Search results

  1. CTR

    CTR's All in One Thread

    Ok, I did a little more MV effects. Just two: one is an inception kind of concept like from the movie itself and the other is an RGB glitch. https://www.sendspace.com/file/ywrgzq RGB Glitch can be found in a lot of popular rap video and stuff. An example is below. Mute the music because it...
  2. CTR

    CTR's All in One Thread

    Here are some more samples of edits that I did. These are the simple ones. I will be working on showcasing some more complicated ones so stay tune. https://www.sendspace.com/file/zhh3ao
  3. CTR

    CTR's All in One Thread

    Did a little SH**** M* MV mashed up. Not my best work but it looks very unique with lots of special effects in them. I have more techniques that I will employed in the future. These are very modern like what The Weekend uses, DJ Snake, and others. They are very artsy in style. Maybe, I'll...
  4. CTR

    CTR's All in One Thread

    I had to ask a friend to help with this project. Very complicated and I never done this type of animation before. I went with a Halloween theme. Kinda like a music event to kick the night of Halloween I guess. SH**** M* Halloween https://www.sendspace.com/file/py2orp
  5. CTR

    CTR's All in One Thread

    Got something up coming tomorrow for halloween. Just got to render it when I get home to see how it goes. Something a bit different.
  6. CTR

    CTR's All in One Thread

    Here is the final outlook on my book project on my lil sis clothing brand. I did the thing over and it's not in a castle anymore but somewhere nice and relaxing. Redo some scenes and put some music into. Might be a book 2 later on ahaha. Took 24 hrs to render this whole scenes. >.< Enjoy...
  7. CTR

    CTR's All in One Thread

    Ok. Here is my rough draft to the book project I was working on. Took about 8 hours to render the whole things. I'll be making some adjustment to it but it looks pretty good. Oh, I didn't put all of the sound effect in yet. Very good story I tell ya. I'm aiming for something like this for...
  8. CTR

    CTR's All in One Thread

    A little update on what I have been up to. Shot a couple of scenes on for my editing MV mashup but I didn't have time to do it yet. I was offered a good amount by a client to come up with something special for their wedding. So I went and asked a friend for help because it was something that...
  9. CTR

    CTR's All in One Thread

    Update on what is happening. I just saw a MV on gmm. I liked it. Was warm and melodic to the ear. Hopefully, I'm able to film something this weekend. I'm not putting any touch on the MV because I thought it was done well. Not over the top just simple and elegant. I'm going to film...
  10. CTR

    CTR's All in One Thread

    Here is my final design. It's just a demo for fun that's all but I did make lots of tweak to it. https://www.sendspace.com/file/yaz0ri
  11. CTR

    CTR's All in One Thread

    Ok, phew....I'm been working on something very different for the past two weeks. My brother-in-law is a game developer. His degree is game design especially app for phone. It's been two weeks and I finally figure out how to do this concept or so I think I know. haha. It's kind of rough and...
  12. CTR

    CTR's All in One Thread

    Lately, I've been working on the double exposure concept. In doing so, I came up with a reverse exposure effect. I did one for the tree and each for the texts. Used my lil sis as the subject again. I thought it looked good. Reminded me of a horror movie I think. Lady in the wood type style...
  13. CTR

    CTR's All in One Thread

    Something new and hip-hop inspiration. I think I can use this style in a MV shoot in the future. Just something I have been thinking about concept wise. I can change the background with different graffiti and colors. https://www.sendspace.com/file/aoyg5d
  14. CTR

    CTR's All in One Thread

    Here is a new concept I've been working on. It is called double exposure. You have your primary picture and then you expose it to text or another picture. Very nice concept. Very nice for a poster and stuff. It looks kind of rough because it's my time time attempting at it. Plus, this was...
  15. CTR

    CTR's All in One Thread

    Ok. I'm trying to combine typography with some animation. Looks all right for a first try. Might expand on it on my lil sis clothing brand. Might add more things beside butterflies and pixie dust. https://www.sendspace.com/file/4esyrp
  16. CTR

    CTR's All in One Thread

    Today I've tried my hand on animation. My first attempt at it. Looks pretty good I think. :confused12:Just in time for the sale event. :confused12: https://www.sendspace.com/file/wxjqkd
  17. CTR

    CTR's All in One Thread

    Ok, I'm back. I did some Kinetic Typography on my lil sis's brand. First time learning how to do it. Example https://www.sendspace.com/file/9lc516 IG MV preview. Nothing to flashy with the editing. But different indeed. That's how you would do it if you're were doing a preview for a MV on...
  18. CTR

    CTR's All in One Thread

    I didn't know there was something as VVIP. lol. Must be super VIP I guess haha. :eek::risas3: Anyhow, I think this is my best work so fast. Still learning so many things. The intro is basically a MV intro. That is what's popular right. The flickering with the drum beat is what's in...
  19. CTR

    CTR's All in One Thread

    Was working on something for a client of mine but I had to make this for my lil sister's clothing brand. I might make a minor adjustment in my next update. Hopefully, I will be able to release my own promo that I have been working on. I just want to make sure it looks professional and unique...
  20. CTR

    CTR's All in One Thread

    Ok, here is the finish movie style promo with the Pirate of the Caribbean feel. https://www.sendspace.com/file/sx63hf
  21. CTR

    CTR's All in One Thread

    Here is a preview to what I did today. Not the finish product nor is it a video. I'm still shooting the video and I need more clips to make it a real video promo. Any who, I was inspired by Pirate of the Caribbean. You can't have a company name that was inspired by pirates without having a...
  22. CTR

    CTR's All in One Thread

    A little update on what I'm doing at the moment. I bought more software tools to help with my work even more. I'm not just working on titles and working but I'm doing a little more special effects and transitions. I think I'm at a point where I am somewhat confident in my skills that I can...
  23. CTR

    CTR's All in One Thread

    I did a party theme kind of intro. Well, it is summer so why not have some fun. Miami style colors. Premium brand deserves premium style promo. haha. Be that fun premium brand I guess. :aaaaa: https://www.sendspace.com/file/swmidl Gotta feel the glow so you can shine.
  24. CTR

    CTR's All in One Thread

    Today, I did a Fast and the Furious style promo. I think it looked good. Premium style kind of stuff. Hold on to your seat belt M***. https://www.sendspace.com/file/sdhfss
  25. CTR

    CTR's All in One Thread

    Here is my latest creation guys and gals. This is a new promo for my little sis's clothing brand. Simple but unique. I went with a lot with the Miami Gain look. Like those Miami film. Very bright and colorful. Plus, it's summer time. https://www.sendspace.com/file/qx60g1
  26. CTR

    CTR's All in One Thread

    Ok, guys. here is another rough draft that I did for my lil sis's clothing brand. It's a summer vibe and colorful in deed. Still rough cuz it's not the finish product yet. https://www.sendspace.com/file/f3ydsx Ok, one more thing. The reasons I haven't been posting on here much is that, I...
  27. CTR

    CTR's All in One Thread

    Ok, I'm back with a new promo for my lil sister's clothing brand. It's almost summer time so I went with a summer type. Might have to make some minor adjustment because the slides on part of the promo went a little to fast. >.< But overall, I like it a lot. Not to flashy but colorful...
  28. CTR

    CTR's All in One Thread

    Ok. I'm back after taking a 2.5 weeks off. I needed that time to reflect and gather my thoughts a bit. Anywho, I'm planning on working on a new concept for my sister's clothing brand this weekend. Just bought some new camera gear almost 2k worth of stuff. :) For the past two weeks, I've...
  29. CTR

    CTR's All in One Thread

    Ok guys. I had to take a couple of weeks off due to family reasons which I will explain. And I spent some time alone reflecting on life in general. After my mom and my step dad came back from visiting the homeland, my stepdad got an infection on one of his fingers. It wasn't from the trip...
  30. CTR

    CTR's All in One Thread

    This is my latest creation for my sister's clothing brand. I'm starting to experiment with putting video footage onto my work. Improving everyday. haha. This is a short promo. I made a longer one but will use it later. https://www.sendspace.com/file/vl840j I was jamming to this one beat...
  31. CTR

    CTR's All in One Thread

    Ok. This is probably the hardest one I have ever done in term of special effect in AE. I've delayed sharing on here cuz I've sent in to my lil sis first. Anyhow, I finally found the right kind of music to go along with the slideshow that I did. It's more of an instrumental but I think it...
  32. CTR

    CTR's All in One Thread

    Been messing around with neon wording in After Effect today. The wordings are not static but moving. Like there's life to it. haha. Oh, Robin Hood drop by too. :confused12::thumbup::clap: https://www.sendspace.com/file/o33wka
  33. CTR

    CTR's All in One Thread

    Well, better late than never. Had to make sure the project was up to my standard for mailing it out. On a side note, I now know how the studio clean up blemishes on their actors. I bought this $1000 plugin last month of After Effect and this is how they do it. This is one feature in this...
  34. CTR

    CTR's All in One Thread

    M***, check your mail this upcoming Saturday US time. haha. I'm working on something for the current collection. Would give a preview on here but.... hahaha. I think I'll email out the finish product instead. And my identity should not be reveal to anyone nor any mention of the work done by...
  35. CTR

    CTR's All in One Thread

    My poems are in here too. At the moment, my artistic side is towards making artistic video. Poetry comes and goes. I want it to flow like the river. It can't be forced. lol. hehe. Sarn, check your inbox. ******************************************************************************** I...
  36. CTR

    CTR's All in One Thread

    So, I've changed my mind about contacting my sister in the summer. Actually, I'll be doing that sooner. haha. More likely before Valentine day so she can put the stuff up. I've made a small wishing the customer Happy V Day video card. And at the moment, I've working on this elegant classy 3d...
  37. CTR

    CTR's All in One Thread

    Just like that Rihanna song. Work work work. New year same thing right now. hahaha. Well, my mom seems to be enjoying herself. As she is visiting the homeland again with my step dad next month. Why can't that be me? >.< I'm a planner that's why. I like to plan my year in advance with...
  38. CTR

    CTR's All in One Thread

    Yeah, back out in LA again. In hindsight, I should taken the flu shot in the fall cuz the flu was bad this year. >.< Anyhow, I have to get hype up for this project. The contest is coming and my excitement is pretty high right now. I decided to write a short poem and create this current...
  39. CTR

    CTR's All in One Thread

    Here's the one where my friend helped me with. This is beyond my skill level. lol. Very premium stuff just like opening credit in a movie. High class and high grade stuff. I call it Cosmic Lion. I think the logo at the end is fitting for this kind of work. haha. :p:risas3: ;)...
  40. CTR

    CTR's All in One Thread

    All right, I'm back. Been sick with the flu for a week but I'm finally starting to feel better. Just in time to fly out Wednesday. >.< Well, I took the time to write that short story for the short film that I plan on shooting for the contest in May. Five months seems like a long time but...
  41. CTR

    CTR's All in One Thread

    I have to weeks left to enjoy it here but I love it. Cool and windy but home is where the heart is. So I have more free time on my hands so why not put it to good use. I'm always testing new ideas and concepts. And I'm always testing it on my sis's clothing brand. I made a promise to myself...
  42. CTR

    CTR's All in One Thread

    Happy New Year everyone. Well, not over here yet but I'm going to get a little lit for this year. Just enjoying life right now and working towards something special. The beginning of last year was not so good but towards the middle, everything started to get better. No baggage just the fresh...
  43. CTR

    CTR's All in One Thread

    Part two of the flashback didn't go the way I wanted it to. It turned into a Smells like Teen Spirit intro instead. :eek: It looks pretty good but a bit quick but that's what intro are. They're very fast so don't blink. :risas3: I'm half way through the Hollywood concept that I'm working...
  44. CTR

    CTR's All in One Thread

    Merry Christmas everyone!!! :aaaaa: Flashback 2016 Part 1. I think my sister's photographer need to shoot in full HD from now on. More like 2K resolution because it'll look better next year. :thumbup: The higher resolution would have taken the whole screen and made the affect look a bit...
  45. CTR

    CTR's All in One Thread

    I called this creation removing the mask. Or from the shadow into the spotlight. From the unknown to the known. Removing the darkness to reveal the light. I'm looking to create that Hollywood feel in the next promo when Sh**** M* new line is release. It'll be like a trailer of some sort...
  46. CTR

    CTR's All in One Thread

    A bit of an update on what I'm doing. Well, I'm home for the holiday for the next couple of weeks. Yeah and then bam, the snowstorm came. I kind of missed it because in Southern California, it was hot and I love the cooler weather in the Midwest. I was in my mom's homeland for the summer a...
  47. CTR

    CTR's All in One Thread

    Final design. I had to redo the coloring because it didn't look right. http://www17.zippyshare.com/v/3M5PtS7R/file.html With Music. Instrumental by a well know Korean band. http://www17.zippyshare.com/v/FWTUgy5v/file.html
  48. CTR

    CTR's All in One Thread

    Very devious indeed in this mid draft I did. :p:rolleyes::) Ok, not really. :confused12: http://www23.zippyshare.com/v/Jhn0FPgn/file.html
  49. CTR

    CTR's All in One Thread

    I was thinking today. Wouldn't it be awesome if there was something like an Ex-girlfriend t-shirt or jean? Nothing negative but more of poking fun at one self. Like for an example, a plain white skirt with an arrow pinning a heart in the middle with a note scribble on it. I've seen this...
  50. CTR

    CTR's All in One Thread

    This is the first time in a very long time that I have felt the holiday spirit. More like enjoying it since I was little. I guess it's because I'm actually doing what I love not what someone else expected of me. The road wasn't easy and I still have a long way to go to where I want to be but...
  51. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    Ok, as I promised. I made my own thread. That's where I'm going to be putting my work from now on. M***, that's where my work will be from now on. But before I go, I have to release some old materials from my computer. I wrote it a couple months ago. I have to purge it out of my computer...
  52. CTR

