no idea who. I give her a
"I'm okay , just really starving."
We enjoyed the food and a desert is arriving, which I don't remember ordering.
"Oh hi ladies these are for you" he hands us two plates of snowman fried ice cream.
Kaycee and I exchange some curious look,and dig in with our deserts. Which is a mouth melting with goodness.

It is already near 5 pm when we both headed back to our rooms.
I invited her for tonight's opening of gates.
 

nadechlover1

sarNie Egg
@ ImQueen aaww thank u so much for your little comment. It inspires me.. I'll do my best to keep u guessing of the relationship development between our main characters :") hahaha..

Watch out for chapter 7 coz it going to be .. Hhmm slightly fast ~~~ :)) and long :D

<3 lots of love Nadechlover1
 

nadechlover1

sarNie Egg
Chapter 7

Kate is back in our room she's preparing for the opening of the gates later.
"Aisis, aren't you going to get ready? They'll be a lot of cute boys out there" teasing.
"naaah, not really my thing" and let my body falls on lovely bed. Kate rushes to my flouting floor and jumps on my side.
"Come on ! Get ready! ... " she's dragging me , and I am left with no choice. I do what she tells me.
I can sense Kate is like a bitchy kidda type but in a cool nice Chix way, But she does know girls.
"I only play with boys who plays dirty, I let them taste their own medicine.. Coz they're jerks."
She trails off,doing my hair and make up.
I nod agreeing with her, but the fact that I have never been kissed.
Makes me wonder if I'm going to have my first kiss this college.
The closest thing I have with kisses will be, the chocolate kisses I get from our pantry cabinet.
I'm wearing a lime green tube dress, Kate says not to wear a cardigan, which I badly I need so, I'm wearing it.

All students are gathered in front of the C.H.A.S.M gate. I am already with Kate and Kaycee now. surprisingly I am enjoying the noise coming from the crowed and blasting of the music from the speakers.
While waiting for the official count down, presenters' of the student councils are handing out a small square plastic around , which I think is absurd.
Are they just handing out condoms to everyone.
Kate hands to me one , my instant reaction is to throw it as far away from me.
She sees me in my horror face, and grab my hand with a light squeeze.
Bright smile "It's just a Chewing Gum, Jeezze. come on! relax a little."

I show a sigh relief. Oh Yes come on Aisis don't be stupid this is college nothing to be scared of. Except make outs in bed. Oh please not guys and girls drooling at each other too.
"Guys, do u know what this gum is for?" Kaycee is unwrapping hers.
"Kay~cee, it's a Fortune Gum.
See what yours say."
Shocked I look at Kate she is unwrapping hers too.
Kate got :

'People who chase you surrounds you because you created them.'

Which I think is not a fortune coz it is more like the truth. Kate has this thing where she gets what she wants and gosh .. A lot of people do want her.

"OH MY GAWD!" Kaycee is freaking out hopping like she just won.

"MINE SAYS.. You will be with 'your one' in bed."

Kate and Kaycee laughing while giving out cheers, Kaycee is slapping my right shoulders with one hand.ouch and it hurts ,a little.

What does it even mean?
She'll just randomly sleep with someone and just like that.. He'll be the one?
"That's a good one." Kate in her approving nod and clap.

What i think of it is stupid.
A number appears from a huge screen above us that indicates the count down.
Now they're both looking at me waiting to hear what I got. So I unwrap mine,
I hear guys from behind us shouting and thumping their feet. I feel a swoosh on my hair and ignored it, their just passing by.

"You will soon gain what you always wanted."

I shout to my girls. They exchange a look which I did not understand.
"That's totally interesting than what i got, other than a boy in my bed."
And we're all are laughing
"Hey! Barry!"
Kate shouts from kaycee's back
Not sure who she's calling, when a guy steps out from the group of tall guys behind.
"He~llow, Kate! It is nice to see you here." His voice is deep and has this accent that juggles from Aussie to Pacific Islander.
"And whose these lovely ladies with you?" His looking at us when a guy named Martin joins in our little circle which not so little anymore.

Barry is obviously tall but Martin is few inches taller.
There is something about Barry's hairstyle or his hair in general, dark hair with slight messy curls that seems to stick out in all directions.
I have a hair issue with kids who can't manage them.
This Barry is the guy, who used my bathroom.
In my room this guy is in front of me.
He doesn't recognize me.
Barry's style is not my style, and it's annoyingly so attractive on him.

"Hi! Kate and ladies"
"Martin and Barry, this is Kaycee." They shake hands.
"And right here, is my cutie roommate Aisis."
I don't know why she just called my cutie when clearly I'm not, because I'm taller than her and the obvious fact that I'm tall for a girl.
"Oh he~llow, Aissi." He smiles at me, shake hands and I immediately look away.

Barry stays behind me he's standing with his arms on his side with his front hair (bangs) now is gathered to his right side. We're all facing the screen.

"30.." He moves to my right side and our arms brush each other.

"28.." I can sense his heat from his presence, that makes me want place my arm around his ,despite the leather jacket he's wearing that will prevent skinship.

"25..." His voice is deep as he counts; he's several inches taller than I am. I can smell cherry from his breath.

"26.." I can see a dimple appearing and disappearing , I try and try to lessen my glances.
As I smile to myself seeing it.
He looks at me , and I think he felt my stare, I hope it's dark enough so he can't see my hot cheeks burning.

"22..." I'm looking at his dark eyes and his eyes are on mine, his messy hair that I'm now wanting to run my fingers with to put it in good place. we're breathing, but can't seems to know if it's real.

"..." We stop counting he stares at me, and move his entire body facing me. He moves again towards me.

"15.."people shouts. I take a heavy gulp. His eyes are still on mine. We're in this moment, in which I can't explain the bubble we have. No words , no touch but with so much of ...

".." He leans down his head which makes him so close to mine. I freeze.I can hear and feel his warm breath.

