yay relationship section.
ok alot of issues, but i will state the worst one right now.
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ok, i will try to say this in a more ok way. i can't talk to my friends b/c it's embarrassing. so there comes the point where the bf wants to use 'objects' in bed and i seriously dont want to use them. am i just too innocent or what? i end up saying no and we both end up pissed. him pissed b/c i didnt fulfill his "fantasy", and me pissed b/c hes pissed. i mean what? should we continue to get pissed at each other, or should i stop being a baby? not just that, but he wants to video tape and alot of weird things im unwilling to do. if those things were normal, yea i'll do it. but they're so not normal. i mean, swallow his cum? WTH is THAT!?
besides that, he really is a sweet bf. dont know what to do.
i was about to post this using my user name, BUT it's embarrassing so i made a new account. so now no one knows me yay
I understand where you are coming from. Just communicate with your boyfriend that you are not comfortable. And if he does understand the fact that you are not use to that kind of objects then he should not be your boyfriend. It is not even a big deal. Making love is the relationship connection =D Not replacing objects to love. I would never swallow cum. Urgh eww.yay relationship section.
ok alot of issues, but i will state the worst one right now.
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ok, i will try to say this in a more ok way. i can't talk to my friends b/c it's embarrassing. so there comes the point where the bf wants to use 'objects' in bed and i seriously dont want to use them. am i just too innocent or what? i end up saying no and we both end up pissed. him pissed b/c i didnt fulfill his "fantasy", and me pissed b/c hes pissed. i mean what? should we continue to get pissed at each other, or should i stop being a baby? not just that, but he wants to video tape and alot of weird things im unwilling to do. if those things were normal, yea i'll do it. but they're so not normal. i mean, swallow his cum? WTH is THAT!?
besides that, he really is a sweet bf. dont know what to do.
i was about to post this using my user name, BUT it's embarrassing so i made a new account. so now no one knows me yay
Really? Wows! Sure. Just chill. =D Control your emotions. There are plenty of guys out there to be with.thanks for all your advice guys! and for agreeing with me! but umm, yea we broke up and im completely TORN apart! i am like, DEAD. I cant even think, sometimes i think i'm even going crazy. he was my first and, AHHHHHHHHH craziness. i dont know what to do. feel like crap. felt like some piece of crap he used then...well i have nothing to say b/c i was the one who dump him. but still, i miss him so freaking much! I FREAKING REGRET! i like, need him back. i feel like im going into a coma any day now.
ok there are 2 separate things here, one u are saying u broke up from JUST a toy... but seriously, i don't see it that way. I see you breaking up with the boy because he won't respect your decisions.Ning you're right, but it's like, all this because of a stupid toy. i KNOW im blind somewhere, i just can't find it! and it hurts. i kept thinking and thinking, and if i would JUST agree to the toy, and control my temper, he wouldn't have pissed me off and i wouldn't break up with him.
come on now, it took me a WHOLE year to forget my ex and i never slept with him. and THIS dude, omg. im half losing my mind. and i feel really bad the fact that i cheated (only kissed another guy and claim i didnt have a bf at that time) on him too when we were still together. i can't think right.
i mean, should i feel bad or should i not feel bad?
why would u do something like that? so does this mean you will say yes to everything he wants u to do? are u really going to be opressed because u feel obligated to this boy? i don't know. u already know how it'd turn out, if u go back to him, it means you will be willing to do what he asks for....and if he's not willing to respect your choices or decisions anyways and also why u also broke up with him because he was pissed and made u pissed... so are u going back in this relationship because u agree to yourself that from now on, whatever he wants, u're ok with?? or are u going into the relationship again to have this cycle again, and the next time he asks you to do something and u say NO, he'll be pissed and pisses u off and u break up with him again... are u sure u really want that?ok guys, i KNOW i'm stupidly BLIND, but i want to ask him back...but i dont want to get rejected.
i talked to ONE of my friend, and she said if he really love me he should take me back. but i shouldn't even be talking to her b/c she's the clueless one out of all my friends.
so yea, i want to ask him back but dont want to get rejected. i mean, i never got rejected ONCE in my life. and i plan to keep it that way. do you guys know ways of asking him back without sounding desperate? i haven't talk to him in two days and i have the urge to smoke.