    CTR's All in One Thread

    This will be my personal thread from now on. I feel like I hijacked that other thread with my work so I opened up my own. This thread will have everything all in one. I feel like 2017 is approaching so it would be appropriate to start something new. In addition, I feel like this is the year...
  53. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    Thanksgiving is coming up and Christmas. I did a small promo on my sister's clothing brand. I think I'll open up my own thread in the next update to put all of my work in one thread. haha. I didn't put no work into it. I think more of an urban work with this one. Breaking barriers is what...
  54. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    Untitled ---> Just freestyle this poem in about 2 min. I just went with it. Life is like a rollercoaster It's filled with peaks and valleys Some times you win, some times you lose spectacularly But don't let it fill you with doubts or misery Cuz you're only one step away from total victory...
  55. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    If anyone wants to check it out. My medium draft to my sister's clothing line. I came up with a digital booklet style. https://www.sendspace.com/file/eyrp41
  56. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    Untitled Hard times breed tough people But stay calm and remain peaceful Put in the hard work don't just be wishful Be ambitious but remain truthful And people will see it and you'll be very fruitful Food for though cuz this is very useful Here is my rough draft on my sister's clothing brand...
  57. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    Halloween Special "Sh**** M* Style so good, you gotta have to talk to a priest and confess Cuz we're murdering them and putting em' all to rest If we're not no.1 then it must be a typo cuz you're looking at the best Ace our exams and easily passed the fashion test If you're going on a date and...
  58. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    Sh**** M* Get it while it's hot The illest brand hit you on the spot Only one location BKK on the dot Front runner status others are not Growing it day by day very smart Elegant, forward thinking, beautiful art But most importantly, the design comes from the heart. My mini-project that I did...
  59. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    The autumn wind whispers nothin' but sweetness Just like when you're on the right team, you won't go winless Keep working hard and don't give up and you'll achieve greatness But now is the time for everyone to see and witness I give all glory to GOD who gave me the talent to complete this Humble...
  60. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    Will be writing something tonight but gotta run a bit. If anyone wants to check it out, I did a new concept for my sister's clothing line. It took a long time to master it but here is the preview. Not done yet. Should be by the end of the week. https://www.sendspace.com/file/zow7fp
  61. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    It's been a month and a half since I have been able to work on creating something for my sister's clothing page. Periodically, I would check on there but lately, I have not gotten a chance to do anything artistic from that page. Well, not anymore, she just released her fall collection. Here...
  62. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    These are some of my writing in my spare time. I got to get back working on multi-media soon. hehe. Hey baby I don't know what to tell ya Yes I'm shy, ok But I know I gotta see ya And it's safe to say Eres muy bonita I just wanna be with ya What's your name señorita You're the one that I...
  63. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    Good job Bieluvr. Writing is a good thing because it lets us express our emotions. It really is an art form. Tell You Why It was Saturday night /and I met this girl Who looked so lovely /from head to toe She wished to be my lover/ but I won't She came to me/ every Saturday Trying to take...
  64. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    I thought it was all right sista. :confused12: I haven't been that active cuz I'm swamp with projects right now. I've been trying to master the green screen. Basically, I think I got it down but I need to get a bigger green screen if I want to do some sort of action scene. Better lighting...
  65. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    Short Story "Fairies" As he approached the glowing lights in the distance He can hear mumbling in the hilltop as he carefully listen "They are real," he said, "there are some in existence." Hobbits? No. They were fairies flying and twisting. Some of them were glistering but there was one that...
  66. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    I'm sitting here listening To Zayn Malik singing "You and I" is his song I'm vibing "We can make it official" is what he's saying Miles and Miles away yeah I'm complaining Like watching a seed as it germinating Harmony between two souls continue growing One day at a time is what I'm preaching...
  67. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    All right, here is my wing fairy look. I haven't traced all of the lights to highlight the wings yet but it looks good. Then when you add a person there and add a scene, you get a wing fairy look kind of like a fairy tail look. https://www.sendspace.com/file/ng83np
  68. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    Ok, I'm back. I've took time off to work on something near and dear to my heart. It's a concept called Enchantment. I wanted to create something of a fairy tail look with magical powers. Last month, when I was at my sister's wedding, I took some stock footage of two kids. They are like my...
  69. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    Ok, I've taken a break for a week or so to work on intense animation. I'll post what I have worked on in the next few days or so. I'm practicing very hard cuz I want to do some major filming this month with some good special effect in them. I think I'm planning on debuting it on this one...
  70. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    I got to cool it down before I get into trouble with my sister. :) It's getting way way to hot in here. Like I've said in the past, I'm going to trek carefully because I'm going to watch out for my sis. :confused12:She was in the middle the last time but this one is even.... She might murder...
  71. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    Well, I've tried my best in writing love poems but it doesn't seem to come out right. :rolleyes: It just doesn't seem to flow very well for me at the moment. So I gave a song a try. :confused12: 1st :attempt:. Enjoy this bad attempt I guess. :p:eek: Kind of cheesy I guess. :p Maybe the...
  72. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    So here is what the Justin Bieber MV looks like. It probably took the person days on days to do those drawing in the MV because to do a couple of seconds by long for myself. And Plus, it was very detail orientated. The person who did it was very random though. But that is what is popular...
  73. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    Ever since I've started working on multi-media, I have not had any time to write that much poetry and such. But I'm taking a week off to refresh myself from that so I came up with this remix of one of my favorite song by Stevie B. The chorus is his but the meat of the lyrics are mine. I...
  74. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    Well, I took the liberty and went old school a bit. Wrote a good heartfelt poem/song. Rhythm. Not writing to any particular girl. Or am I? J/K :p Just enjoy writing it and having some fun that's all. haha. :angel10: There was a time /everyday was hard to face Cause in my heart/ there was...
  75. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    It's not a prerequisite that my girl share the same religion as I do but it won't hurt. It'll be an added bonus. But like I said, I'll keep an open mind to it. Cecilia, I can't write lovely dovey poems because like any artists, you have to be in the mood to write those kind of stuff. The...
  76. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    I once had somebody tell me to buy now or don't buy at all :confused12: It was something similar to that if I recalled :confused12: It was fake diamond like Cubic zirconia that I hauled :BangHead: It was like getting hit by a 99 mph fastball :sad6: My scars just recently healed that's for...
  77. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    Ok, I'll been busy with helping my sister prepare for her wedding off course. The big day is coming this Saturday so I can be a proud brother and do some testing on my filming skills as well. Anywho, I did not have any time to do any filming this week. :( But all is good. :cheer: I have...
  78. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    Ok, ladies and gents. My hologram example is done. I didn't do the full body hologram but rather... Well, I'll let ya take a look. By, I used a clear and clean spokeperson for the hologram since I didn't want to use someone like David Beckham. It's like from one of those movies where the...
  79. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    Well, I didn't get the hologram done in time but I'll post it up later tonight. A minor kink to it but it should be all good tonight. When I did the zombie effect, I wanted the effect on the person's face like how they did it on Noon's face in her upcoming lakorn. @1:35, I was trying to do...
  80. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    I think that is my best work yet. I'm incorporating what I have learned so far. It's more of a intro to a film studio like Liongate, Universal, 20th century fox, etc. But I've added a custom animated octagon with pixie dust to it as well. And this time, I've added sound to it as well. I...
  81. CTR

    Tell me about your career paths!

    There is no one road to success. And how you define it might be different from others. Live to what you want to do instead of doing something someone else expect you to do. As long as it is not against the law or hurting someone else. Either you win or your learn. 1.) Before you decide what...
  82. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    Everybody wants an angel But be careful what you wish for, you might get a fallen one But as for me, I rather fly with fairies under the sun ---> With my two sis of course. Besides, they are much more fun I no longer want to be Robin Hood Rather fly like Peter Pan if I could Sprinkle fairy dust...
  83. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    Ok. Yo. Listen This life is more than the street Kids in the world with nothing to eat. Like Damn. Like a fly in the jungle with nothing to eat So gotta get on my feet and stand I gotta hope for the best So I can't be awake and God let me rest And if he doesn't let me rest Then I shall wake up...
  84. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    Really? That was more of an Disney look to it. PG-13 at best. hehe. I recently bought the twitch plug-in for Adobe After Effect. And I'm going to be attempting "The Ring" or "The grudge style effect so you might not want to watch that one then. ;) I think I'll get it done by this weekend...
  85. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    Alright ladies and gents, I'm back. I bought the magic pack for Adobe After Effect and it's super sweet. But it was hard as heck to learn the concept. It took the pro like probably a few hours but it took me as a noob a couple of days to figure it out. Plus, not being familiar with the...
  86. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    This goes out to all the hard working ladies out there. I mean those who are taking care of business. The struggle is real. Much love and respect. I ain't like none of you back then They didn't want me, now they tryna call me I just do what I do with my one woman army So they can't harm me...
  87. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    Your star will be bright if you do it right Stay away from the darkness and live in the light Stay humble and you'll go to new heights Know what you believe in and never give up the good fight Cuz sooner or later, you'll be living that life Enjoying exotic places and enjoying that wonderful...
  88. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    Ok, sis. Take a look at this interview that I found online in which I did some work on to jazz it up. Keep it mind, I didn't add a killer intro nor did I do any animation with it. The camera guy did a poor job here. In the original, he needed to lower his aperture and iso when shooting in...
  89. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    The journey is life can be painful or beautiful It is what you make of it that is irrefutable Never give up and never surrender Cuz the world is full of lovely treasures So grab life by the horn Cuz you were meant to do this before you were born Just how GOD molded you into form So I finally...
  90. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    Ok, Cecila. This is the final outcome of that scene with the two little boys that I did. I went with a retrospect 70's film look instead of the black and white one. Oh, I've added some film burn in the intro. https://www.sendspace.com/file/6jvuaq I did a split screen at the end which took...
  91. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    Sarn, that guy is like a little brother to me. He is to me any way. His grandpa is a retired pastor and his uncle is a big brother to me. I knew their family since I was 7 years old. Those two kids are his cousins. I asked them to do a dry run for me. So I can work editing skills in Adobe...
  92. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    Ok Cecilia, here it is. I still haven't perfected it yet but it's getting there. I've added film grain and cuts in it. It's just a rough draft and the audio isn't turned up max yet. And I haven't add any fancy animation to it yet either. This was supposed to be a flashback scene...
  93. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    My Sin City style photo is in the back of this ad that I am working on for my lil sis. I chose a picture instead of a video because it's much easier as I am still working on perfecting the technique. lol. Oh sis, it's someone you might know. :risas3: I'm going to try it on someone else but she...
  94. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    Ok, here it is Cecilia. My attempt at Split screening. It's called compositing in Premiere. It needs a little more tweaking a bit but it will come with more practice. By the way, that is my niece in her first gymnastic showcase. This will definitely help with compositing for movies and...
  95. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    Cecilia, I did some shooting with my Glidecam Smooth Shooter today but I need more practice like this guy here before I can upload anything meaningful. But opening those boxes -----> awesome. Went with a couple of my friends to see the Conjuring 2. It was good as the first one. :clap...
  96. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    Today, I can finally test out my new camera gear. Un-boxing begins and test filming begins. Likewise, last night was a frustrating day on Adobe Premiere. Moving from beginner to intermediate was hard but intermediate is even harder. Grrrr..... Life can sometimes be filled with frustration...
  97. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    Ok, here is another one I did during my break yesterday. This one is a bit difference because it's not logo base but text base. So it was something new that I had to learn but I think I'm getting better at it. Almost professional looking. lol. :facepalm::p Oh by the way, I had to search on...
  98. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    Cecilia, my brother got Sony Vega on his computer. It's easier than Adobe but it lacks some of the features that is presented in Adobe Premiere. Final Cut is all right but the Pro seems to be using Adobe Premiere more. Sarn, at first I thought it was going to be super hard. It is hard...
  99. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    I did some more color grading on Adobe Premiere. Only my lil sis would know what the file below is. hehe. lol. Every time I do it, I'm getting better at it. Film grading and photo grading are somewhat similar. I chose these four names for the specific style that I did...
  100. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    First, I thank GOD for giving me the wisdom and ability to pick up things very fast. It's a gift that I have noticed since I was a child that I can see patterns and pick things up at an incredible pace. Well, the work ethics that my parents instilled in me also helped. In term, of shooting MV...
  101. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    Ok guys, this is my final week in the good old Midwest before heading back out to LA on Tuesday. I'm been going hard at it studying cinematology on forum and Youtube. I think it is starting to make sense to me now but I didn't know it would require this much work. It's very complex to get the...
  102. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    So filming grading and editing is a pain in the butt but I'm learning so much. If you want something, you got to go at it at 100%. You have to live it, love it, and breathe it. I know in the future if I eventually do a commercial for my lil sister, the concept shouldn't be very hard. It's...
  103. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    Thaitanium - This is me. ---> Old school track. I don't agree lyrically with some of the verses that P'Way spit on this track but I truly respect him because he tell it how it is. What he spit on the track is real and he doesn't sugar coat it. For the past couple of days, I went camping...
  104. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    We turn in the project but I think we could have done a better job. I wish I had another week to do some re-shoot on some scenes to get a better. I'll work on some more scenes on the side before I have to head out to LA in two weeks. It'll be work I'll build towards my portfolio...
  105. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    God 1st Family 2nd Everything else extra Hope: Helping others progress everyday This is crunch time nong Cecilia. I'm kind of nervous and anxious a bit because the deadline is Monday at 11:59 PST and the editing is a bit rough but I think we'll pull through. HAPPY MOTHER DAY EVERYONE!!! IN...
  106. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    Watching : THE STAR 12 | EP.36 on YouTube That right there is true passion and that right there is a fighting spirit. Full of grace and full of inspiration to others even though it didn't end the way we envisioned. But it doesn't mean it is the end but just the beginning of a beautiful...
  107. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    Nong Cecilia, it's all right. Sometimes, things happen for a reason that we do not understand. Always trust GOD in your time of struggle. I'm goal oriented but I also know how to have fun. Work hard play hard that's my motto. Listening to: Understand me - Daboyway x Anarchy The...
  108. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    So how did we get to this point in time you all may ask? For the past couple of months, I have been working with a writing coach on strengthening my writing portfolio. At first, I wanted to write Novels and be an author but after a while, I felt restricted. So in mid-January, I've asked my...
  109. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    I can’t fully read the Thai text but with the help of google translated; I can clearly state that the voting process is B.S. It is not how talented you, it is how much fanclub you can accumulate. :BangHead: I watched all of the performance and nong J…. was the best in my book. :headbang: The...
  110. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    Cecilia, I'm entering a short film contest. There are five categories but I think I'm going to do the narrative drama one. There's a six minute limit and it is due May 9th. In my dream, the lord spoke to me about a dramatic story and I'm working on the mini-script right now. There are one...
  111. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    Yes, nong Cecilia I was there with a couple of friends. They were able to secure tickets last minutes because they were so hard to get. If I get extra tickets next year and you're in Cali, you're free to pick two up for yourself and a friend. This is who I am. I'm very loyal to the people...
  112. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    On the campground of one of the biggest music festival of the year right now - Coachella. :banana: Calvin Harris later tonight and one of my favorite artist Ellie Goulding performing On My Mind. :DJ::band:A friend from the industry was able to secure some VIP tickets for my friends and I...
  113. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    Even though the work is long and arduous, I'm not complaining at all. 12 hours day. I've asked for this opportunity and I got it. Everyday, I feel totally blessed and I'm learning so many things behind the screen. :ARMS1: Plus, working with ... have been great. I can't mention names...
  114. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    Today, I'm watching the younger sister of my sister in Christ on Onehd on Youtube and I was very impressed by her performance. :applaudit: :number_one: I'm not a person who is easily impressed but she did a phenomenal job (two thumbs up). :thumbup: Oh, I love the song selection which was full...
  115. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    Aikoden, I'll eventually let the forum know but I don't like to draw attention to myself. But at the moment, it's not the right time yet. It's kind of like life altering kind of way. I gotta stay humble and keep working hard every day though. I have done something like this on an amateur...
  116. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    Aikoden, the rain has stopped and there's nothing but sunshine in my life now. The lord is doing great things in my life at the moment. I just can't spill the bean what is actually going on. I'll probably let Sarn and Cecilia know in two weeks or so. :) And another person outside the forum...
  117. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    Everyone of you are phenomenal :headbang: Don't let anyone tell you otherwise :machinegun: Stay the course and you'll be unstoppable Set your sight sky high for that special prize:campeon: Anything you can think of is very much possible Do what is really from your heart. And people will see...
  118. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    Talent is not measure with a ruler Passion is not measure with a scale It's not how big the dog is, it's how big the fight in the dog is. Let the freestyle music flow on the dance floor :dancer2: Let's party until it three might go late into four :band: Let it all soak inside and do it some...
  119. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    Cecelia and Sarn look at the emojis for clues. That's all I'm saying. :dancer2:Not this one off course. lol. :banana: The road to L.A has been hard for me The letter on my desk was supposed to be full of glee Wanted to share with the person who meant so much to me But what I've saw and read...
  120. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    The reason one day all will be crystal clear to see Not just a bunch of hyperbole But something very concrete and base in reality It's closer than that actually Over looking Venice Beach with them beautiful palm trees The blue Pacific ocean flying a kite carefree It's business mixes with...
  121. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    Spring is here so party your soul like no tomorrow Let the rhythm move you and just let it flow Winter is gone and there is no more snow Just beautiful lovely green plants and trees about to grow Doing something in L.A. but gotta keep it wrapped up so no one knows Gonna take it one day at a...
  122. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    Thanks Darvil for fixing the forum. I knew there was something wrong with the forum when my poems didn't show up. Happy Easter everyone. To my little sister in Christ, Happy Easter to your family and best wishes to the younger sister in the competition. Trust GOD, he will never forsaken...
  123. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    Sarn and Cecilia.  I can't tell you two what's going on yet.  My mini project is not complete yet but there is something more beyond this project.  I just can't say it yet.  It might be life changing sort of way but I can't spill it yet.  I just got to continue to pray to GOD that he answers my...
  124. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    April is coming soon Time to bring out the banjo with a new tune Patiently waiting for that big ka-boom When it comes, it'll be like a new moon Not like hot air in a big balloon More like soft white sand dune On a breezy summer day in late June The caterpillar is wrap in cocoon before becoming...
  125. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    Waves and waves of Persian came at the last 300 and they held strong Leonidas and his men fought endlessly every night and daylong He had a vision and that was united Greece A strong united country made up of many pieces Where they would no longer fight each other but be at peace. Athens might...
  126. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    My nightmare starting to disappear I can see the light in the tunnel starting to appear I can feel Archangel Michael present very near He told me don't worry you got nothing to fear In the next couple of weeks it will be all crystal clear He told me to be bold not scared cuz this is my year...
  127. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    When you become authentic, you become who you really are Spread your wings and you'll go very far You gotta want it like how you want to breathe Take some risk, have faith and take a giant leap Wake up, there are things to accomplish not time to sleep Always have that underdog mentality Always...
  128. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    Work hard play hard Don't worry about the scorecard Sometimes, you can't the control events or the cards And you can't live your life being scared Because the road ahead hasn't been declared Not even when you're visually impaired It's all about vision and being prepared Challenge yourself to be...
  129. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    Fly high like the eagles Enjoy life and be gleeful Go out there and be playful Life is short be joyful Stay the course and be humble You might stumble and tumble And at times life will be full of struggles And a few spots of troubles But that is when you have to dig deep and hustle Put it all...
  130. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    Had the same dream two days in a row.  I guess my head is still trying to process it.  Sigh... My little sister in Boston Thank you for your kind words They were very inspiring and awesome I will not forget your words of wisdom In the next couple of weeks, You'll be one of the first to know...
  131. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    Family is where the home is It's where people gather and not about her or his Life is short so live it to the fullest Don't see it as being empty but being half-full There are things to do and places to go You might be at the trough down below But what goes down must come up for sure So spread...
  132. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    The dream is harder than it looks But you gonna stay persistent leaving no details overlook Nothing is done in a day not even a well written book Just like a well prepared meal need some time to cook Patience is the key But freedom is the objective everyone agrees But first you must find your...
  133. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    I came from the pristine forest And that's where I will return to orbit Only venturing out in disguise when shopping in the market My present will be felt but no one will know not even starlet I will be like the phantom of the night Supporting the one I love from afar in limelight I will not...
  134. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    I have mad respect for this guy.  I have learned a lot from him throughout the year. I think he's the realest guy out there.  Just very authentic and living in positively.  Even a guy at his level can be very humble and very inspiring.  That's what I have been trying to channel my energy these...
  135. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    Little sister in Boston, it even seems like your words are a subtle at me.  It might have seem like before I was jabbing you a bit but that's not the case.  That wasn't the case at all.  It was refreshing to see another Thai who is a believer in Christ just like myself.  I'm always going to have...
  136. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    Ok, since I got a sad song out of the way.  Now, it's time for a good song.  This is my remix of Pia Mia - Do it Again.  I'm feeling good and I'm in a good state of mind. I feel at peace in life.  Enjoy it and peace out guys.      Hey Girl, When I first met you I thought it was special I...
  137. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    If I was writing a sad letter, it would be something like this.  But this is not so don't take it the wrong way.  I was inspired by this MV below which was totally sad.  I understood it cause I'm multilingual. And I know a little Spanish too so 3.5.  Plus, I'm not going any where like I have...
  138. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    Listen. If you got a special someone then sing it to them.  If not, save it until the right time. Play around with it and rearrange the lyrics to fit your situation I guess. Love?  You can't do what you love if you're heart not in it.  There would be no joy or passion in it.  Just an empty shell...
  139. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    This is for the fellas in the street This is for my sexy independent ladies Everybody say AI...E...AI... Say AI...E...AI This is for my thugs in the hood This is for them haters, lettin' them know you're good Everybody say AI...E...AI... Say AI...E...AI This is the summertime.  This is the...
  140. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    Just read.   Have I ever let you down? Ever broke a promise? Girl you know me by now Never been dishonest Don’t, don’t you take this wrong Maybe you should forget me Coz there are things that we can’t control Let me give your heart a break Coz with me its stupid I’m dying in your arm I’m no...
  141. CTR