"..." Surprisingly I'm steal on my feet, when he's slowly placing a hand on my back, that send chills in my every nerve. He pulls me to him,fast.

"9.." I try to get out of my mouth.
Still stuck in the moment, my eyes not believing everything. My heart goes out of rhythm , his chest burst to thumping. He close his eyes and I close mine too. Barry's lips touch mine, his pushing as I slightly arc my back to feel him better. His arm supporting .


"..."sounds that doesn't give meaning to me, And just like that,
i am here. With him ,secure with his now arms around my waist.
His soft kisses alluring me to open my mouth and to kiss him back.
Which I can't coz I dunno know how, but I am now puzzle with the warmth of happiness.


"WOOHOO!!!!!" Everyone's screaming and shouting. Barry pulls back in a rush and steps away.
That indicates the counting is over and my lasting seconds with his lips is over too.
 

nadechlover1

sarNie Egg
Chapter 8


With in a second everything shatters from my warmth comfort to blasting of the confetti. Everyone urges to enter the C.H.A.S.M gate as it opens.
Kaycee grabs me by the arm and pulls me away.
"Aisis, where did u go?"
Confusion on her face. She's shaking from what some sort of possession I'm still in, which is the possession of Barry's around me.
"I.. I.." She pulls me closer to her , and we run. We're to a direction I can't tell
Until this moment of rush, all I feel is his face on mine, his soft lips with the smell of cheery lingering on mine. His touch and support I can't seems to get out, when clearly I'm out of his sight now.
"So, tell me where did u go?"
"Sorry..Just seconds before u were beside us with Martin and Kate then the crowed got big and we couldn't see you so.." She's in her apologizing tone.
"No. Stop, it's okay .. You're fine , I'm fine .. Don't say sorry alright?"


Beside u don't know how happy I was to be with Barry. OH GOSH... Now I can't stop thinking about him.
It must have been the way he kissed me.
"Kay, Where are they?"
"Oh.Ai.. kate is probably still looking for you and Martin is looking for Barry too."
The name Barry as if something pokes inside me and I can't help but giggle to myself.
Thankful Kaycee doesn't notice.


On stage a local band is playing.
We're on the side of the stage where the bonfire in near. We wait for Kate to come, and there's this hope inside me in seeing Barry again.
After what just happened, there's quite something that I can't put in to words, now that I'm not around him.
"Katie!" Kaycee shouts
Kate hands us some drinks.
"It's just a frizzy drink with u know a little touch.." She smile.
I feel the cold silver cup in my hands, and compared it to the chills I left when Barry's hand held my back.
To stop my vision I drink all of it.
"I'm thirsty."
"Yeah you are."
Martin walks in, and I'm watching and looking out for any sight of Barry, but doesn't appear anywhere.
"You alright?" Martins pats my shoulders.
"Yeah I'm alright." I nod.
"Hey! Martin did u see Barry?"
I'm thankful to Kate for asking, coz I've been dying to ask him minutes ago.
"Ooh.. Barry? He's...he's
Out to somewhere important, dunno what."
Out to somewhere important ? So much more important than the girl he kissed moments ago and now his gone like a flash of the seconds we shared in that bubble we had. I feel like a hallow of punch is spreading in my abdomen.
We're sitting on a wooden bench near the bonfire, enjoying the music.
"Aisis! You might not know but this not the first time we see each other." Huh.. What is talking about I clearly I'm not friends with him before this.
"Ah, Ai! Remembered we went to CHASM's entertainment building and we had lunch it was them who gave us free deserts." She smiling and snuggling closer to martin in the other bench.
Kate headed out for awhile , because she's meeting someone which I think is the new varsity guy Zac she's seeing.
"So.. You and Barry were the one who sent us those fried ice creams?"
Kaycee with her flirtatious tone. Martin nods.
I feel my cheeks heating, the idea of Barry making those fried ice cream for me. He's not only a sophomore but he also does a part time job with Martin at the Legend resto.

We .. I mean they sing along with the music and the night was longer than I expected. I am not sure if I should be happy or disappointed that I wasn't able to spend time with Barry after our moment.

It is 1:39am now, Kate's drop dead on her bed. I remove my make up.
im combing my hair , when I feel something in my posterior hairline (it's a part of the head near the nape, the back of the neck).
I try to get it out but it's stuck and it feels like a gum,gilt of anger. I smell it and it's a cherry gum. Jeez it was the swooshed that I felt while standing in the crowed, and I remember that Barry's breathe was cherry too, so I was him!
He was the one standing behind me before all the getting lost in our sea of eyes before the kissed.
i'm not smiling at the thought of our magical kissing moment,because I have to cut few strands of hair , because He spat a gum on my hair and never bothered to take it out! Such a jerk.
 

nadechlover1

sarNie Egg
Chapter 9


First day of the official classes ,and I'm hoping for the best.
Not being in a room with one teacher while our helpers are just a room next to mine ready to bring me snacks while we study , I bet regular high school won't allow that.
Eating in class is I believe a inspiration to students to study more, coz there's more to look forward to , than a teacher talking non-stop.

There is something bubbling inside me whenever I see couples together.
I wonder where the hell is Barry, can not help but think of him. I don't know why and it's stupid.
It's must have been the way he kissed me, it felt something electrifying just thinking of it.
My past crushes , they never get every far. This needs to stop, I'm guessing I just need to see him and never again do I have to kiss him or even talk to him. Crossing my fingers.


I double check the classroom I'm entering'I.S room 203' U.Sian History . Professor Wagen.
The young looking professor is already leaning on the table in front of a few number of students. I glance at my watch, I'm really sure that I'm 15 minutes early, but our professor is already teaching.

