Anybody? I have a bad habit gambling. I can't save. I work for free for 25+ years. My husband take care of all house bills. Without him I be homeless. I feel like I don't deserve him or in a relationship. Gambling is fun but at same time when broke makes it bad feeling, no energy to do anything. Im not a mad person to others even when i lost. We have no kids I'm in my 30s. In a way it prevents me from having kids. I feel like i can't provide. Playing seems more important than Start a family.