    Why? Better days will come. If it was meant to be then it was meant to be. Don't over think it.

    Why? Better days will come. If it was meant to be then it was meant to be. Don't over think it.
  142. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    The sun is out Rejoice in the lord I shout The flowers are blooming no more drought The beautiful path the beautiful route No more clouds just the warm of the sun Promise myself I'm gonna have FUN Projects lining up one by one Something authentic that hasn't been done If we do it right, it'll...
  143. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    My sweet little sister the fairy of Boston.  You're page is probably the only one I visit.  Where there is Christ, there is love.  Close and far is not that important.  What is important is that those you love will always be in your heart no matter where you are.  You can never abandon them when...
  144. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    Nong Cecilia, thanks. I wrote it for a special girl. It still hold true to this day, I won't change it one bit. ***"***********"****************** When I Google her name always comes up When the wind blows, it always echo her name. The food at the restaurant looks delicious but when you take...
  145. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    "If your DREAMS don't scare you a little, they are not BIG enough." -Ellen Johnson Sirleaf, Noble Peace Prize Award Winner Honor/Valor/Truth/Strength Life is beautiful Waterfalls, flowers, and beaches are bountiful Step outside for a bit to smell the crisp clean air beyond your cubicle...
  146. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    The struggle is real.  Lord, if it is within your powers, set this heart anew.  I don't wanna keep drifting back and forth.  A day feel like a week, a week feel like a month, etc.  Hear my prayers lord.  I would not wish this on any one not even my worst enemies. Lord, keep me strength and...
  147. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    Post To Be   It's Sunday night, I'm out about & having lots of fun The winter clouds disappeared, I can feel the warm of the Spring sun Pretty soon in NYC watching the Yankees hitting home runs Putting hard work in like just how I have always done Oh... That's how it post to be 3x Everything...
  148. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    Authentic   No matter where you are, you're always going to think about the people you love The people who matters to you, the people who are important to you That's what's good about free will You can choose where you wanna park and chill You can choose to walk or be on the treadmill You can...
  149. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    Phenomenal   I can write about love like it's from above But Let me clear my head a bit and unplug To much of a good things & it'll end up being like a drug It'll paralyze you making you move like a sea slug Check your heart and making sure you got a good checkup If it get to much then trim it...
  150. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    Redemption Part II   (One more week before more good news arrive) No, they don't want none No, they don't want none They looking scared no they don't really want none... Midwest love you see With Christ in side of me He can feel my pain Waitin' for the next step That Hollywood paycheck Waitin'...
  151. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    Inspiration You know what people do when they start asking questions? They start doing things outside the rules.  They start seeing things from different perspectives.  They start quitting their jobs.  They start-start businesses. They move off shore.   Once you start facing fear everyday a...
  152. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    Two thought provoking poems today.  They are different as night and day.    The Fog They say when it shine, it shines.  When it rains, it pours.  When it snows, prepare for a blizzard. When there are droughts death usually follows.  What if it's not raining but you can still feel the mist...
  153. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    (Not to anyone particular just this one guy) Smh.  This dude is copying my work.  Bro, if you're reading this... smh... really...very amusing though. lmao. Lyrically, masterfully, and spectacularly my ideas are original. I take my time to prefect my craft so it's unforgivable. I'm like a raging...
  154. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    Cuz you and I We're gonna ride until the day we die We're gonna ride until our last goodbyes Cuz you and I We're gonna ride until we reach the sky We're gonna ride until we get so high Paradise Unified no longer divide just chillin' on the flip side Visualizin' the person you want to...
  155. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    HAPPY VALENTINE DAY TO EVERYONE HERE & EVERYWHERE!!! So my original plan was to go outside to a hilltop and start digging into the snow to spell out the word LOVE and fill it with roses.  But with the recent cold spell, the snow was frozen and it would kill my flowers instantly.  So I went with...
  156. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    So I was planning on doing something special outside today but the weather is not cooperating at all.  It's fridge cold and the cold would destroy my flowers in a second.  It feels like -17F outside right now with the windchill so I alter my plans to have it done indoor.  Like I said, I don't do...
  157. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    Valentine Eve is today and Valentine day is tomorrow.  I'm usually not in that big of a festive mood for the day itself even when I was with ex in the past.  But this year, I think I'll make an exception. I'm not going to tell you guys what I'm doing but I'm going to show it during Valentine...
  158. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    Robin Hood is Coming My mom always told me to watch out for wolves in sheep clothing.  Especially the ones with them pretty smile and hypnotic eyes.  Hehe.  Oh, did I just say that out loud? :o :P :heart: I think I might have to venture into the wolves' lair to get a closer look.  But Robin...
  159. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    Food for thought (These are my own)   It's not the size of the dog that matters but the fight in the dog.  A barking dog is not as frightening compare to the one that doesn't bark at all.  It is the silent one that you should watch out for. A man's words say a lot about him; however, it is his...
  160. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    You know I'm original Not your evident typical We can sit on the floor to pass time by I know you got a lot not just a pretty smile  ^_^ Tell your friends what's on your mind Girl you're taking me up so high You make me wanna /touch the sky And you know/ it's all about/ you and I Are you ready...
  161. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    Let me just break it down Can't get you off my mind  :scratchhead2: Been thinkin' about you all the time I'm out there running running running tryin' to find you And I just wanna take you out Out all around my town Stay low underground watch me switch it up, switch it up baby You already know...
  162. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    I just feel like rapping today with a uptempo smooth R&B beat.  Just wanted to have fun and let my self flow with the music.  My two H: "Stay humble but stay hungry."  And I don't mean to cheat in staying hungry but rather staying hungry towards one's goal(s).    Hey girl, how you doin'? ...
  163. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    Just wanted to have fun with a club banger that was in my head today.  Nothing too serious but something that is flirtatious but sincere.    Are you the adventurous type?  :P :wub: Is it just a lie, Or is it all hype? And no I ain't tryin' to stereotype Cuz I wanna look at the real thing Not...
  164. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    "Success comes from taking the initiative and following up... persisting... eloquently expressing the depth of your love. What simple action could you take today to produce a new momentum toward success in your life?"  -Tony Robbins I heard a new singer (Ble) and he is very awesome.  His lyrics...
  165. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    This is my mashed up of B.O.B song with my lyrics mixed in.   Chorus Beautiful girls, all over the world I could be chasin but my time would be wasted They got nothin on you, baby Nothin on you, baby They might say hi, and I might say hey But you shouldn't worry, about what they say 'Cause they...
  166. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    80's dance style song in my head today.   Can I tell U? What I really gonna say How much I  :heart:  U In a very special way Since you came into my life I can finally see the  light What was dark has turn to white What was dead return to life I was so sad... You know... Baby, I'm so glad to...
  167. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    I want to go in-depth today.  Plato and Aristotle deep stuff today. Would you still love her when she gets older? Would you still think of her when younger flowers come your way? would your love still be strong on the first and last day of your life with her? Would you love her imperfections...
  168. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

        No Pms or clues needed. The hidden meaning is to be yourself.  Love yourself and treat other people with respect.  When you do that, good things will come your way.  Be honest, be straight forward, let your yes be yes and no be no, etc.  I have always lived my life by those principles. ...
  169. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    Inspired by Stevie Hoang.  My lyrics are mix mashed with his.  Just wanted to have fun and be goofy with this one. But serious at the same time.  Florida Georgia Line Cruise beat to it.      I’ve been lookin for a girl like you I’ve been lookin for, for a shawty like you For a shawty like you...
  170. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    I wrote an uptempo R&B style song today.  Just feel the vibe.   Took my time to craft it beautifully.     Tell me/ do I ever cross your mind? :scratchhead2: When you're feeling lonely/ do you think/ about the time Shawty, nobody knows you like I do...do What makes you tick, mad, and cry Cuz...
  171. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    As a writer, I tend to draw inspiration from all sort of subjects or objects.  Sometimes, it's just a melody and I just let it rhyme in my head.  Sometimes, my rebuttal to people seems kind of harsh but it really isn't.  When we're online it is really hard to judge the tone of what some one is...
  172. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    Quote, quote, and quote.  This is not a reply to mi amor but towards something I saw today.  Oh, it is not from this forum either.  We see quotes every where on TV, radio, internet,etc.   They don't mean a thing if actions is not accompanying it. In the same way, faith by itself, if it is not...
  173. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    "Benjamin Franklin Gates: You know,Thomas Edison tried and failed nearly 2,000 times to develop the carbonized cotton-thread filament for the incandescent light bulb. And when asked about it, he said, 'I didn't fail; I found out 2,000 ways HOW NOT TO make a light bulb,'but he only needed one way...
  174. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    WOW just WOW.  This past two days have been rough on me.  Yesterday, I almost had a fight big with my ex current boyfriend.  I did not know those guys came to town and would be attending a surprise birthday party for a neutral friend.  If I would have known, I would have given my sister the gift...
  175. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

      Just wanted to write something that was...  I know I shouldn't think to much of it especially with the weekend I had but... Lord, I know I should have more faith in you but...Sigh...   I dunno why I feel this way but please lord let it gently pass away if it is what it is.  Amen   They said I...
  176. CTR

    Digital Love

    Sorry everyone, I'm going to park this story here for a little longer.  I think I might finish it in the summer or something.  Not feeling inspired by it at all.  Again I apologize to anyone that was reading this.  I am currently in the process of doing some major editing to White Lotus before I...
  177. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    Not writing to anyone in particular but if someone wants to imply that it is.  :ph34r:  ^_^   I can't help it.  I can't help that I'm very charming. lol. :whistle: :yuck:  Just wanted to write a lovely poem to take a break from editing White Lotus.  I want to shop it around to a couple literacy...
  178. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    On a serious note today.  Praying for P'Por family.  He's one of those actors that I respect a lot because he's not the type of person who likes to draw attention to himself.  A good family man and one who put his family first.  Very loyal to his daughter and wife.  Hard to find those type of...
  179. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    Ok, for the past couple of days, I have been working with my writing coach and we entered a regional writing contest in the Midwest.  (Just got back from Ohio)  This writing contest is only open to non-published writers.  So with the encouragement of coach, I reluctantly entered the contest. ...
  180. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    Today, there was a discussion on the "Recent Status Updates" about infidelity in the TV industry today.  I don't read those kind of news nor to do I participate in those kind of discussion but it had me thinking.   I can't speak for other guys but for me, that is the ultimate cardinal sin. ...
  181. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    So when I'm balanced, I can create this great masterpiece.  I had writer's block I decided to write the ending to the book today.  I have four or five versions but I like this one the best.  Part two coming tomorrow.  Balance means calm and steady; well, most of the time any way.   Moderation is...
  182. CTR

    Digital Love

      Part 1 ending to Digital Love ( This is what I envisioned the ending would be like) Read if you dare,  I had writer's block so I decided to write the ending yesterday.  I did three or four ending but this is the best one of them all.      “Didn’t you hear what she just said?” said Phil.  “She...
  183. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    I had to go to the gym a couple of times this week to get my mojo back.  I didn't want to be like those betas or omegas heaping desperate praises on mi amor.  I heart mi amor but I'm my own man. Aaaaahem, ahem   :heart: :P Plus, I want to accomplish so much.  I can't have my head in the cloud...
  184. CTR

    Digital Love

    As I write this book, I am actually using the lingo that people use on the street to describe these types of guys.  So, I did pretty of research on it.    LAX was busy as usual as international and domestic flight landed and took off.  The bustling neon lights of Los Angeles was a spectacular...
  185. CTR

    Nong Rose, hang in there. Some guys like the strong personality type while others not so much...