He stops and turn to look at me.
He looks like a middle eastern( Arabian), because of his crazy long eyelashes with beautiful eyes, which is quite intimidating to look at, but its the first thing I notice about him.
I'm expecting him to continue his lecture, when his hops on the table playing with his pen. He twist his upper body to talk to me.
My professor..is asking me something, and who stopped his lecture for me. I'm shocked, confused and scared. What do I do now?
"What is your name?"
I try to see what's inside my classmates' expressions, were they asked about their names too?
"Hi." I try to give an awkward smile, okay you can do this. I mentally note myself •Usian class, next time be 30 minutes early•
"I'm Aisis Ya M. Sperbrown."
Oh shot!!? I just said my full freaking name out loud, like I'm a grade schooler introducing herself.
Shame shame shame ...Aisis pull your tiny selves TOGETHER!
"Uh huh.." He nods with a smile that radiates . There's is something in his appearance that I can't tell if I should take it or him seriously.
"What do you like to do?"

HA?! What is he talking about now?...
Aren't college professor suppose to ignore their students when they come in. Are they not just going to talk and talk and give out handouts and quizzes, but NO questioning of personal questions, because they should have the 'Student - Professor relationship' which is mainly looking the each other across the room and never minding their lives.
"Mr. See~Khor~"
a voice of an old man standing behind my back.
"What do u think your doing sitting on the table?"
Mr. So called see-khor hops off, and stands straight, smiling.
"Good morning! Mr. Wagen."
Oh. Woh! What is this? Is he kidding me. he's not Mr. Wagen. His just some dude called See~ ..Who cares name!
I look at our real professor raising one eyebrow.
"Go back to you seat Mister."
And his does , and I walk fast. I sit next to the nearest chair.
"Sorry" I hear a soft whisper on my ear. There he is Mr. Fake professor smiling. He's not going to be my friend I tell my self , what he done to me looking like a lost kid in front of our classmates in the first day! Won't just be forgotten by a sorry.
I am glad to meet my other classmates apart from see-khor,but not sure though if I'll be friends with them.
I'm thankful that professor Wagen ended the class early . I still have 2 hours of break before my last class of the day.

I call Kate,
"Hello! Katie?"
"Hi Ai!, what's up? Aren't u in class?"
"Nope just got out , and I'm thinking if u want to have lunch ?"
"I can't I'm going to my next class now. Try Kaycee .. I'll see ya later muah. Bye"
"Okay see ya , bye."

Kaycee is busy with her date with Martin, she invited me for lunch but I don't want to be a third wheel.
I randomly enter a resto , which I think is serving korean food.
My meal arrives it's a bibimbap.
Someone sits in front of me,

"Hey! , Aisis" it's cichor (see-Khor)
I ignore him, and starts eating.
"Come on, I said sorry already."
I glance at him, he doesn't seem sorry at all.
"You know, you're a lot cuter when you're sleeping."
Who does he think he is to know how I sleep.
"And how do u know that?"
He grimace.

"I was in the car with you remember the day we were sent off by uncle George." He eats his kimchi.
No way, his the brother of Natasha, jan's little crush I embrace myself for more humiliation, I spent the entire ride to school , sleeping with my mouth opened.
"So, tell about you?" Is he expecting that we'll be friends. No thank you.
" you know already my name right? There's is nothing more to know."
I'm not asking, but his giving all informations about him.
"I know, you think my name is cikhor Well it's actually Xander Cichor." Oddly he pronounce his surname see~khor.
I give him a nod, and do my best in finish my meal fast.
"You do know we are both majoring in 'International Studies' and we'll be seeing each other a lot." I give him the 'I like care look'.
I don't get to finish my meal, when I stand and walks to the exit. He blocks my way.
"At least give me your number?" Pleading look on his face.
I shrug and try to walk away.
"Please, I need to have at least one friend." Is he lying. He doesn't have friends, it does not look like it.
I check my watch,and I'm running late to my 'Creational class'.
I say my number fast , hoping he won't get it right, then push him away.
 

nadechlover1

sarNie Egg
Chapter 10


I get to my last class of the day, it's 'Creational Class' a subject in the building of 'Faculty of Arts and letters' where film maker majors are. I'm hoping to make more friends it's at least what I can do to survive.
I take the empty seat next to the window. It seems that the students here pretty much know each other already, and so I decided to take this day solo.
The professor is 20 minutes late already and 10 more minutes and we're off.

I'm staring at the window, when I see Barry with his messy yet charismatic hair that flys across the hall, he seems to be looking for his room.
I am admiring his eyeglasses on, which I didn't know he wears one.
he looks so cute and handsome of course, in his dark blue polo shirt and dark jeans.
"Baby! Barry over here!" Some girl shouts just outside the window, I did not notice her.
I look back at Barry and he's confused, like he doesn't know what to do.
"Come, here you babe." The girl grabs barry on his neck and starts to kiss him hard. My eyes are about to fall out, jealousy and anger rise inside me. This girl starts to run her fingers on Barry's hair and makes it stick out in a more messed up way.

Barry seems to know what he's doing coz he hold her on her waist.
The sight hurts me, remembering that I was once the girl he held on the waist with a passionate kiss.
I despise that I even dreamt of kissing him again.
Barry pushes her back and try to calculate what just happened between them, Barry is speechless. The Little slut who kissed Barry in the hall, drags him in my freaking classroom. NO!! IN THE NAME OF HELL. Am I going to have a FREAKING class with ms. PDA all she wants and The guy who stole a kiss from me, that still hunts me now.
"Barry, babe this is your classroom."
The girl embracing Barry's arm.
Barry looks at her in surprise like she is not his mom, to introduce her.
She seems to do all of it , so she makes sure that Barry is hers. Ack what nasty sight.

Barry sees me, and doesn't give me a recognition. I ignore him too.
Ms. PDA kisses barry on both cheeks.
"I'll see you later babe." They break off. Barry still ignoring her and me.
The least I expect is for us to have any kind of connection, coz right now I just want to scrape off the girl's hair.

