sirena
sarNie Adult
sorry for staring a stupid topic but i need to talk and let it out
today, i had a date with the guy danny that i told u all abt
and u know he took me to eat, went to mall, walk around etc
at first, i waz reallly excited abt it and i waz really really looking forward to spend the day with him
but, wen he picked me up, in car ride
i just had such a bad feeling
i felt kinda guilty and just weird
i felt like everything was goin no too fast
i mean i just just got out of a 5 years relationship
and now i find myself with sum other guys too quickly
i just feel weird
i mean my ex cheated on me and move on without me
so i should be able to do it too
but i just couldnt i just............i guess i just sorta went cold turkey abt it
i mean through the whole date
i just think and all quite to my self
i felt really bad for him cuz i know he really shy and had the gut to ask me out like this and then i come with him on the date but act like i didnt wanan be there
i wanna be there
but i just felt kinda awkward
so i explain to him that
i just got out of a really long realtionship
and i just feel really uncomfortable that ive move on so wickly like this
he waz really nice abt it i mean he waz really understanding abt the whole situation of it
so he drop me hom and left and through out the day i just been thinking abt the whole time
ive been trying so hard to move on and once i finally did
i feel guilty and weird
so does this mean that im just not ready to move on yet??
or maybe becuz im vulnable and afraid to get hurt again?
or am i still have feeling for my ex that i cant get over yet???
im soo confuse >.<
i really wanan move on with life and i dnt wanna ruin my realtionship with danny
he such a great guy
and today everything just felt really wrong >.<
today, i had a date with the guy danny that i told u all abt
and u know he took me to eat, went to mall, walk around etc
at first, i waz reallly excited abt it and i waz really really looking forward to spend the day with him
but, wen he picked me up, in car ride
i just had such a bad feeling
i felt kinda guilty and just weird
i felt like everything was goin no too fast
i mean i just just got out of a 5 years relationship
and now i find myself with sum other guys too quickly
i just feel weird
i mean my ex cheated on me and move on without me
so i should be able to do it too
but i just couldnt i just............i guess i just sorta went cold turkey abt it
i mean through the whole date
i just think and all quite to my self
i felt really bad for him cuz i know he really shy and had the gut to ask me out like this and then i come with him on the date but act like i didnt wanan be there
i wanna be there
but i just felt kinda awkward
so i explain to him that
i just got out of a really long realtionship
and i just feel really uncomfortable that ive move on so wickly like this
he waz really nice abt it i mean he waz really understanding abt the whole situation of it
so he drop me hom and left and through out the day i just been thinking abt the whole time
ive been trying so hard to move on and once i finally did
i feel guilty and weird
so does this mean that im just not ready to move on yet??
or maybe becuz im vulnable and afraid to get hurt again?
or am i still have feeling for my ex that i cant get over yet???
im soo confuse >.<
i really wanan move on with life and i dnt wanna ruin my realtionship with danny
he such a great guy
and today everything just felt really wrong >.<