    Nong Rose, hang in there. Some guys like the strong personality type while others not so much. Sarn, first part all good. Second part is a mix bag. I wanna start a topic on this but man I dunno know if I should divulge some hidden knowledge.
  186. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    Heart 2 Heart Part 2 I'm a live life to the fullest kind of guy And I'm not afraid to reach for the sky We can look eye to eye & you won't catch me in a lie Do I get deeply discouraged sometimes?  Yes, I do. Love is like a double edged sword, that's probably true I'm a very confident person...
  187. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    Eleanor Roosevelt wrote, "The future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams." So this whole weekend, I was at an intense writing seminar with my writing coach.  I've talked with her literary agent for good while and he told me that if I continue to make progress with her in...
  188. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    2016     2015 is over and 2016 is the start of something new and something magical.  Last year was a transitional year for me. Left a promising corporate career to pursue what I am passionate about - writing.  I'm in a stable career at the moment but I'm pursuing writing to the fullest now.    ...
  189. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    Genuine Love   As I have traversed the past two years, I have come to a better understanding of what loves is.  Love is love but there are different types of love and to what degree. Platonic Love, Desperate Love, Ambiguous Love, Sexual Love, and Genuine Love.   I'm not going to go into details...
  190. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    Took a break to help someone with a new concept.  Took me about 15 minutes.  From my imagination to the drawing board.  Thanks and enjoy.    Jasmine was all giddy as she stumbled upon a hidden door way as Jade and Josie marveled at their new found discovery.  Their eyes started to glow with...
  191. CTR

    Digital Love

    The next chapter will deal with Ryan's transformation external and inner.  Here I will explore or give a glimpse of what game theories is.  Personally, I have done some research on this topic and I have done some experiment on it as well.  I just wanted to get a sense of what it's like so I can...
  192. CTR

    Digital Love

    The next day, Ryan was in an upbeat mood as he handed his resignation paper to the office secretary. James was scrabbling to answer incoming calls from clients who were wondering why their trades did not go through the previous Friday.  His desk was a complete mess as papers, sticky notes, pens...
  193. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    Mi amor, No need to feel sad or dreary   :console: Cuz you and I are more than just a story Whatever I'm at, you're in my heart clearly :heart: When we meet, it's gonna be sweet and merry Totally magical, special, and revolutionary Like an opera in session just sweet melody  When any song...
  194. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

      Saw something interesting. So I turned mine into a 2015 timeline of sort.  I know one thing, some guys, might not like how I am going to disclose some secret theories in an upcoming chapter that I am going to write about.  Game theories off course.  The theory is good very good but hopefully...
  195. CTR

    I hope you feel better nong Rose. You can't let the cloud of love over ride your judgment...

    I hope you feel better nong Rose. You can't let the cloud of love over ride your judgment. Here to better days.
  196. CTR

    interesting

    interesting
  197. CTR

    Go for it. In my current book, I have a sad ending and a somewhat happy outlook. When writing...

    Go for it. In my current book, I have a sad ending and a somewhat happy outlook. When writing an emotional scene, I tend to get in it pretty good. I just let the emotions flow like a river.
  198. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    Roses are red and violets are blue. I admit, you have more Christmas lights than I do. :yes: But for me, I received the biggest one of them all this year----YOU.  :P :cloud9: You're not a light bulb because you're the star on my Christmas tree.  :xmas:   And you can't beat that mi amor. Because...
  199. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    Edit for right now. :)
  200. CTR

    Digital Love

      Not to give the story away but the two actresses won't be fighting for Ryan.  Jennifer will play an important role in this book but I just can't reveal to you yet.  I'll did an extensive amount of research before writing this book so I can craft it all together better.  Bieluvr will tell you...
  201. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    This is how the story unfolded for me.  This is a fictional story but it's filled with plethora of non-fictional elements.  Or is it mostly non-fictional in this page?   :heart:  ;)  :o  :lol:  :blush:  :wub:    As Ryan leaves to go to the kitchen to make himself a sandwich, a picture of a...
  202. CTR

    Digital Love

    Ryan was soaked to the core as his jog on the treadmill came to an end.  This was the first time he was able to complete the full thirty minutes and it felt like he was on his way to full recovery from his ordeal.  But, there was one problem, he still hasn’t recovered his memory.  He still...
  203. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    I definitely agree lil sister.  I think I'll get my cowboy boots, my cowboy hats, gears and enter the Championship Bull Riding contest tomorrow. :o :dance1: __________________________________________________________________________________ I've read your book (metaphorically) mi amor and this is...
  204. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    Don't kiss a bad boy if you want a prince little sister. --->lol  ;)   When we're single, we (bad boy) can be as bad as we want, there's no rules against it. But we prefer to be in a relationship and when we are in one, We treat our girl right and we become good boy.    :D  :wub:  But yeah...
  205. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    This was a scene that I might expand further as I get along in my story but I liked how it went.  Though, I think I will make the romantic part longer when I get there.    It was a midsummer night as the Catherine and Mary were the host for their father's gala. Bulters could be seen going...
  206. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    So I went over to an IG of my little sister in Christ in Boston as she owns a clothing line of sort.  Anywho, the clothing is very lovely especially for female clothing.  It's very nice and elegant in a way.  Not overly sexual but yet very sensual in a way. So I got to the last couple of...
  207. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    Just enjoy this one.  Very heartfelt.  Very straight forward and ....  :ph34r:  :heart:     You asked me how I'm feeling You want to know whats going through my mind I did not open up to you The way I know I can its about time Let me tell you baby Your constantly running through my head My...
  208. CTR

    Digital Love

    The cold blustery wind came creeping from the Northeast, and the dark ominous clouds loomed over the rows of skyscrapers in downtown.  Some would say when it rains, it will pours without no sunshine.  And, this one was no difference as Ryan could feel it deep inside of his soul.  A small droplet...
  209. CTR

    Digital Love

        Hey guys and gals.  This is my new novel that I'm debuting first at my Wattpad page.  This story has romance in it and is inspired by a true story.  So come along and enjoy the journey with me.  Oh, don't forget to leave comments on my Wattpad page as well.    Page...
  210. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    Relieve.  It's up at Wattpad.    Anywho, it feels so good to be doing what I'm passionate about.  At the moment, I am in overdrive mode reaching out to my deep pool of connections and networking with various writer's clubs locality at the moment.  P'Sarn said anytime I want to sign with her...
  211. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    Finally, my writer's block is over.  Just had to take a couple of days off to refresh to come with a better concept for Chapter 2.  I tried to be descriptive as possible so my readers can compare and contrast between the two individual.  Chapter one was about Ryan's struggle but that is going to...
  212. CTR

    I need to go visit so I can get a tattoo. Men, we see with our eyes first. To advance further...

    I need to go visit so I can get a tattoo. Men, we see with our eyes first. To advance further, there must be an emotional connection. I respect nong Kat Morson. She stuck with her boyfriend even when she blew up as an actress. that shows true love and loyalty. Very rare and hard to find. True...
  213. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    Stop it Bieluvr.  J/K.  I have a long way to go but I am learning everyday and I have been studying like crazy in how I can develop my characters better, how I can draw their emotions out,  how I can add more values to each dialogue, etc.  I have made so much progress since writing White Lotus. ...
  214. CTR

    I hate social and cultural norms. They are meant to be broken since time and people evolve...

    I hate social and cultural norms. They are meant to be broken since time and people evolve. Some norms are good to keep while others are not needed anymore in this day and age. I float to my own beat in life. That's my motto.
  215. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    You can called it priviledge ;) One could even say it was luck But I considered myself truly honored and blessed  ^_^ :crush: :yes: To receive an angel from heaven above, to me she's the best. shh....  :cloud9: And it has kept me humble in the process It's something special (magical) that words...
  216. CTR

    Just let him go maybe you and him are not right for each other. I don't see him making you a...

    Just let him go maybe you and him are not right for each other. I don't see him making you a priority in his life. Or else you'll be the only one hurting at the end. Good luck. ;)
  217. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    When we read a book, we tend to read the synopsis of a story and I have been toying with how I am going to word my current book project that I’m working on.  The title is called “Digital Love” and it’s a romantic comedy in a sense as it dives into the essence of two souls looking for more...
  218. CTR

    [UPDATE] Confusion

      I mean trust in God not that guy.  That God will bring someone special in your life.  Should have made it clearer.  My avoidance and his are totally opposite.  :)
  219. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    Sometimes, it's better to lose the argument than lose the person.  God always kept me humble so I rather lose in this retrospect. LIfe is not like a sprint Life is a marathon Life doesn't last one or two rounds It last the full 15 rounds So is love. Personally, I have never been a quitter When...
  220. CTR

    [UPDATE] Confusion

      P'meow, you are correct about this guy.   :)   As for me, I avoid a lot of times when I'm hurting because that is my coping mechanism.  I try to avoid them as much as possible.  I walk away to gather my thoughts before I say something that I will regret.  I try not to let my emotional side get...
  221. CTR

    White Lotus

      Rose is the next book in this series and it will expand further into the other dimension where Chaos was sent to.  Rose will be feature in an important role too.  You will slowly find out where her powers come from and who she really is.  It's going to be a blend of Eastern and Western myths...
  222. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    story,story,story Life isn't about a story It's about a journey A journey one takes It's not a predetermined path But a path one get to forge in life Everyone is given freewill Without freewill, we cannot be at fault for our mistakes Because it was predetermined Love is love People want love to...
  223. CTR

    White Lotus

    Sorry, I haven't been updating this book lately my friend.  I've just been feeling crappy lately.  I'll just it rain inside and use the sadness to write a powerful sad scene for a book I am about to debut at Wattpad.  It's something that I have been fighting myself with.  Anywho, this writer is...
  224. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    Do you recall, not long ago We would talk like it was our first date night Innocent, remember? All we did was care for each other It was a love that was starting to blossom You teased me and I teased you just for fun I would say I was talking to this girl and that girl just for pun But in my...
  225. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    You don't mess with love. You don't mess with the truth And I know I shouldn't say it You're saying that I hurt you but I still don't get it You didn't love me, no, not really   My heart is still beating but you left it black and blue It's still beating but definitely it's in the ICU With...
  226. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    Deep Day time heart2heart convo   I might be Robin Hood But I'll never make you fall Cuz you're my "Maid Marian"  :) :heart:  (Reference to Robin Hood's love) Rebel yes, but I'm a gentlemen after all Trust me, I'm in it for the long haul I don't want a 1 year contract I don't want a 5 year...
  227. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    Today, I was inspired by James Jirayuth as he got married to Aimee.  I thought his quote was awesome to say the least.       "...everybody has an addiction, mine just happens to be you."  I thought long and hard and this is what I came up with.  I put my own originality in it.  Check out at the...
  228. CTR

    White Lotus

      Sorry, I haven't been updating my novel.  I've been busy with work and I have been studying a new technique to bring out new emotions into my writing.  A lot of actions but closure is coming soon.  I've just studying so I can be a better all around writer.  I want to be depth and emotions...
  229. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    Yes, I've lost it but what I found was 100 times better Honestly, I let that Rose go a long time ago While, I got a White Lotus (You) which is much sweeter  :crush: There's a saying that goes like this... Roses are a dime a dozen While a White Lotus are rare like diamonds  :) Plus, with a face...
  230. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    I'm in a silly and playful mood today.  Watch something funny on youtube today.  Oh, my last poem was to encourage my little sister from Boston.  Wink wink. ;)  But this one is definitely for mi amor.    See, I knew you can't fool me with that sad disposition  :P ^_^ Your playful attitude...
  231. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    I bought a couple of new writing guides filled with new ideas and concepts to incorporate into better storytelling.  Anyhow, I just wanted to write something to cheer someone up today.  Life does throw us a curve ball or two but we have to keep digging at away at those goals of our.  It's not...
  232. CTR

    Most of those people live in a delusional world. I don't think most star care what we think...

    Most of those people live in a delusional world. I don't think most star care what we think. Watch those drama and live your life that's my motto. No point in getting angry about the most ridiculous things in life. Life is to short to worry about all of those things. Gotta live in the...
  233. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    This is not even a poem.  I don't know what it is.  Just enjoy.  Thanks.    When it comes from the heart, you can feel its authenticity and genuine nature. All of mine are very playful especially towards my mi amor.   :P   :)  But there is a limit I won't cross so I keep my love like a soft...
  234. CTR

    Those melons ain't gonna matter much if you don't love yourself first. Do you want them for...

    Those melons ain't gonna matter much if you don't love yourself first. Do you want them for yourself or to please someone else? Not all guys want those things. A lot of us want that special someone to understand us to the core. Beauty is more than skin deep. It goes deeper to the soul.
  235. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    I don't usually listen to Thai music guys but I have always been a fan of Thaitay.  That's because my poor Thai is usually mixed with plenty of English words.  I can't stop replaying P'Way new song ft. Big P - ง้อไม่เป็น.  I don't agree with everything in the MV or most of the lyrics but I...
  236. CTR

    [UPDATE] Confusion

      No problem.  Good luck to you my friend.    @ Sarn, please check your in box.  :baby: :ph34r: :o
  237. CTR

    [UPDATE] Confusion

      Yup.  It takes two to tango.  I just think if she probes any further, she would be lowering her values.  It would seems like she's desperate.  I'm not saying you are Rose so don't take it that way. :)  Males and females can sense that feeling of desperation which isn't that attractive.  If he...
  238. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

      Stay Strong France My French brothers and sisters We stand hand and hand together Against the forces of the transgressor Against their wickness and evil pleasures We will not give up our liberty nor our treasure We will be stronger, We will never yield to our oppressors Let freedom ring, let...
  239. CTR

    [UPDATE] Confusion

    Rose, I think you should let it be then since he told your friend that he does not want to be in a relationship with anyone at the school cause he is leaving.  You could consider it as his lost.  Some people like long distance relationship while others not so much.  He could also be bluffing but...
  240. CTR

    [UPDATE] Confusion

      Rose, a lot of times, guys like to do cooler talk.  His friend supposed to have kept their conversation private until he was ready enough to tell you.  Now, that the secret is out, he is not comfortable because it is not on his term anymore.  To end this shenanigan, try being playful with some...
  241. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    The flowers withered The plants refuses to grow There's an eclipse over the sun The cold brisk wind chills the bone as it blows The sleet, the ice, and then the snow Outside a gushing river refuses to flow The pain, the frostbite, -25 below The shivers, the agony, no one knows No light, just...
  242. CTR

    White Lotus

    Tim repositioned himself and edge closer to Chaos with his clinch fists ready to do battle.  He closes his eyes for a second to gather his thought and   Tim could hear the voice of Taoist Chen telling him to draw the energy from within.  “Free yourself like the ocean.”   Chaos came flying in as...
  243. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    Sometimes, I let my machismo get in the way That I forgot to be gentle with my touch in what I say My enthusiasm can be a bit tough when on display And, I overdo it with the teasing of the one I love Instead of me being supportive like a soft glove From now on, I'll stand on the side And just...
  244. CTR

    White Lotus

    Tim raced towards the third building with Benny as Lei stayed behind to help Fernando and Wang Luofuo fend of the attack of Slash and Hydra.  The third building was too quiet for Tim’s comfort as he made his way to the center of the building.  A cold draft came over the two as they examined the...
  245. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    I wanted to share something that I wrote while I was in high school.  I think this was when I was in Spanish 1.  Some of the stuff I have written in the past are funny as heck so I won't be sharing it.  Believe me, I've saved a couple of them on file in my external hard drive.  But I wanted to...
  246. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    Just came back from Chicago after partying with my fam (Friends).  Read it metaphorically to get the hidden message.  My poems are always filled with them.  Just kept it nice and elegant in that respect.  It's halloween, I'm in the Windy City, in Chicago Just me and my fam (close friends)...
  247. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    I just feel good.  very centered and even keel.  Just nice,simple,and free flowing.  I went deeper and most serious this time.  I know I goof around a lot on here.  sometimes, it's refreshing just to be serious and talk from a realistic point of view.  When I say serious I meant it in a positive...
  248. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    Why can't I write today? That's it, I'm just going to stop for today. The lovely dovey kind of feeling is too much To much mushy-gushy kind of feeling too. Sorry guys,I'll be back later to write something. I just don't know yet. I got to go to the gym to burn some of this feeling down a bit.  ...
  249. CTR

    Good stuff there.