Barry walks the aisle , and I pretend that I'm looking at my notes to avoid his killer eyes.
Sweet yet so manly linger around me ,I smell barry, and he is sitting next to me. ARE YOU EVEN SERIOUS?!

I don't look at him. He tries to get my attention by pushing his head forward to look at my hiding face.
I can feel he is about to touch at least I guess my hair , when thank the heaven for the arrival of our DUH the obvious late professor. He starts off with the introduction of the subject which is mainly about, discipline in the field of work blah blah blah.. I scribble on my notebook.
"Okay class I'll be grouping you in threes." He points at students.
"1.. You and you 3." He does it for awhile, I'm hoping to be with someone other than Barry crossing my fingers, Barry glance at me then gives a small smile to himself.
"You mr. And you." Mr. wilson points at me and Barry then a girl beside Barry.

"Oh great" Barry says, I don't know if it sarcasm. He looks at me and I shoot him in the eyes, thinking that I sending of daggers through my eyes.
"You will all have a task to explore and experience more of the world of creation." He says it so vague that it makes no sense to me except creation , and it is a creational class. What does he expects us to create some sort of miracle in understanding him.

Mika is so cheerful, and she is so Korean. Head to toe korean her cute bangs and fake glass, colors on her clothes. She introduces herself and gives us her number.
"I'm guessing we'll be working together." She smile, i return it, and ignore Barry.
She asks for my number, and I pretend I left my phone and that I can't remember my new number coz I just moved in a week ago.

"That's bad, well then just ring or message me, Aisis. Then I'll give your number to Barry."
I nod and hoping not to need any phone calls from Barry, I now have his number though.

"Take note ! "creational class" is not to be taken lightly your student discipline and conduct will be tested here and it's a 5units on your record."
He says in a teasing smile.
" I am hoping you'll be welcoming to non-communication arts students here. Agree?"
He gives the us a look of assurance.
"Agreed"
Com arts student said in unison, including Barry.
 

nadechlover1

sarNie Egg
Chapter 11



"Aisis! I bought you lunch!, I'll be heading out now, you sure u don't want to come?"
Oh no thank you , you enjoy yourself, last time I went with you, I got kissed.

"Uhhmm.. Thanks Katie , but I really want to do something right now." Gesturing at my desk. Well basically to play games and read books is what I am planning to do all day.

checking my email when I see my dad's message.

Dad's email:
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Sweetheart yaya,
How is your first day, is everything alright? Have you seen the son of your uncle Eric? Because I would really want to hear from you that your making friends. Don't worry about us everything's going well. Your sister is planning to join a regular private high school.
We miss you.

Lots of love,
Pops
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People might not know it,but my dad is so trustworthy with his friends.
His expecting me to make good friends with his friends.
My dad's like , I love this and your my daughter so you should love this too.
Which I can't and won't , for sure I love my dad, but that's too much.
Still I do my best to show him I'm trying, though not in the point where I'll hunt for uncle Eric's son.
Who knows where he is? Maybe he's even managing the university now.
I type a reply to dad.
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Hey! Dad,

Hhmm.. Yeah still don't who the son is. I'm good I have great friends Katie my roommate and Kaycee my buddy. So far my professors are great. I'm taking the special classes which is offered to all majors the "creational class" it's just an extra class that I think will be benifial to my major. I didn't know the uni offers a lot more of enhancing knowledge than I thought. I miss you guys.
I need to talk to u soon.
Let's have a data pod chat soon alright ?

Love your daughter,
Yaya
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I'm now playing my "past life" game, I'm getting so addicted to this game. I feel like I get to control everything and I have nothing to hide.

[BLING!]
I'm hoping my dad replied already, but it was
- Choco University- :
 
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Greetings Ms. Aisis Ya M.Sperbrow,

Your scholarship application is officially certified, you can finally claim your UNITRAP gold card.
 
 
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I stop reading, I push myself away from my desk. Trying to sink in what I have just read. I'm a what ? Scholar , I didn't apply for any of this!
A GOLD UNITRAP.. Gosh I know my family is well off but giving me a GOLD card means I can purchase anything without any limit.
I don't think my mother will be very happy to know that my dad allowed me to have it. I'm maybe without them, but this is too much. People who have Gold card are the higher elites.
[Ring ....Ring .....Ring]

I glance at my phone, DAD:
"Hello ! dad! "
My voice in excitement.

"Sweetie yaya, how are you? I heard you received the thing..."
His tone is apologetic, My family is the only one who calls me yaya ..

"What thing dad?" Confused, is he talking about the scholarship and please be the gold card...

"Well, yaya my love.. I don't want to have this conversation with you over the phone, because I thought things will be all back to normal when you get there..."
I'm scared of what he's talking about.

"You see, sweetheart. First my heart was broken when I sent you off to a boarding school, trust me. If only everything was settled here I wouldn't have..."
He is about to cry I can feel it, and it hurts my heart.

"Dad, don't please don't cry, you don't have too . I understand."
(Sobbing)

"Your mother and I sent you there because we don't want you to worry about the falling of our company, and now we don't have enough to keep you here in the dream university you wanted, remember uncle Eric my friend.
He is helping us out, starting with you, he's making you as their scholar and u'll be having all the things u need."
I'm really really sad, that I'm not there with my family, but I know my parents only did the best.

"Dad, I trust you and uncle Eric, I know things will be alright...
Hhmm how's Rei?"
I can feel my dad is smiling.

"Oh , she trilled she is studying in a regular school now and she's making a good progress for a starter, we're so proud of her."
And iam too , I'm glad my sister is going to experience what I did not, and it's not my parents fault. They just wanted me to focus and besides we're their girls. They get a little protective.

"Sweetie, hhmm one last thing.."
Oh.. There's more, what is this?

"Am I going to start cleaning bathrooms now too? " I joke.