    Good stuff there.
  250. CTR

    [UPDATE] Confusion

    P'Sarn is correct. The term guy use is called kino. I dunno about hands meaning what p'sarn said. But most guys start kino on the arms, shoulders,neck,back, and then to the other sensitive. It's a test to see if she's OK with him touching. It then escalate. Sorry writing from my phone...
  251. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    Wanted to write something deep today.  I think I was inspired by Ellie Glouding - on my mind but mine is a bit different from her.  Way different but I liked the flow from her song so I decided to just let it flow.  Enjoy.  Soft,simple, and heartfelt.  Light to the touch.    And my heart don't...
  252. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    I wanted to write a vampire theme tonight but it didn't turn out so well cuz it was too lovely dovely.  hehehe.  Anywho, I went with an exorcist style theme tonight.  I wish Thai scary movies were this good.  I just don't get that scared when I watch them.  The new ones just seems like they were...
  253. CTR

    White Lotus

    “Over here guys,” yelled Fernando, as he held a dying scientist in his hand.    “Can’t you tell us what happened here?” asked Tim.   The scientist had blood coming out of his mouth and deep wound on his right shoulder.  “They’re here,” he lets out a grasp.  “You must stop them before our world...
  254. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    This is my first halloween poem of the year.  I added a little suspense to it.  I wanted to flow like Edgar Allan Poe but at the end, I added my own twist to it. hahaha.  Live free and enjoy life.  Don't worry about the littiest things in life.  Don't worry be happy.     This was on the night of...
  255. CTR

    For me, I just go outside for a walk to clear my mind. Then I the hit the gym hard just to...

    For me, I just go outside for a walk to clear my mind. Then I the hit the gym hard just to drain those extra energy. As I have gotten older, I just laugh those off especially from my relatives. For me, I just can't let those small things bother me any more.
  256. CTR

    So it's that time of the month huh? Backing away slowly. J/K Just punch somebody in the gut...

    So it's that time of the month huh? Backing away slowly. J/K Just punch somebody in the gut and they'll knock it off.
  257. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    Today, I just took some time to write something from the heart.  It's not about love; well, not that kind any way.  It's a brotherly love to a sister in Christ.  I just think GOD inspired me to write it down.  My faith is an essential part of who I am.  I might joke around a lot but deep down...
  258. CTR

    White Lotus

    Thanks.  They are at the complex now and it will get interesting to say the least.  It's a research center that's for sure.  For what, we don't know yet.  So stay tune.  Trying to be more descriptive so everyone can get a better picture of what it is.        There was a chill in the air as they...
  259. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    Just enjoying life at the moment.  No matters what is going on, you got to keep plugging along.  Enjoy the littlest things in life and the bigger problems doesn't seem that bad.  The beautiful fall colors are so lovely.  I just feel like the detours were a way of making me stronger as a person. ...
  260. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    Something inspirational from the street :)   I wanna bring sophsication to the street I want them to hear the beat/ so forget the weed There are many roads one could take /to succeed You gotta learn to read and write/ to proceed Write your goals down, most plans start with a seed They might be...
  261. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    Just having some fun today.  I wrote something light but it turned out to be some kind of rap battle.  Could be cuz I was listening to some MC battle this afternoon. Haha.  Took some time off from writing my book today to just having fun with my poetry.  Can't wait cuz I am just about done. ...
  262. CTR

    White Lotus

    yes, it is.  The ending might be as well.  Oh wait, I can't give away the ending now.  hehehehehe.  Now, the conclusion is near as they will be going to Silicon Valley.  You can see the changes in Fernando and Tim as the novel unfolded as they are the two main in here.       Fernando went into...
  263. CTR

    When you pull yourself back a bit from life You begin to see things at a different perspective...

    When you pull yourself back a bit from life You begin to see things at a different perspective You begin to appreciate little things you haven't before You begin to enjoy the journey even though it has been a struggle Sometimes, unaswered wishes are a good things The detours you have to take are...
  264. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    I wanted to write something light and soft to the touch today.  Just wanted to keep it simple and elegant.     Two fishes swim in an ever changing World Facing countless obstacles left unspoken One is a lovely Mandarinfish While, the other is an Atlantic Salmon from the abyss At first, there...
  265. CTR

    White Lotus

    A battle ensue between the two former friends.  Gordon bought every tricks and techniques he had learned from the grandmaster and as he was able to deliver a knockout blow to Wang, Gordon begins to notice a sharp pain coming from his chest.  In a panic to ward off the multitude of punches from...
  266. CTR

    I'm I dunno. I'm gonna need specific example of that.

    I'm I dunno. I'm gonna need specific example of that.
  267. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    A fair and balance poem.  Not too lovely dovey but let's just be honest, let's just be real, I'm being realistic here.    Let's just be honest, let's just be real Yeah let's just be honest, let's just be real Let's just be honest, we all know the deal So let's just be honest, this is how I feel...
  268. CTR

    Sorry, wrong condo. I think I've seen your hubby escorting someone downstairs a few minutes...

    Sorry, wrong condo. I think I've seen your hubby escorting someone downstairs a few minutes ago. hehe.
  269. CTR

    If my coach looks this nice, I'mma have to come to practice everyday then. hehee. J/K

    If my coach looks this nice, I'mma have to come to practice everyday then. hehee. J/K
  270. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    Chapter 1   It seems like it was just yesterday I was on stage giving a short Simple speech on my graduation day Started from the bottom But I came out on top I was the class Valedictorian and I thought I just couldn't be stop It was hard to be humble when you thought you were the creme of the...
  271. CTR

    White Lotus

    Wang Luofuo was furious but he had one card up his sleeve.  Mariana was three month pregnant at that time and Wang knew the child was his and not Gordon.  It was as if he was playing poker and he was relying on the cards to haste out a victory at the end.  But at the end, his three of a kind was...
  272. CTR

    Just wanna look good for the ladies Ja. lol. They're small meals as I want to keep my...

    Just wanna look good for the ladies Ja. lol. They're small meals as I want to keep my metabolism in full gear.
  273. CTR

    I like buffet but I don't plan on going to them anymore cuz I end up over eating. I'm trying...

    I like buffet but I don't plan on going to them anymore cuz I end up over eating. I'm trying to get back to being cut like last year. So I'm eating like good meals like every four hours with high quality protein.
  274. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    Decided to go back to my roots.  No more lovely dovey poems but more of a street feel.  Hope to be in contact with a couple of publishing houses by the end of the month.   Uh, I like where I'm at But I got a long way to go Have a lot to give But definitely have more to show Taking time to...
  275. CTR

    Vacation in Thailand

      Yeah, my family got properties that as well.  Haven't been to Chang Mai myself yet.   If your fam have their own money than you can save a lot.  I'm still surprise you not going to make it rain in one of the malls in BKK.   :weee:
  276. CTR

    Vacation in Thailand

      You're not gonna make it rain over there?  :P  J/K   It depends where you wanna stay, what kind of food you wanna eat, what kind of places you wanna see, etc.  If you're staying in BKK then it's going to be more expensive let say if you're in the Isaan region.   
  277. CTR

    Good Relationship Articles

    My sister sarn, you gotta be careful a bit. As we get older, especially women in our society, they are not value as let say someone in their early 20s. A lot of men can get away with because they can showers some of these young girls with gifts, money,etc. The Indian doctor just doesn't have...
  278. CTR

    Good Relationship Articles

        Rich old ladies only get the young ones because those kind are there for the money.  "Sugar mommas that what they called them I think.  I.E Demi Moore was very pretty buy her marriage to Ashton Kurcher only lasted when he upgraded with Mila Kunis.  There was a saying I heard from my mom.  An...
  279. CTR

    White Lotus

    The results are in.  I'm adding a backstory as to why it happened the way it did.  I can't wait until Saturday cuz it gotta be a busy day for me for sure.    The story won't end this Saturday but they will be in Chaos' headquarter and you'll get an idea of what his plans are.  Lots of things to...
  280. CTR

    No,no. I'm not that good Ja. A lot of poems don't rhyme at all. Lots of tell tell a story...

    No,no. I'm not that good Ja. A lot of poems don't rhyme at all. Lots of tell tell a story or paint a picture.
  281. CTR

    Help: how to reset PC to factory setting?

      Make sure you have the latest driver for your soundcard.  Who is the manufacture?  You can go to their website to see if you have the latest driver.    - Make sure you update all the security setting from Windows - Have a good firewall and Antivirus - Backup cleaner just in case.    - I do a...
  282. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    My favorite Christian rapper at the moment.  Andy Mineo.  I love his positive outlook on life.  A lot of times, we're just battling to believe in our ability and not believing in ourselves.  Fan buys ticket to watch players play.  Players play the game and win the game.  So stop being a fan and...
  283. CTR

    Poetry shouldn't be about talent. It should be about expressing oneself to the fully. Besides...

    Poetry shouldn't be about talent. It should be about expressing oneself to the fully. Besides, look at me, I tend to write almost the same thing over and over.
  284. CTR

    You need to write more poems.

    You need to write more poems.
  285. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    Man, I'm feeling better today.  I've been battling the flu for the past couple of days and I'm starting to feel a little better today.  That's why I was so tired and restless yesterday.  Finally, I was able to get some workout in today.  I usally try to get four workout in a week.  Anywho, I...
  286. CTR

    Why are people so obsessed over stars they will never meet?

    I always try to stay even keeled About all the things that I feel No need to scream or squeal Gotta know what's fake and real No need to be mad or conceal The madness inside your head Cuz that's not so ideal   Support your favorite but be respectful Don't use vulgar it's not very tasteful It's...
  287. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    Every heart sings a song, incomplete, until another heart whispers back. Those who wish to sing always find a song. At the touch of a lover, everyone becomes a poet. -  Plato   Even the strongest guys with steel wall have insecurities.  Because we are all human and we all feel a bit of it once...
  288. CTR

    I do legs up on the pull up bar. I have tried to add 5 lbs to it as well. But the past week...

    I do legs up on the pull up bar. I have tried to add 5 lbs to it as well. But the past week haven't gotten any work out in due to being sick with the flu.
  289. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    I saw this somewhere so I decided to injected some CTR flavor into it.  Classic 90's R&B tune I think I heard somewhere.  Thanks the lord for answering my prayer cuz it was not  1,10,100 ----> but 1 million % better.  :heart:   That's all I gotta say.  :ph34r:    Lastly, I can't wait to debut my...
  290. CTR

    White Lotus

    Yes, we shares many qualities in life.  :) Twists are what make stories interesting and keep readers guessing.  The results does not tell the truth to what Chaos did to Kate.  You'll find out when Tim and Fernando descends on Chaos' headquarter.  That is the last surprise in here.  It will be...
  291. CTR

    I know a lot of people out there scared they're gone die A couple of them thinking they'll be...

    I know a lot of people out there scared they're gone die A couple of them thinking they'll be livin' in the sky But while I'm here livin' man I gotta ask why, what am here fo' I gotta figure out Waste my life No I gotta make it count. Lacrae - Don't waste your life
  292. CTR

    They do say children are always truthful. It's either black or white to them. :)

    They do say children are always truthful. It's either black or white to them. :)
  293. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    Haven't been updating my novel since I been busy with work .  ER has been busy all week but I found a little of time to write a simple one today.  Well, I wrote it in cursive but our forum doesn't have it.      I'm not gonna be the flashest guy in the street But I'll be the realist guy you'll...
  294. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    So I did a little experiment and the results are pretty conclusive.  I didn't know I had secret readers on here.  Interesting.  Yo secret reader(s).  Thanks for checking out my poetry and awful writing in here.  My writings are just a collection of things I draw inspiration from.  My emotions...
  295. CTR

    White Lotus

    Well, one secret has just be revealed or close to being revealed.  Originally, I did not have this in my outline but I felt like this would add more meaning and add some intrigue into the story itself.  This will definitely boost the story big time when I do write the second book to this titled...
  296. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    Hey guys and gals.  I've been listening to a new artist that have been underappreciated in my view.  I been channeling Petch Saharat as I have been contemplating on how to write a sad part of my novel towards the ending.  Petch is an Isaan singer who blends a nice mixture of Thai and Lao in his...
  297. CTR

    White Lotus

    It's gonna turn the story upside down.  Oh, not everyone gonna make it at the final battle as a sneak peek. 
  298. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    What is a negative? A negative is when you see the world as half emptied You gotta get rid of the feeling of jealousy and envy It's bad for body and it's not healthy It's like a carrying a big boulder and it's heavy It's a disease and it's very deadly You gotta fill your life with plenty of...
  299. CTR

    White Lotus

    Bieluvr, one surpise is coming and another will come at the end.  It will flip the story upside down.  I don't think anyone has come out with that kind of ending yet.    “But it’s not the same.  We’ve lost millions,” said Wang Luofuo, as he looks out the window in his condo in Vancouver. ...
  300. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    I wanted to write a birthday style theme today but wanted it to be more memorable and not your typical saying.  I thank GOD everyday for giving me the gift to put words together.  It took me a long time to realize the gift that he had bestowed upon me and I'm running with it.  "Blessed." :)  ...
  301. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    You can buy everything/ but you can't can't buy love (4x) All I wanna All I wanna do is (3x) Loveeeeeeeee you I've seen a couple of ones & zeros in my bank Without you my life is empty & blank I've been to Germany and Switzerland England, Finland, and the netherland Trek empty handed all on my...
  302. CTR

    White Lotus

    Bieluvr, I'm taking a break from my Confession thread so I can concentrate on finishing this thread very soon.    “Um…I don’t think I should stay here, said Kate, as she was ashamed to ever show her to face Tim and Brianna ever again.  “I don’t want to cause any more misunderstanding between...
  303. CTR

    I don't even edit my writing on here. As I am writing it as a rough draft so don't be scared and...

    I don't even edit my writing on here. As I am writing it as a rough draft so don't be scared and post away.
  304. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    Was inspired today after listening to in da club from Usher.     In da Club   I love all the sweet melody that you bring It makes me wanna get up to you & sing We can dance under the shimmering moonlight Shake your head, move your body from left to right We can grind it down low All the fellas...
  305. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    Your true treasure   The ultimate treasure is not what you don't have It's what you have and what you have yet to give You gotta a lot to give & a world of wonder to create It's not about the material goods you have accumulated Speak the language of love and not the language of hate Shine your...
  306. CTR

    White Lotus

    After Fernando and Ayumi have left for their rendezvous in Chicago, Uncle Jin, Lei, and Benny rushed to Mitchell International airport to pick up Kate.  The Lintao and Kate had been waiting patiently for an hour before Uncle Jin’s arrival.  They all looked worn out, tired, but were in good...
  307. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    The lord has given me a lifetime pass.   What if you are the one for me? I can't let the love of my life pass me be. You and I are like peanut butter and jelly Mi amor, my baby, my lady, my all n all ya habibi :heart: :heart: :heart: I don't need a goddess or someone like aphrodite Just a...
  308. CTR

    I've seen that movie before in the heck of the wood. The guy was just using the hunger of the...