"No, of course not sweetie, your uncle Eric will never allow that. Well his son aahhmm..
you need to talk to him to help you out, u know, I've talking to him and I know his a good guy and I want you to listen to him coz he is older and his going to guide you."
I can hear cheers in him, I think he is proud of me for handling all this and I won't disappoint him, in making friends with the person's son who is helping us with everything. I'm truly thankful.

"So dad,hhmm.. I don't know, who he is ?"

"Oh honey, I'm sure u do.. He spent vacation breaks before at our resort."
I'm so sure now that he is smiling ear to ear, and that I can't as well remember who......

"........"

Wait pls no ! It can't be him .. Please .. Heavens, Gods , Buddha and spirits... Okay i am literally praying now while talking to my dad.

Please DONT BE .....

Nadech. I'm still praying... Heavens, Gods , Buddha...

"Yaya.. Sweetie you still there?. Did you hear me?"

"Huh , yeah what is it ?"
He clears his throat.
"Oh it's only your childhood friend
NADECH!."
Teasingly he said his first name.

I feel like .. I want to die . Nooooo ...
I love talking to dad , but it was over when he said his name...

"Okay sweetie ? We miss and love you."

Huh love .. Yeah right you just made things a lot more ...

"Okay dad.. Love ya all too. Bye"
I say it in a doll tone.


"Nadech.. huh!
The Bear Kugichocoya..."
That punk, who thinks he is so good..
When really his just someone with money like a Monkey Bear rolling on it...
 

nadechlover1

sarNie Egg
Chapter 12


I didn't know I'll be able to survive my 2nd week. After all the breaking in of the news: I'm a scholar and I have to make sure things go well until everything's back to normal which I hope will come soon. I don't worry about keeping my grades high, I just don't like the idea ,That i need to relay on Nadech's family. Why didn't I think of that , This is Choco university he's Kugichocoya. I remember making fun of his name one time that summer at our resort.

"Kugi ! Choco ! Yah."
As I run after nadech's friends and teasingly handing out chocolates to everyone, we all laughed.

Not as I expect, Xander and I are friends now. He is such a goofball, he's funny and he always finds away to get me convinced in pretty much everything.

We wait for Kaycee and Martin in the library, Xander and I are doing our assignments and we plan to study for our quizzes later.

We are sitting next to each other and Xander is towering over me, his an athlete that explains how hardworking he is in studying. I hate myself for liking him a little, because before all the apologies he made,he is the least person I want to study and Hang out with.
He has more friends than I do, but he choose to spend time with me.
I appreciate that about him, aside the fact I feel slightly uncomfortable that when I'm with him people sees me differently like I am his girl, and I don't think i am.
Because it has only been 2weeks and in college, people always assumes.

Kaycee and Martin left early after asking me about their home work.

I text Kate :
I'm going to be late because i'm studying with Xander.
She replied:
Oh that's great, I'll see you later<3 :")

I roll my eyes at her text.
"Aisis, so tell more about that nadech ?"
He is now across me, we're at a small table. That every time he crosses his leg it brushes mine.
Again he is using his charms on me now, and I better work on my immunity to it, because this is the 3rd time he asked and I've been giving him Infos.
"Come on, now Ai Ai."
He gives a pouty look.

"Nadech...hhmm I just remembered calling him 'Bear' because his parents do, and I think it was cute to call him that. Though he's not fat, he is poorly sick at times, because he has asthma."

A flash of the day of his 11th birthday. I was 10, We were by the shore and he pretended he's was having an asthma attack and I don't have his inhalator with me, because I left my bag in my room. I was guilty and I was not thinking straight he was holding his chest and there's panic in his eyes while lying he pulls my hand, and I leaned to closer him. Next thing I know I kissed him, because he was gesturing to his lips like it needs to be kissed.
So I did kiss him. I was crazy I know, it's all because I don't want to lose a friend. I thought he was dying and don't want to lose him.


"Okay! Clearly bear is not cute. I was called ranger before."
He's trying to show off his nickname.
" and why is that, is it because you we're watching the vintage power rangers show?."
And we are both laughing hysterically, we are shushed by the girls on the table near us.
"No.. But because I get in a raging mode when I don't get want I want."
He makes a childlike expression of himself, thumping his fist on the table, And again we try our best to hold our laughter.
"Does your Bear knows how to get what he wants?"

He doesn't know, bear(nadech) got a kiss from me.

"Hhmm...he had away around."

"So, enlighten me why our we supposed to be mad at him?"
I smile at his word 'our', it seems that he's taking my side and he always does.
"Because... He is mean and he always forget that I exists when his friends are around.plus He never said sorry"

I don't want to tell him that, after I kissed him, he smiled at me with his thick eyebrows going up and down, as if saying that 'thanks for the kiss'. He runs off and left me there alone.
I was happy to give him my first kiss because it was also his day, but
Next thing I know his been telling his 12-14 years old friends that he got a kiss from me. We were tall for our age and mistaken that we're (13) thirteens, so our friends are always older.
After that my girl friends think I'm not supposed to just give off my first kiss to Bear because he can't even see without his eyeglasses on and that he only likes to be cool because he can not. I think he is not cool at all, because he's always been a nerdy to me and I liked that about him.


"Huh! Well he just gave up on the best girl ever."
I hope he did not just said that because of the little sadness on my face.
Bear(nadech) really gave up on me.
He never came back after the vacation at our resort. His parents sent me gifts for occasions it says it was from bear ,but I am not fooled.


Xander tries to walk be back to my dorm room when He thinks it already late. I allow him but only at the elevator, because I don't want people to see him near my door.
He respects that.
"Hhmm so .. I'll see you later, I guess .. You'll just have to sleep and see me again right ?"
Acting cutie and all.
"Whatever!" I try to brush him off.