    I've seen that movie before in the heck of the wood. The guy was just using the hunger of the cougar so he can just be lazy and live off of her income. After like two or three years, he cheated with a younger girl. I have seen the same episode three or four times where I've live.
  309. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

      Check out this video on Youtube on "Tony Robbins create a new story." start at 21:15 - 26:40.   :)
  310. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    Maybe, you need to play hard to get a little bit.  Change your game up.  Change your style up.  Stop being the hunter be the hunted.  :)  Step out of your comfort zone and visit different venues.  Good luck. :)   If you come on too strong a lot of guys can sense it.  I have done a good amount of...
  311. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    I'm in a playful mood lately so I just let my mind roar free again.  I've added a chorus by Costi & Faydee by their song Beautiful Girls.   Yeah, just close your eyes I want you just to visualize Just let our love synchronize Two hearts in one symbolize Our souls connect legitiimize Past lives...
  312. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    I wanna...   I wanna be free Soar higher than the Redwood trees I wanna buzz around like the honey bees I wanna be like Perseus conquering the seven seas I wanna be like Odysseus fighting in the Odyssey I wanna be like Hercules crushing his enemies I'm speaking about it metaphorically I wanna...
  313. CTR

    White Lotus

    Gotta find out at the end.  I can't reveal it.  It goes with what Chaos is trying to do in this whole novel.   Tim did have a vision inside the cave with the Taoist.       Green, yellow, orange, and red foliage dotted the Wisconsin landscape as autumn was officially underway.  The sea of golden...
  314. CTR

    There is no perfect relationship because all of them requires a great deal of work...

    There is no perfect relationship because all of them requires a great deal of work. http://www.16personalities.com/free-personality-test
  315. CTR

    Personally, I think it's all about mind frame. A lot of people get marry when they are not...

    Personally, I think it's all about mind frame. A lot of people get marry when they are not ready in life. They raced to get marry because they see other people around them do it. We as people need to explore who we are as individual. Get to know the people indepth before making that life...
  316. CTR

    White Lotus

    The police sirens could be heard in the distance as Frank and his men made their way out of the alley.  A sense of disappointment came over Frank as he and his men made their way back to Wang Luofuo’s compound.  He did his best to save Kate but his best was not good enough today.  Various...
  317. CTR

    It took me a few months but I had the luxury of moving in with my mom again just to sort things...

    It took me a few months but I had the luxury of moving in with my mom again just to sort things out. I wish you luck in what journey you decide to take. We've been put here for a reason. The question is is why? The answer is different for everyone of us. It's different for me and you. Yet it is...
  318. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    I admit, this might not be my best work but it's the most meaningfulness I have ever written.  Everyone of us is special and we are all conceived due to a labor of love.  We need to show more compassion and love for one another.  This world truly need it.      Dear Ya Habibi,   Your craving...
  319. CTR

    Failing to get your goals gives you your destiny. Why are you here? What are you here to do...

    Failing to get your goals gives you your destiny. Why are you here? What are you here to do? What are you here to become? Or create? To Give?
  320. CTR

    I was in your shoes last year and early this year. I gave up a good job and then turned down a...

    I was in your shoes last year and early this year. I gave up a good job and then turned down a management job from a fortune 500 company. I don't make as much as before but I am much happier. And now I am pursuing my dream.
  321. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    No problem Peace. Just give me a shout where ever you post it. :)
  322. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    Went with the Little Red Riding Hood style with a twist today.     Love is on her mind.   Love is on her mind And she craving a Luv that is one of a kind..... Deeper than the ocean and brighter than sunshine But She'll break your heart if you go in blind She a flirt so get in line if you wanna...
  323. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    Bieluvr, I knew about them since my mom watched their lakorn a few months ago.  Do we have anymore?  Any other sisters that look a like?  I know Ploy cherman has a sister but they're way to old for the role.    I'm craving a n'eak with versatilely in mind.  Maybe they'll fit but I gotta see...
  324. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

     There's probably someone better than me on here.  Thanks though.  :)   You know what I was thinking today?  I wanted to write a real style Thai lakorn but with better script and story telling than the one I've seen on TV with my mom.  I have an outline but I'm waiting until White Lotus is...
  325. CTR

    Confessions

    The sparkling necklace caught the eyes of Abby as it was the loveliest and angelic thing she had ever saw in her life.  It was something about the necklace that was majestic as pure light started emanating from it.  Abby could be feel great peace, great joy, and great love as she reached over...
  326. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    One Moment In Time   Just one moment in time Let the music roll between you and I Feel the passion the sparkles between our eyes This lover affair is bigger than we both realize It's hard to capture it's hard to conceptualize Just one moment in time I wanna feel your warm & love by my side I...
  327. CTR

    White Lotus

    This is part of the original plot and time line.  The last surprise will happen at the end.  Sarn, it is not what you think.  This can mean one or two things.  :rockon:  :yes:       The rundown building was tucked away in an alley in the industrial part of town where it wouldn’t draw attention...
  328. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    I just wanted to write something sad not because I'm sad or anything.  I just wanted to change it up and let it flow.  As an artistic person, I want to explore other realms of emotions.  I took part of it from Pure Pleazure White Dove.  :bopping:  :rockon:  :heart:   I have one more written but...
  329. CTR

    White Lotus

    I was very busy this week so I couldn't really update White Lotus like I usually do.  But anywho, here it is.  Oh, there will be two twists at the end.  Hahahahaha.  It will turn the story a little upside down.  No one knows it yet.  :dance1: :weee:  I just thought about it today so this twist...
  330. CTR

    I hate reading and writing what doesn't draw my interest. I had to force myself to do it in...

    I hate reading and writing what doesn't draw my interest. I had to force myself to do it in college. :(
  331. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    Don't change who you are Mi Amor C......, C...... esta bonita I just wanna give U a shout out Ja Smile so bright like no other senorita Many roses but none quite just like ya Even when she eating candies in black and white Like folgers which makes you fresh and light Like a field of one...
  332. CTR

    That's very creepy. I have learned not to do that. If I was interested in a girl, I'll go up...

    That's very creepy. I have learned not to do that. If I was interested in a girl, I'll go up and talk to her now. I know it hard especially being introvert like myself.
  333. CTR

    Confessions

    Bieluvrs, I think next weekend, I will get into the background of the fallen ones even more and what the Nephilims are up to.  Do the vampires and werewolves get a long?  Lenny's background is interesting.  So I have disclosed that he was once an angel by the side of the Archangel Michael.  So...
  334. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    That's why we need to see you write.  :)     I was about to write one of my stories today but I could not stop these two poems from coming out.  I think it's a gift from the divine as he has been flooding me with vivid words and inspiration.  Here it goes.  Just something very genuine and from...
  335. CTR

    Glad he is out. It is not to late to start a new chapter in life.

    Glad he is out. It is not to late to start a new chapter in life.
  336. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    I used to be able to.  I could speak my mom's language Thai, my dad's language, English, and Spanish.  My spanish isn't so good anymore since I haven't used it for a long time.  For me, I do a lot of studying about various cultures from around the world.  I want to trek around the world one of...
  337. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    I wanted to write something upbeat today.  Three languages in one poem is enough;though, I was tempted to add a fourth.  Haha.  :)   Ya Habibi   Her winks are similar to angel's wings Her voice sounds like an angel sings Her smile must be from the cosmic It's warm, it's relaxing and hypnotic...
  338. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    We need to understand that events will occur in our lifetime. The most important thing is how we assign meaning to them.  The meaning is your.      Everyone of us is unique and special. We've been put here for a reason. The question is why? The answer is different for everyone of us.  It's...
  339. CTR

    Confessions

    Will be back with more tonight.  Gotta go somewhere.     “What’s going?” said Det. Lewis.   Trying to catch his breath, Lenny said, “The monk…the monk he is here.  Waiting inside.”   “I thought you didn’t believe he was a monk,” said Det. Lewis.   “I didn’t believe in werewolves and vampires...
  340. CTR

    White Lotus

    The press was all over the front door of the hotel as the limo carrying Wang Luofuo and Kate came to a stop in front of the hotel lobby.  As Kate step out of the limo, a wave of flashes engulfed Kate’s every footsteps.  Photographers were jockeying for position as Kate and her father was heading...
  341. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    I thought of someone else Peace but that's a secret for me.  Darn, I'm having problems posting the pic up.  I'm thinking about mi amor with that beautiful soul and hopefully I'll get to be in that secret garden someday.  :heart: :yes: :heart: :thumbsup: :ph34r:   JMali, I'm not really that...
  342. CTR

    White Lotus

    Now, this is getting interesting.  Wang got his plan.  Chaos got his plan too.  Then you have the Lintao involve as well.  Which plan(s) will work and which will not?   This was a new twist that I just thought of so I'm adding it in here for more suspense.  hehe.     “Are you all right?  Did he...
  343. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    I gotta bring an old classic to this thread.  An old tune from Jesse McCartney which bring back memories for me.    Your smile is a sneak peek to your beautiful soul And I know that you are something special Cuz your eyes, they light up on another level Who wouldn't love you who wouldn't be...
  344. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    I just wanted to write from my heart today.  I just wanted it to flow and tell mi amor that scars are part of life and that no one is perfect.  Don't waste to make energy on thinking about the negative in life but think about of the positive things in life.  Life is to short and we only live...
  345. CTR

    Confessions

    After extensive research and study.  I am going towards a different direction from TV shows and other novels that I have read about that topic.  No, it is not going to be boring but it will be a different take on the subject.  So this is brand new concept and will explain the reason why we have...
  346. CTR

    Interesting update. Thanks. I hope one day my novel could be made into a movie or lakorn.

    Interesting update. Thanks. I hope one day my novel could be made into a movie or lakorn.
  347. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    Hahaha. Can't help it.  I'm just in a lovely dovey mood lately.  :dance1: :clap: :yahoo:  Earlier this year, I was so out of it.  I think I was kind of depressed a bit because of the transition that I was going through in life.  The storms have passed and now it just good green pasture.  The...
  348. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    I drew inspiration from this quote from Shakespeare as I remembered reading about Macbeth in high school.  So I just wrote this poem out.  It didn't gel like the way I wanted it to but the meaning behind it is what matters.  :heart: :heart: :heart: :ph34r: :D   Shakespeare Quotes 31: Macbeth –...
  349. CTR

    Confessions

    No you don't.  :) I'm adding new twists and turns every time I write so you have to keep guessing where it is headed.  It is in the details as everything is a foreshadowing to everything.  It's simple but yet complex at the same time.      Bieluvrs. What do you think so far?  Didn't think I was...
  350. CTR

    White Lotus

    Yeah, it is getting interesting.  I will add more tomorrow as I work out a little more details on some of the interactions.  What will happen?  Sorry, for the short update cuz I'm working on something for the Confession thread.  I don't want Sarn to think she knows what is going on with that...
  351. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    Thanks.  I appreciate it very much.  I have two new ones today.  I was so giddy at work over it.  Ok, giddy might be the wrong word but more passionate about it.      Steady Hands   I can be that guy with the steady hands You can lean on me like no else can My love for you is a gentle touch to...
  352. CTR

    White Lotus

    I dunno Bieluvr, you'll have to find out.  I can't guarantee anything in stone cuz it will ruin the story.    Lol.  It was a flash in the moment thing.  hehe.    Just lately, I have been feeling a rush of creativity especially in the poem thread.  Thanks Bieluvr for liking my poetry.  I just...
  353. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    I like rain.  It is refreshing to the soul.  Plus, the plants need it badly here.    Have you ever had a feeling that you're draw to someone? And it isn't anything that they could have said or done? Let me take a little moment to find the right words. Something deep from the heart you haven't...
  354. CTR

    If I had to do it all over, I would have went to the trades. That's the honest truth. College...

    If I had to do it all over, I would have went to the trades. That's the honest truth. College in the US is like a scam. It's all about the money.
  355. CTR

    White Lotus

      This is getting interesting Bieluvr.  At first, I wasn't going into this direction but now I feel like the story is just coming to me.  The ending will be the same but I am adding more twists to it.  Remember, the vision Tim had in the cave with Taoist Chen about the baby? 'Foreshadowing' ...
  356. CTR

    White Lotus

    Be back with a new update tonight.  It just sadden me that people would do such a thing.  I just saw the news at BKK and it's just depressing.  I pray for those who have lost their lives and I pray for the love ones of those are still alive and injuried.  Hatred and animosity is not a way to...
  357. CTR

    That's awful.

    That's awful.
  358. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    I had a great inspirational moment today while watching a video on Youtube.  So here it goes.  I can hear the spanish guitar in the background while cruising down the French Riveria.  We need more people in this thread.  I hope Sarn put a poem in or two.   :rockon:     Yo, I'm gotta slow it down...
  359. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    Snapping turtles that's what that reminded me off. lol.  :yes:  I have more written but I will share them one at a time.  Gotta make it smooth for my readers.  The first third is written by Ryohei and the other two third written by me.  I just wanted to write a more simple poem today.       ...
  360. CTR

    White Lotus

    Pretty sure genre.  I love Kard cheuk also.  I just added Kung fu and a Western twist in it especially with the Knight Templar.  Book two will be interesting indeed.  I hope to mix more of Western mythology with Eastern ones.  Can't fully reveal it cuz it would ruin the ending to this book. ...
  361. CTR

    White Lotus

    Be back with more tonight.  I have to do some research on some of the fighting style.  I want to be realistic as possible in terms of the fighting methodology.  Oh, I might add the whereabout of Kate and Frank later too.      The grace, the truth, the love, and the lesson in life are all...
  362. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    Bieluvr, I'll back with a White Lotus update tonight.  This one was from my own experience.  Thanks everyone.     The rains came down so quickly It was during my freshman years Hearing mom on the phone in tears I was in shocked, my feet wobbled I fell I wanted to shout I wanted to yell I wanted...
  363. CTR

    Poems & Quotes

    This is not about me but I tried putting my shoes on a single parent for a change.  No offense to anyone.  Just wanted to write an emotional piece.  Thanks.  :)   How can you just leave? The kids are crying as they watch you leave with Steve River of tears coming down with no end no relief...
  364. CTR

    Confessions

    Sorry, cliffhanger.  :)  It will get interesting.      Lenny turned left and they turned left.  It was getting extremely irritating for Lenny but as he approaches a yellow light, he sped up to get away from the SUV.  The ensuing light had given him the distance that he wanted to enact plan...
  365. CTR

    Confessions

    Getting interesting.  Bieluvr, who are those people in the SUV?  You don't have to answer that question.  :) The story is going to get very interesting indeed.  It will trace itself to the theme of this story.  Could it be vampires?    The airport was teeming with life as people were leaving...
  366. CTR

    White Lotus

    Thanks.  It's getting there Bieluvrs.  I already have the ending in my head and it will be a shocker to all of you.  Hint, there is a reason why Slash and Hydra is in Silicon Valley.  It is not a good thing and Chaos has something up his sleeve.  So many things to come.      I'm really not a...
  367. CTR

    White Lotus

      Not at all Sarn.  The feedback I'm getting from my readers are awesome.  And I'm learning a lot about writing.   I am a writer My notepad is my canvas My pen is my brush Verbiage is my expression My emotions are layered in paragraphs
  368. CTR

    White Lotus

    Sarn and Bieluvr, I'm not taken.  It's just that a thief has stolen my heart and won't give it back.  It's a book that I can't seem to put down because of the tantalizing chapters.  I guess I was privilege enough to have the chance to read it.  I don't want to create a new chapter, I just want...
  369. CTR

    White Lotus

    Will be back with more tonight.  I had a wonderful time picturing the romannce between Ayumi and Fernando today.  I even looked at restaurant to get a feel for their atmosphere.  What an awesome looking place it was.  I wish I could dine with my love there with the beach next to our table...
  370. CTR

    Confessions

    Now, we are getting somewhere with this story.  I've added some background and a jazz of romance in this episode.   Ben told a bite of his sandwich.  “Like the book of Genesis?”   “I dunno,” she said.  “He just told me a great war is coming.”   Little did the two of them know that the war...
  371. CTR

    Confessions

    Not what you think.  Ben does have good feeling for Det. Lewis but it is more on a friendly term.  So that leaves the door open to my boy Lenny.  More background info will be reveal about all three and their beliefs.  Oh, I will reveal more of the upcoming war and the mysterious man.  Why is he...
  372. CTR