Before the doors close , he push his head near me, and I don't know if he's asking me to cheek to cheek him like the girls thing we do, like the one I did with Kaycee awhile ago.
Instead I hug him tight.
"Good night ranger." I let go and laugh.
"Sweet dreams Ai Ai."
He playfully winks at me, and the door closes.
 

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sarNie Egg
Something that I'm working on ....



I inhale his scent that seems to signal everything around me is frozen and I get distracted by those lips of his , and I want to touch it with my fingertips.




Stay tune ... :") :") :) #TeamXander ?#TeamNadech ?
 

nadechlover1

sarNie Egg
Chapter 13



My head is still not clear, Nadech Nadech is not your first kiss, and it was some kind of help. It means nothing; he took advantage of the situation, nothing to mind anymore. Move on it was 11 years ago.

Well I try to think, this person Barry that I guess pretty much all the girls want to kiss he kissed me.

"Girl relax it was just a kiss its not like you gave your V-Card (virginity) to him."

I remember Kate saying it to me, and I couldn't agree more, though that kissed of his, still gives me ache every time I picture his lips.



I am walking in the hallway, I check the time: 9:45pm: and hear blasting of music a few rooms from mine. I wonder if I will be able to sleep tonight, I guess I will, I have been studying all day for my quizzes. I tap my key card, red light lit. I try to open the door.

"Its lock." Maybe Kate forgot to lock it inside. Tap my key card again and a green light flicks.





Kate is already in bed wearing her hoodie she snuggles like a cocoon. The A/C is in 16 Celsius. Its freezing and I can see she is too, so I change it to 27 Celsius. I dont want to wake her so I tiptoe to my desk near the window, which I chose because it's far from the door, Kate will gladly be the first person you'll see upon entering our room. I take a quick hot shower and goes straight to my floating floor.

I change my pajamas to boy shorts panty, and I'm only wearing my spaghetti night shirt, which gives me confidence, not as confident as Kate though, who walks around with her panties and bra like a super model in our room.

It's getting hot; I head back down to change the temperature. I glance at Kate's bed and she is out of her bed.


[BLING]


I check to see, and there is this person, a stranger sitting lazy, with his back resting on my chair and his head slightly tilted to the left. I PANIC. Where is Kate?! Where did he take her ?! AM I GONNA DIE?

A person in my room who could be a Murderer...

Thief .

Rapist

Or worst an axe-killing sadist who will throw me in a river and never be found..



No I CAN'T DIE, I still want to get married and see my dad, mom and my sister



I grab the closest hardest thing I can, to my right hand Kate's tea mug , it is as big as a foot and on my left is her 4 inches high heels which I can use the other pair, unfortunately it's out of my reach. I slowly tiptoe near the person.

I see what's on my desk is my data pod and this person just used all up my savings on my game, he is not only a trespasser killer, he also hacked my account.

I am so mad; I can kill him before he kills me. I position myself for attack and I look at his face.

This person is not a Murderer / thief / sadist or an axe killer this is the person who stole a kiss from me.





BARRY IS IN MY FREAKING ROOM AGAIN!!.......





Heartbeats fast, I put the mug on my desk and slowly drop the high heels on the floor.

I lean closer to his sleeping figure. He looks so innocent. Examining his long eyelashes though not as crazy long like Xander's, and his eyebrows thick enough for his physique face.

I am all caught with his face so near to mine; I can see facial hair growing. I wonder if it will be rough against my skin.



Beads of sweat are forming on his forehead and I want to wipe it for him. And it gets really hotter in here, than I thought. Needing the controller,

I step back to look for it, and can't remember where I placed it. I try my best to resist, but I immediately return to face him and smile to myself seeing him here.

I MIGHT DIE, if I forget how to BREATH.

He unconsciously tilts his head to face my darting gaze. There goes his beauty.



Ohh.. those pinkish lips of his, I want to feel with my fingertips.

He switches' his lip and a dimple on his right cheek appear.

I inhale his scent that seems to signal everything around me is frozen and I get distracted by those lips of his , and I want to touch it with my fingertips. my heart jumps, I hold on to my sight.



When I notice his hair is sticking upward in a mess on his head. A punch to my gut, in my head I see the girl in the hall with her lips all over his. As they hungrily kissed each other in the hallway, anger rises within me. I can't look away, that girl's hands lingering in his hair. Shot of rage, I look at my desk for answers to take away the pain.

I see a pair of sharp scissors and I do what I think I should.



Without thinking, I hold strands of hair on his right side near the ear, and starts to cut.

HA! I'm CUTTING Barry's hair without his knowledge and I'm enjoying myself. Hoping he'll be thankful, a guy like him needs a cut hair anyway. Not a hair all messed up coz he cannot help, but let a sluty kisser do her thang.

I hold his cheeks on my palms, he is so so cute now I want to pinch him. I am so careful, with every cut it goes straight to the bin.

He hands drops to the side. I move back fast, scared that he might wake up, and he doesnt so I continue. I am surprise he's still in a sleep; he seems to enjoy it with his eyes still closed.

I get to cut all sides and I just need to trim the top hair, when I accidentally pull with so much force.

"o--oohh..." he groans like a sleepy zombie.

I GASP.

I cut it fast,PANICING he is about to open his eyes. I quickly throw the few left strands of his hair in the trash bin.

I stand straight, sweat prickling on my forehead as I wipe it.

"HI."

he looks me in the eyes, while trying to open his other eye.

"Hey." I try to sound casual. (like I didn't know anything about your hair thing.)

he rolls the chair backward not far, just enough to see me. I try to see where he is looking at, because I can feel his gaze his different and IS Barry blushing, its maybe 27 celius here, but not that hot to make his cheeks burn. Just then I realize Barry's eyes staring at my top. WHY! AISIS! Out of all your bras why did you wear a HOT PINK bra in a night shirt. Stupid stupid .. I cover my chest fast with my arms.



"oh so you got home late?" he looks away.

I grab this chance to go to kate's rack and wear her long baggy gray cardigan enough to hide whatever I need to.