    White Lotus

      Yeah he is.  He is not polished like Fernando.  Tim is learning but he slips once in a while.  Even though, he has taken a leadership role, Tim is still a goof ball.  That is what I like about Tim, he is very down to earth.   An update on Confessions will come tonight with a bit more on the...
  373. CTR

    White Lotus

    Sarn, I have had this gift since I was a child.  Over active imagination.  I have finally decided to put my gift to good use now instead of putting towards the side.  Bieluvr, I have more surprises coming...  The scenes going to be moving to the US before the finally finish.        Frank felt a...
  374. CTR

    Confessions

    Working on something right here.  I just made an outline for this story and I'm just going to roll with it and where it takes me.  Be back with more later.   The pain, the hurt, the resentment he had towards GOD was immense.  Why did you take my mom away from me he thought?  His mom was very...
  375. CTR

    White Lotus

    Since there was a major thunderstorm and the power went off, I took the liberty of writing some poetry today as well.  Didn't wanted to put it with my confession thread since it went better with this story.  I just wanted to share it with my readers.   You wanna fall asleep And for your heart to...
  376. CTR

    White Lotus

    Sweats poured down Tim’s face and hot steam came up from his head.  It was apparent to Uncle Jin that the power inside of those medallions were too much for a single person.  He knew of one individual that would benefit from those powers – Fernando.  Fernando was reluctant to even get close to...
  377. CTR

    White Lotus

    The next day, Tim got up early in the morning and went to the local clinic to see if his broken arm had heal.  A big smile came over his face as the doctor informed him that it was as good as new.  He had lost so training time due to the injury and it had set him back from mastering Muay Boran. ...
  378. CTR

    White Lotus

    Chaos walks around Wang Luofuo as if his tongue was like a slithering serpent.  His eyes begin to growl bright red and then a cold draft came into the room.  It was as if Chaos was no longer there but a more sinister present was there with him.   “No, I will not give you my daughter,” protested...
  379. CTR

    Confessions

    Raising his sword up high, the angel said, “The lord is sending you a helper.”       “Your lineage is what set you apart.”   Just like a flash of lightning, the angel vanished filled Lenny with an aurora of happiness in his heart.  It was the first time that he had felt peace inside of himself. ...
  380. CTR

    White Lotus

    Ayumi became confused and suspicious of these sly statements from Fernando.  Where was all of this coming from?  Was the real Fernando subconsciously trying to reach her?  Was he trying to comfort and relief her of her worries of him?  Even if he doesn’t remember a thing in the past, Fernando...
  381. CTR

    Confessions

    Bieluvr, I've added a new twist to the story.  Yes, there were werewolves but this won't be a normal tale of the fable werewolves from TV or other novels that are out there.  This is a new retelling of the origin of various night creatures.   :ph34r:  :P   More characters to come.  Stay tune.  I...
  382. CTR

    White Lotus

      :)  Sarn, the Confession story is not what you think.  If you think it is about werewolves, you are wrong. hehe.  :rockon: :yes:  I have yet to introduce more characters and tell about the whole background of it.    Drips, drips, and drips as the whipping rain fell on them vertical and...
  383. CTR

    White Lotus

    Bieluvr, another big reveal is coming.  Is Brianna's father the...?  Can Fernando accept it if he is?  How will Ayumi feel?   :yes:     The two of them slept side by side in perfect unison as yacht made its made towards Phuket.  Ayumi dreamt about sitting underneath the tropical coconut tree...
  384. CTR

    White Lotus

    Brianna carefully picked up the cross and examined it in the light.  “This cross belongs to my family.  It is passed from father to daughter or mother to daughter.”  She walks toward her purse and took out the same Celtic cross that Ayumi was in possession of.    “How, where did you get the...
  385. CTR

    Confessions

    White Lotus will be updated tonight so stay tune.  Big time reveal too. haha.  Bieluvr, I was thinking about a younger generation actress because Det. Lewis is very fit and very athletic.  The person got to do some action sequences too. :)  Someone like @ kattrinnaya   Ben is a little more...
  386. CTR

    Confessions

    Sarn, this is my short story section.  I'm been busy lately with work so I haven't had time to update.  Bieluvr, Det. Lewis is my main character with Lenny and Ben.  As you noticed, Lenny and Ben are the same person.  But their personalities are so different.  Will be getting into the...
  387. CTR

    What's your religion?

    Everyone of us got freewill without freewill one would not be accountable for one's action in life. Let say in reincarnation,where are the extra souls coming from? Since the beginning of time, the population of the earth has been increasing. So reincarnation said bad people are supposed to...
  388. CTR

    White Lotus

    Bang, Bang, and bang as the bullets flew past the truck. Lei did his best to swerve away from the pursuit of the Red Dragon as Ayumi returns fire.   “They’re hot on our tails,” said Ayumi as she made a call to Tim.  “I hope you have another plan.” “Um…Yeah, I have another plan,” Tim lied.  What...
  389. CTR

    Confessions

    “Approximately what time?”   “Um…I think it was around 9:30 P.M. last night.”   Det. Lewis got up and read over her notes.  “Then you were the last one to see her.”   Clutching his hands together Ben exclaimed, “That’s now true.  Her landlady was outside smoking as she walked into her...
  390. CTR

    White Lotus

    The sweat was pouring down Ayumi’s face as she lashes her laptop onto the safe.  The digits randomly dialed back and forth before coming to the correct combination of 4-7-9-3.  And there they were, the four shining medallions laying in unison.  Ayumi carefully reaches inside the safe but her...
  391. CTR

    Confessions

    Not what everyone is thinking. Muahhhahahaa.   The howling of a pack of Coywolf rumbles throughout the Mid-Atlantic night as their preys duck for cover.  The cracking of branches and swooshing of the leaves as they ransacked through a rickety old barn.  A rodent here, a rodent there, and a...
  392. CTR

    White Lotus

    Inside their cleaning bags were a listening devices, couple of pistols, a couple hand of grenades, and a mini-laptop to unlock any special rooms.  If they were caught, they would surely face an uncertain death.  Ayumi and Lei meticulously swept through each room looking to see if any safe were...
  393. CTR

    Confessions

    What could the itch be from?  A werewolf bite?  A vampire bite? Or none of the above?  Or could it be something else?  This would will be my first attempt at a slasher/suspense type of writing.  I think Aum A can definitely play this role.  Or one of the older generation actors.  The girl is not...
  394. CTR

    White Lotus

    Sarn, I had to reveal them slowly because this is a three part novel.  You'll be surprise at the end of this one.  Bieluvr, you're very close.  I think I'll make the other story a little longer in my confession thread.  I have a good idea about the story now.      “Excellent.”  Chaos’ eyes glow...
  395. CTR

    Confessions

    One, two, three, and four sheets of paper crumbled onto the ground as Ben succumbs to his frustration.  It was not like he was a novice as an artist but there was something that he just couldn’t put his finger on that bothering him.  Was it his new paint set? Nope.  Was it the girl next to him...
  396. CTR

    Confessions

      Hello, everyone, this is where I will post all of my short stories from now on.  Be warned, it will contain some explicit and implicit work of mine.  This is where I will let my imagination flow.  So stay tune.  Sarn, please share it with your friend who is a writer. 
  397. CTR

    White Lotus

    To all my readers, I will be creating another thread for my short stories title "Confessions" soon.  That will be where all of my short stories will go.  This thread is for White Lotus only.  Cheers.  Tomorrow, I will reveal a major part of the story here so stay tune.  It will have everything...
  398. CTR

    White Lotus

    Sarn. You have to pay attention to the type of guy in the short story. I can write it more in-depth and different languages but that would alter the mood in that scene. Different type of female requires different type of attention. :) It was overnight escapade for the guy in the story. His...
  399. CTR

    White Lotus

    Pop, pop, pop as she torn my white shirt open exposing my skin.  I can feel her saliva as she kiss me gentle on my cheek, then my neck, and onto my chisel body.  With one hand, she unbuckles my belt and pant slid down to the floor.  I can tell that she wanted it rough and this bull was going to...
  400. CTR

    White Lotus

    To all of my readers, this is not part of White Lotus.  So if you don't want to read it then please skip it.  This is a short story for Sarn and a few others.    t was the 4th of July and alcohol was running through every veins in my body.  The thought of finding employment through this tough...
  401. CTR

    Check the update.

    Check the update.
  402. CTR

    White Lotus

    will be back with more.  Just gotta take a break.   The hands on the clock in the guest house that Tim and Benny was staying felt like it was moving so fast.  Yet at the same time, Tim felt like he was pounding sands for all of the efforts that he had put into in finding Brianna and Uncle Jin. ...
  403. CTR

    White Lotus

    Bieluvr, you'll have to stay tune.  Things are not what they seem.  Kate doesn't know everything either.  How will Tim be able to rescue Brianna and Uncle Jin?  I was tempted to add a juicy scene just for Sarn but this is not the novel to do it.  I wanted to keep it somewhat clean and classy. :)...
  404. CTR

    White Lotus

    Bieluvr, more interesting tidbits are coming soon.  Will Tim be able to get Brianna, her father, and Uncle Jin out?  When will Ayumi arrive to help Tim?  Or will she messes up the whole operation?   Thanks   danounagirl for reading.  I'm not the best but I am learning everyday.   It was a...
  405. CTR

    White Lotus

    But she had to stay strong for Fernando and she would avenge the death of her father by the hand of Chaos.  Ayumi laid Fernando’s head on the soft pillow on the sofa as the phone rang.  It was Tim just as the clock was about to hit the one hour mark. “You’re on time,” said Ayumi. “We can’t talk...
  406. CTR

    The Monsters Within: The Heart of Darkness (Volume 1)

      Can she help me in the future?  Not yet cuz I've just about 2/3 of the book done.  Plus, I have to do some revision and editing.  Though, we write different genre, I think her help would greatly help an inspiring writer like myself.  :)
  407. CTR

    White Lotus

    Sarn, I do a lot of research on the subject that I write.  I did a large amount of research on Muay Boran, Chinese Kung Fu, British and Irish Slang, and some Japanese words for Ayumi.  I want to be very authentic as possible.  The huge amount of action is due to this story being an...
  408. CTR

    Your probably not getting that deep rem sleep. I have to remind my mom of that as well...

    Your probably not getting that deep rem sleep. I have to remind my mom of that as well. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Bo68TiODXeY
  409. CTR

    Make sure to get your 6 to 8 hrs of sleep. Lack of sleep leads to alzheimer's according to a...

    Make sure to get your 6 to 8 hrs of sleep. Lack of sleep leads to alzheimer's according to a new study.
  410. CTR

    White Lotus

    Sarn, I'm not a female.  :) :clap:   Bieluvrs, I really feel like this is his time.  When a caterpillar goes into a cocoon and transform into a beautiful butterfly.  His back is against the wall and Fernando is MIA.  Well, I'll describe what is going on with Fernando tomorrow.  You'll be...
  411. CTR

    White Lotus

    The ventilator was going up and down as the doctor monitor Tim’s vital sign as he was under anesthesia.  Carefully and meticulously, the doctor removed the two bullets that were lodged inside of his stomach.  The cramp and tiny underground clinic was the safest place for Tim to recover from his...
  412. CTR

    White Lotus

    You'll have to find out.  Not just Tim but Fernando too.  I've changed the Tokyo location to Shinjuku Gyoen Park.  It took me a while to word things the way I wanted it to.          The shots rocked Tim back towards the edge of the port.  Blood was gushing out of his wounds as the bullets...
  413. CTR

    Failing to get your goals gives you your destiny. God's delays are not God's denial. Unless you...

    Failing to get your goals gives you your destiny. God's delays are not God's denial. Unless you give up of course. If you don't do your part then whatever you envision will not come to be. You can't control events but you can control what things mean to you.
  414. CTR

    Sarn, it depends if a particular person is comfortable describing those type of scenes. It's...

    Sarn, it depends if a particular person is comfortable describing those type of scenes. It's not my type of genre so I won't even touch it. Aikoden,this is the most I have ever written and I'm loving it. I let the story come to me.
  415. CTR

    White Lotus

    Cranes were loading shipping containers big and small on cargo ships as they waited for the Red Dragon to arrive.  Out in the distance, a mid- size boat slowly approaches the Kwai Tsing Container Terminals.  The black and red marking on the side of the boat confirmed Brianna’s suspicion.    “If...
  416. CTR

    White Lotus

    Will Kate help her father or betray them all?  knowing there are no mistakes.  Knowing every little things you do has consquences.  The Red Dragon's plans are unfolding nicely here.  There will be some tragic moments in here.  How will Kate's father separate Uncle Jin from Tim to further weaken...
  417. CTR

    White Lotus

    No problem.  I've just been busy with my new work schedule to update regularly on the weekdays but on the weekend, I'll update everyday.  I'm altering my roadmap for this story a bit.  I thought of it when I was in the office yesterday.  I think it will run smoother than before.  Plus, it will...
  418. CTR

    “Live life fully while you're here. Experience everything. Take care of yourself and your...

    “Live life fully while you're here. Experience everything. Take care of yourself and your friends. Have fun, be crazy, be weird. Go out and screw up! You're going to anyway, so you might as well enjoy the process. Take the opportunity to learn from your mistakes: find the cause of your problem...
  419. CTR

    “Commit to CANI! – Constant And Never-ending Improvement.” – Tony Robbins

    “Commit to CANI! – Constant And Never-ending Improvement.” – Tony Robbins
  420. CTR

    White Lotus

    “So, you’re the one Fernando was referring to,” said Ayumi.   “You don’t have to be afraid of me, laughed Brianna. “Only Fernando.”   Fernando walked over to Brianna and whispered.    “What happened over? He looks like he has lost a lot of weight.”   “He hasn’t been eating much since the...
  421. CTR

    Because something hasn't happen right away doesn't mean it not going to happen. It's a test of...

    Because something hasn't happen right away doesn't mean it not going to happen. It's a test of how committed are you.
  422. CTR

    White Lotus

    Yeah Bieluvr, it is filled with mysteries. In the end, you'll piece all of it together and understand how they are all connected.  More revelations to come and I'll give a sneak peak to what the bad guys are up to.   It was going to be a tumultuous trip back home for Frank.  All of his men that...
  423. CTR

    FF Wallpapers/Poster Requests

    Aikoden, sorry to ask again.  Can you make me a second cover to the sequel of my current novel?  I'm going to call it "Rose."  I would like to have the rose blue with the focus on the rose itself and the thorns being highlighted if possible.  I would like a classic feel to it like my last...
  424. CTR

    White Lotus

    Hernandez, feel free to share it with her.  Bieluvr, I've added a few surprises in here.  I actually deviated from my original outline a bit because I feel like this was a better fit.  Plus, it would add intrigue to the sequel to this book.  What is Chaos up to?  Why is he located in the Bay...
  425. CTR

    White Lotus

  426. CTR

    FF Wallpaper/Poster Pick-Ups

    Aikoden, I'm liking the second one a lot.  It has that classic feel to it.  That's how I envision a novel would look like at the story.  I might have to ask you later on to add my real name on it when I am ready to debut it at Wattpad.   :dance1:  Thanks alot.  My sequel to this story is going...
  427. CTR

    To effectively communicate, we must realize that we are all different in the way we perceive the...

    To effectively communicate, we must realize that we are all different in the way we perceive the world and use this understanding as a guide to our communication with others. -Tony Robbins
  428. CTR

    White Lotus

    Foreshadowing it is. :) Bieluvr, you have to find your passion.  The reason why I didn't read or write for a long time was due to college.  I was forced to read and write about subjects that I had no interest in at all.  My flame was extinguish and I was out of the loop for a long time.  Writing...
  429. CTR

    White Lotus

    Haven't updated in a day or so because I just started a new job.  I'm starting very positive though because my ultimate goal is to become an author.  I just love the freedom to put my thought on paper and share exciting new world with my readers.  Take a look at the italic sentence down below...
  430. CTR

    We can't control events but we can control what things mean to us.