"yeah, I had to study." I can feel his eyes on mine. I feel lighters sparkling inside me.



He stands up and starts stretching. he massages his neck after all those sleeping,

he finds a few strands of hair on his back and shoulder. Holding my breath,

I gulp, just like that my caught.



Panic on his face, his expression I can't explain he seems to be in horror and I dont know what to do.
 

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Chapter 14
 
 
       "You did this?!!!"
Gesturing to his new hairstyle, which I think is really cute. I like it.
 
"Hhmm yes"
 
my voice is shy.
 
"What were you thinking ?! Are you out of
your mind ?! This is crazy?!"
 
He's breathing hard, chest rising up and down.
 
 
 
"It's not my first time , I've cut hair
before..."
 
I try to defend myself. Well technically i used
to cut my bangs and Rei's (my sister's).
 
"And you think... You're any GOOD?!"
 
He is fixing his hair.. touching it, and hoping
for a miracle for his hair to grow back.
 
"I -I never said I'm GOOD."
 
I can't help it ,I laugh now..hard.
 
 
 
He turns his head to look at me. His cheeks are
red, ears burning.
 
"AND Why the hell is it hot in
here?!!"
 
He storms toward me, walking and I think he is
about to wrestle me.
 
He is so close , I need to step few steps back,
and he moves as I do. I'm cornered, my back on my desk , he swipes his sweat
and grabs something behind me on my desk, he takes his inhaler.
 
He takes in a sharp breath. Inhaling…
 
"Can you please..."
 
He grips the front of his shirt. Gasping for
air,
 
I do what I can to help
him I grab him by the shoulder, his arms tense and I can feel heat radiating
within us. I let him seat on Kate's bed.
 
worrying, he doesn't look good.. He can't
breathe properly. I look for the controller and thanks heaven it fell near the
side of my desk. I change the temp. low to 16 Celsius.
 
Barry's head is facing down. I know his having
his asthma attack, which I didn't know he had, and I'm so useless.
 
He lifts his head to look at me.
 
"Aisis, I'm sorry that I went here without
telling you.( sharp inhale) trust me, I wanted to call or text you but you
never gave your number to me, and I'm pretty sure I mentioned to Kate...(inhaling…)"
 
I cut him off. I kneel in front of him.
 
And let my hands rest on his knees
 
"Barry look it's okay .. I need you to
catch your breathe. inhale ... exhale slowly. Do not panic."
 I do what I learned from having to hangout
with my bear(nadech) back then, I usually tell him to relax.
 
"Barry, think of a peace beautiful place
you want to visit."
 
 I say it in my most sweet and calmest
tone, I look him in the eyes, sincerely.
 
He nods and do what I say. He slowly regain his
usual skin color, which indicates everything is going back to normal. Thank you
heavens.
 
 
"Aisis, I am actually here to give you
something..."
 
I freeze, Barry's hands touch mine. He looks at
me and at this moment everything is in slow-mo.
 
Is he going to kiss me, is that what's he's
going to give. A long lasting kiss, an apology for kissing another girl and a
thank you for being here with him. And he doesn't I'm so delusional, he search
something in his pocket. Brings out his wallet and shows me two UNITRAP GOLD
cards.
 
 
"This .. I guessing
your dad have told you about it.. Right?"
 
No way! I grab one Untrip
card from him and read.
 
 
 
----------------------
 
•Untrip gold card•
 
 
 
NADECH BARRY KUGICHOCOYA
 
           
 9826-636-1720
 
----------------------
 
 
 
"Hey, that's
mine."
 
He takes it from me and hands me my gold card.
Still in shock I try to put things all together. I am maybe smart when it comes
to academic, but I'm so slow to things that I've already pushed back down in my
memory and that is NADECH(bear) the boy. Who I only knew as nadech the bear and
now Barry is the bear who I wished to forget, like the way he left me alone, 11
years ago.
 
"Na-nadech.."
 
I try to get it out of my mouth. All this time
he knew for sure who I was, and dares to kiss me and leave like it's was
nothing again!
 
Inside of me burns to flames ,furiously I can't
control my emotions and I slap him.. Slap him the way he deserves it.
 
"I should have called the security in the
first place , I'm so stupid to come near you and even let you stay here."
 
Eyes wide open he softly touch his cheek ,where
I slapped him. Hurt I can see he is surprised to be in pain.
 
I walk to my floor to grab my phone and call for
help.
 
"Give me that."
 
Barry grabs my shoulder to face him and takes my
iphone away from my reach.
 
 
"What are you thinking?, are really that
stupid!"
 
He is in no mood in taking my action.
 
And the hell he just called me stupid. I stump
on his foot hard.
 
"Oouuccch!"
 
he hiss in pain. I take my phone from his
 and try to run.
 
 
"Where do u think..."
 
He locks his arms around me like a cage from
behind, and I struggle. I fight him back, he slightly lifts me from the ground.
I kick and kick but he takes me somewhere. Just like that, i am on my bed. He
pins me down and with my both hands on his grip.
 
 
"Do you think calling the security will do
any good? HUH?!"
 
He grinds his teeth, and dimples on both of his
cheek appears.
 
My body is not reacting the way it should be, I
should kick him ,push him, slap him even more , because clearly this looks like
his is about to harass me. And I don't do any of it, because being close to him
sends electricity that vibrates to my ever blood that lets me forget the
reality.
 
 
 
"Don't call them.."
 
 He leans even closer, and try to loosen
his grip, and I don't want him to, so I pretend to struggle again to fight.
 
 
 
"Yaya... Please If you call them, we'll be
both in trouble. You do know boys aren't allowed to stay in girls'
cabins."
 
He shakes his head, like he just said a wrong
word. He called me by my nickname 'yaya' he said it like the way he used too,
he seems to return as the nadech bear that I know.
 
My heart beats in a state of magical rhythm.
 
 I shouldn't feel this, but He makes me and
now I can't move.
 
 
"Promise you won't fight back, I just need
to talk to you."
 
 
He whispers. I nod. He lies
beside me, lets go of my other hand , but still holds my other by wrist on my
right. Everything feels safe , everything feels right. I hold on to this, as I let
the time goes..
 
 
We were quite for awhile side
by side. It feels like the time we're in is extraordinary.
 
 
"what do you need to
tell me? "
 
 
…….
 
 
He turns to look at me,
while I lie face the ceiling.
 
 
"Aisis.. "
 
 
"why did you cut my
hair?"
 
 
I think of the answer he
needs to hear. Not that I got so annoyed other girls get to mess it up and I don’t.
 
 
"hhmm.. coz I think
you needed one. Besides it looks good in you." I feel my cheeks burn.
 
 
"yeah, I think I do..
well thank for you giving me an asthma attack , and for giving this hair"
 
I can sense he's not ever
happy with his new style.
 
"look clearly I know
you are mad, coz obviously you just slapped me, but listen. I cut my hair ,
without my knowledge. I think we're quits now."
 
 
 
 
I silently laugh to myself.
But part of my feels like quits is not even close for us being fair, he just
kissed me without telling why.
 
 
 
" we should start new and Whatever it is that I have done , let's just forget it."
 
 
 
 
"okay?"he sounds like douche.
 
 
Every fantasy building
around us vanished , when He said the word 'forget it', oh so he wants me to
forget about it, while the fact he never even explained or asked for an
apology? . I feel tears filling my eyes, staring at the ceiling ,I do my best
to not let a tear fall. And now I will never get the answers to my questions: why
leave like it was nothing, why make feel special then later turn your back on
me and made one of your trash that you just want to forget? I've been asking
too many questions .  just like, that I let
him near me this close on my bed. Seconds after ,he is here breaking my chest
open and pouring acids all over me. To let me forget everything. Trust me
nadech I want to forget  each cell of you
living in me and the us, though I know there were never an Us to you ., I want
them to turn to ash. My heart is shattering in pain, tears falling. I turn to
the other side, and let free from his hand, to quickly wipe tears, I don’t want
him to know.
 
 
"yeah .. okay." Im
trying to be strong as I could.
 
 
"Aisis, I will be the
one to help out  and guide you and stuff,
so you better tell what's wrong? When there is, So we can just forget about everything
in the past."
 
 
"oh ! it's fine. I forgot
about it already, no need to remind me.. "
 
 
lying to him and to myself
pieces of me turns to hurting flames.
 
 
 
 
 
HELP ME OUT ? seriously… I
don’t think he can, help me out at all. He just made things worst.  
 
 
"great " he
scoots closer. I hate it when he tries to be close, like an arms trying to be
my support, when he is just about to wreck my base to scrap.
 
 
 
 
 
He tries to make me turn
to look at him, but I don’t. he stand up and walks to me side, and kneel in
front of me.
 
 
He goes and explaining the
things we need to accomplish, to have my grades check and do a part time job. He
promised to make sure all the thing I need should be given, that I have nothing
to worry about. He'll be my personal adult sort of guardian in school.
 
 
This only means more time
with him, torture to me.
 
 
"lastly aisis about
the time at the CHASM…"
 
 
His ears are turning pink …No..why
is he mentioning this, coz I know him too well now, I know he'll just brush it
off like it was just a mistake.
 
 
"I didn’t know it was
you,  you looked so different and I had
to go, I didn’t see after the countdown…"
 
 
I don’t need to hear him
telling me that it was stupid and it was joke, so reply fast
 
 
"its nothing."
 
 
I brush him off with my
hand before I could,  I sit up and
pretend to be confident like the way Kate does when he shows off to boys.
 
 
"ah.. the kiss?.."
 
 
 is he questioning if our kissed was nothing,
you barry ! of course it was not nothing nothing … it was Something Special to
me and you ruined by telling me to forget it… I hate you.
 
 
"yeah, you know kiss…
girls and boys do it… so.. yeah.."
 
 
Im trying to keep my causal
tone, like I have done serious kissing before with other boys, but the reality it’s
only him I've kissed in my entire life.
 
 
"OH.."
 
 
Starching the back of his
neck ,He seems so surprise. ha! U think you’re so handsome who can simply
offend me with a kiss… well the moment you crushed me a while ago, made me
realize. I am better off without  fantasizing over 'US' that I know you never even
wanted.  I'm going to prove you wrong. I do
and I will live life without your faced dimples, scent and those eyes that will
distract me from staring to build the new Asis Ya Sprebrown.
 
 
He lets out a long sigh.
 
 
" okay then , hi ! I
am Nadech Barry Kugichocoya. "
 
 
I am already standing
ready to send this douche off the door. who minutes ago the person im so dreamingly
into and now his the screw up kissing all the girls guy,  who is the least person I want to share any
moment with.
 
 
"and your Aisis Yaya
Sperbrown ."
 
 
He is eyeing me for some reason.
 
 
"its only Ya, and stop
calling me yaya, call me Aisis."
 
 
Mad I say it without
looking at irritating brown eyes.
 
 
"oh oh … alright
Aisis, don’t be mad."
 
 
His acting cutie like a
little boy pouting All of his charms radiating in the air, im holding , and
holding myself together don’t you dare Aisis!!  fall for that cutesy douche Nadech.
 
 
 I grin a smile to him, telling him im so done
with ya kidda look.
 
 
"nadech I am no near
mad. I just need to sleep now, care if u to leave my room now."
 
 
"oh.. uh-huh it's
late.."
 
 
I raise one eyebrow eyeing
him, he looks  lost and fragile I can
feel he still wants to talk. We there is no more to talk about us. Everything to
me is clear iam nothing to him and his only the boy I kissed, it's not like he
will be my last (crossing my fingers).
 
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