    We can't control events but we can control what things mean to us.
  431. CTR

    White Lotus

    “Please have a seat and make yourself at home Mr. Jacobson,” said Mr. Chai as he was examining Tim’s resume.    “I see that this is going to be your fifth job in a little over four year.  Are you going to be able to endure and complete the assignment given to you?  Because I need men like Mr...
  432. CTR

    White Lotus

    Here it is.  It's a bit descriptive that's why I left it off because I wanted to rework it some more.  I thought the prologue was kind of boring so that's why I didn't included it in the beginning.    The rain was pouring and the wind was howling as Timothy was contemplating which direction he...
  433. CTR

    White Lotus

    Tim and Kate are introverts.  Brianna, Fernando, and Ayumi are extroverts.  That's why Tim has a hard time communicating sometimes and he tries to avoid resolving any conflicts in his life.  Bieluvr, do you think I should post the prologue of this story?  I have written it down a long time ago...
  434. CTR

    White Lotus

    I'll have more in-depth conversation between Tim and Brianna tomorrow.  Plus, Taoist Chen teaches Tim about life lessons especially about dealing with failures and disappointment.  Pay attention to how Ayumi describes her family.     “What about Tim?  I’ve heard you talk about him with Uncle...
  435. CTR

    I just saw Tony Robbins Create a new story on Youtube. It was inspiring. It was very similar...

    I just saw Tony Robbins Create a new story on Youtube. It was inspiring. It was very similar to yours.
  436. CTR

    White Lotus

    Yup.  More Fernando background and more Ayumi background tomorrow as well.  There's something between Ayumi and Brianna.  And it's not what you think as in something bad between the two.  :tease:  Neither one of the girls know the secret behind their family. That's all I can give out at the...
  437. CTR

    White Lotus

    Bieluvr, the clue about Ayumi's backgroumd comes from what Fernando thought of her.  It is foreshadowing.  Remember, Ayumi is fluent in Japanese and grew up there.  However, she doesn't look full Japanese.  Can she be a Happa?  Is she investigating Brianna's father for Tokyo Sky News or she is...
  438. CTR

    White Lotus

    Bieluvr, Tim is a damaged soul.  I think he is very different from Fernando.  When he loves someone, he loves them to the fullest and that's why he is hurt so bad.  Plus, he has only been with two girls his whole life so he does not know how to handle these sort of situation.  He is insecure in...
  439. CTR

    White Lotus

    I was physically drained by writing the conflict between Tim and Brianna especially at the hotel and back at the rental house.  I tried to draw upon the sense of disappointment, betrayal, and someone who was heart broken.  I didn't know it would be exhausting to live that kind of emotion. ...
  440. CTR

    White Lotus

    On his way back to the rental house, Fernando saw members of Red Dragon in the city.  Their red and black coloring with their small dragon insignia on their skirt was a warning to those that would get in their way.    “Uncle Jin,” said Fernando as he got into the house.  “The Red Dragon they’re...
  441. CTR

    White Lotus

    This is a recap of what had happened.  I'll be back with another addition tonight.   Tim = Nadech Brianna = Matt Peeranee (She has that Northern European ancestry.  He is pretty tall and her skin is pretty pale.) Kate = She is shorter and a very sweet girl. Cunning though. Same size as Taew and...
  442. CTR

    White Lotus

    Fernando was giddy as it was game on.  “Who me?  No, I’m a gentlemen. See that guy over there looking at you.” Touching her hands, he said, “I think he wants you.”   “No, he doesn’t,” she said. “How’s your arm?”   How does she know about my arm Fernando thought to himself? “Wait, how did you...
  443. CTR

    White Lotus

    I had an fun time looking up White Crane fighting style.  I will add more of Ayumi and Fernando interaction tomorrow.  I think I'm going to have a blast writing Fernando's witty responses.  He is a playboy so I have to spice it up on him.  Must do some research on the type of lingos these alpha...
  444. CTR

    White Lotus

    I had to add some British and Irish words in hear to make it more authentic.  The fun just begun.    Kate knocked on the door of spacious room 21 and Brianna came to open it.  Brianna was shocked and in disbelief as Tim and Fernando was standing next to Kate.  Her nightmares has come true and...
  445. CTR

    White Lotus

    Bieluvr, can you guess what going to happen?  Who is Kate's father?  I got so many secrets that I can't reveal yet because I want to keep you guessing.  At the end, you will be able to connect the dot and understand why certain situations came up.   Hernandez, I'm an ok writer as I have a long...
  446. CTR

    White Lotus

    I should have picked a different location as I had a hard time describing Wudang Mountain.  However, Wudang Mountain is a very sacred in historical text and in Chinese mythology.  Who is Brianna's father? What is his agenda?      “Finally, we’re here,” said Tim.  It was a small bustling town of...
  447. CTR

    White Lotus

    After doing some sightseeing and shopping in Hong Kong, Brianna was ready to head home with Kate.  Her trip to Thailand was a mix bag.  Brianna was not able to do any archaeological work at the ruin in Nong Khai but she did met someone special in Tim.  The only way to break it to her father was...
  448. CTR

    My mother, you were always there for me My mother, giving me the care I need My mother, you...

    My mother, you were always there for me My mother, giving me the care I need My mother, you gave me wings so I could fly My mother, you shine your light through my darkest night My mother, I wanna thank you for being in my life My mother.....
  449. CTR

    White Lotus

    I had to read about Muay Boran today so I can get the proper name of some of the techniques down. It will be challenging when I will have to describe some fo the Kung Fu techniques in the future. :)    Kate and Brianna was supposed to head to Ireland but Kate asked Brianna if they could stop at...
  450. CTR

    White Lotus

    Things are getting intense.  Who is Brianna's father?  What is her secret?  Does Kate really love Tim or is there something sinister going on? Will we know more about Fernando's background? Stay tune.      The next day, the sun was bright and the sky was clear as the crystal blue ocean.  Tim...
  451. CTR

    White Lotus

    “Ladies, please excuses me.  I have to see what Fernando is up to.”            Little did Tim know, there was a mini-battle going on between Kate and Brianna over who was going to conquer Tim’s heart.  Employer versus employee.  All is fair in love and war.   “Fernandooo. Oh. Hi Uncle Jin.”  ...
  452. CTR

    [Ch3] Kol Kimono (Broadcast Thai)

        That is the typical Thai lakorn.  Almost everyone one of them that I have seen, they always protray the Japanese women wearing Kimono.  Japanese women today don't even wear things like that.  Their culture is more vibrant than that.  It so stereotypical.  It's like the writers from these...
  453. CTR

    White Lotus

    Going to be making at least one more post after this. Bieluvr, Thai lakorn don't take the time to build the chemistry between their Pra-nang.  And then they drag on it toward the middle and the ending is so rush.  There is no suspense in their lakorns anymore.  I have a thought about a sequel...
  454. CTR

    White Lotus

    Who is Wang Luofu?  Did Fernando recover from his injuries yet?    It was during the downfall of the Heaven and Earth Society that one its branches sprung up to form the Red Dragon.  Instead of contributing to the social wellbeing of society, they built an underground networks based on...
  455. CTR

    White Lotus

    Be back later tonight with another post.  Who is Brianna? What is her past?  Who is her father?   Who are the Red Dragon?     “Strike the banana tree with foot,” said Uncle Boonmee.  “Then with your shins, knees, elbows, and fists.”   “If you thought yesterday was tough, today will be even...
  456. CTR

    FF Wallpapers/Poster Requests

      Take your time.  I'm a long way from finishing my novel.  At the moment, I'm on page 46 out of 280.   
  457. CTR

    White Lotus

    I would Bieluvr if I can read or write Thai.  Tomorrow, Tim and Brianna will go to Bangkok to join Fernando and Uncle Jin.  What is Brianna's secret though?  Will Tim be heartbroken?  What is Kate's secret?  Who is Ayumi?  What is her past?  What is the Red Dragon?  Who is running the Demonic...
  458. CTR

    White Lotus

    Enjoy. :dance2:    Tomorrow, I'll add more fast moving scenes as today was about trying to build more chemistry between Tim and Brianna.  I so want to write a script for one of the lakorn companies because lately I have not been to happy with their ending.    “Tim, where are you?” said Brianna...
  459. CTR

    White Lotus

    This is what had happened to Fernando on the temple ruin.  Will we get more interaction between Fernando and Ayumi?  We'll see.  Will she end up with him who knows? Why are the female leads so secretive?  :)  :tease: :ph34r:   Death and destruction was everywhere.  The blood soaked bodies of the...
  460. CTR

    White Lotus

    Today was a little rough as I had to do some research on Muay Boran.  Fitting the timeline was a bit tricky but I got it done.  :)  I'm adding more background to the story so it will keep moving along.      “I’ll see you at Uncle Boonmee’s house when you’re done.”    Tim made his way up to...
  461. CTR

    White Lotus

    It took me a while to write this scene because I wanted to be authentic as possible in describing an Isaan village.  How they live and their lifestyle.  I'm going to pepper the Pra-nang with more sweet scenes so they can develop more chemistry together.  So stay tune.  :)   They headed towards...
  462. CTR

    White Lotus

      Fernando is an extrovert who is very sly with the ladies.  He likes to drink alochol and have a good time.  I think he is missing the warm and love of a real family because his parents were murdered.  Growing up in the society did not help him either as they raised him up almost as an...
  463. CTR

    [Ch7] Mai Sin Rai Fai Sawart (Daravideo)

        Poorly written script.  The writer put the flame out of this lakorn after it got off to a good start.  You can't arrest someone based on he/she said.  I just felt like the writer didn't do her research on how the rule of laws work.  Instead of moving the story along, it has become a...
  464. CTR

    FF Wallpapers/Poster Requests

        Yeah.  You can use the example right there.  Just the sword please.  :rockon:   Once I get everything in order and do more editing, I'll post my work on Wattpad and credit you for the cover.  :D
  465. CTR

    White Lotus

      Kim is would be perfect for this role.  I've switched her name to Ayumi because it sounded smoother.  Will be adding more to this post.    “This is it,” he thought.  “She is the one.”  Fernando’s eyes sprinkles as if he was hit by fairy dust.     Fernando decided not to impede on their...
  466. CTR

    FF Wallpapers/Poster Requests

    Aikoden, I would like a book cover for my novel that I'm writing at the moment.  Please include a chinese male long sword (blue hue), a female chinese sword (Pinkish hue), and a white lotus in the back ground.  Title of novel "White Lotus."  It's not a dark novel nor is it bloodless.  The rest...
  467. CTR

    White Lotus

    Oh, pay close attention to the italic words on here.  Plenty of actions coming and Fernando background will be spilled.      As Tim went to bed, he couldn’t help but wonder what her secret was and what was she hiding from him.  Brianna was very open with him, but with Kate, there was a...
  468. CTR

    White Lotus

    After eating breakfast, they headed to the BB House Hotel to find a place to stay for the night.  Sitting on the sofa Tim thought about his mom who used to live in this province.  She would tell him stories about the countless rice fields, the harvest season, the Bon Fai Naak Festival, Bon Bang...
  469. CTR

    White Lotus

    Yeah.  :) Tim is a type of person who has to see it to believe it.  He still can't come to term with the fact that he is in a secret society now and there is no way out of it.  In the night market, you'll get to know Kate better.  In the next couple of days, I'm going to be revealing a little...
  470. CTR

    White Lotus

    I've decided to add the meat of my novel into this post.  This will give my readers a background into the story.  What Tim is reading is in Italic.      “I was just ready to freak out,” said Fernando as Tim walked in their room.    “The train at Bangkok Hualamphong is leaving in an hour.  Get...
  471. CTR

    White Lotus

    I'll be adding more to this post later on.  Even though, this is a fictional story, I try to add lots of non-fictional elements in it. I want to be realistic as possible and I want my readers to experience what the characters are experiencing. Believe or not, I do a lot of research on various...
  472. CTR

    White Lotus

    I'm giving you a big hint but trust me, there will be twists and turns.  :tease: :dance2:  I'm taking some time to develop my characters and I want to give some background on them without explicitly stating it in a way.  This is the most I have ever written so far and I'm loving it.  I know the...
  473. CTR

    White Lotus

    Yeah.  I foreshadow a lot of things in my writing.  Just remember this, people in this novel are not what you think they are.  :) I'm going to take all my readers on a fun fill journey with heartbreaking moments with twists and turns.  I will continue adding to this post until the end of the...
  474. CTR

    White Lotus

    “This is not the time to ask questions. It’s time to kick some asses.”   The three attackers rushed toward Fernando encircling him left to right.  Every time they came forward, they were repelled back by his multitude of kicks and punches.  The taxi driver launches a flying kick towards Tim...
  475. CTR

    White Lotus

    Yes, Tim is the main guy.  What I'm trying to do is give the readers a contrast between their personalities.  Fernando is the out going lady magnet and Tim is a more of a reserve introvert who is unsure of who he is and lacking in self-confidence.  Hopefully, I can paint their transformations as...
  476. CTR

    White Lotus

    This might be a fan fiction but it might just be a collection of my writing that I'm putting today for my novel.  Most if not all are rough draft as the editing comes later.  If I could cast someone to play the main protagonist, I would choose Nadech as he is very versatile in his acting.  I'm...
  477. CTR

    [Ch3] Sapai Sai Lub (Quiz & Quest)

      Wit's dad and the other mob boss had a falling out with each other.  They were the two big guys in the whole organize crime family as they have gotten rid of all of the little guys that were doing business with them.  The guy that kept visiting Wit at her shop is her father's right hand man. ...
  478. CTR

    Bucket List

    It depends if you're single or taken.  If you're an independent person like me then you'll want to do it yourself.  Here are my goals that I have set out to accomplish. :)   1.) Travel the world.  I want to see all the wonders of the world.  :weep:   2.) Write a Novel.  I am currently working on...
  479. CTR

    [Ch3] Lom Son Ruk (Feel Good)

      Hey don't go yet.  How am I going to fill in my gap in knowledge on the Thai language without you?  :cry1: I can barely survive translating the last episode on here because I don't know some of those hard words.  :teary:   You've been a great help in helping others and myself in understanding...
  480. CTR

    [Ch3] Lom Son Ruk (Feel Good)

    Ep. 14    2/9      Just starting out.  Because Pat just dropping classic lines.   Non is holding his stomach while walking about Pat. Non: Pat. Wait for me. Pat. Non: Give me a chance, for me to say the things that that I want to say, can't you? Pat: Let us end it here.  I have forgiven you...
  481. CTR

    [Ch3] Lom Son Ruk (Feel Good)

    Ep.14 1/9  Rough Translation since I'm at work. Non, Unna, Pran, Chom, and board of directors. Non: With the mounting body of evidences, do you have anymore fairy tails to narrate to us? Sinthorn: Follow...Follow.. Go Follow.   Non walks up to Pran Non: Big brother Pran, I have to go to...
  482. CTR

    [Ch3] Lom Son Ruk (Feel Good)

      Do you have a link so I can check it out?  I watch a lot of their historical dramas or it would be interesting to see their take on a Thai lakorn. 
  483. CTR

    [Ch7] Mai Sin Rai Fai Sawart (Daravideo)

      I blame this on poor script writing and like most lakorns, they are dragging it out.  Some parts does not make sense and should not be included in the lakorn in my point of view.  It just doesn't flow well in the scheme as the lakorn has lost some momentum.   
  484. CTR

    [Ch3] Lom Son Ruk (Feel Good)

        Thanks for helping these ladies on here.  :)   After rewinding that last scene over and over, I felt terrible and almost depressed after seeing Pat confronting Non.  It was like the balloon had just popped and the air (emotions) was being let out at the same time.  So I had to step away from...
  485. CTR

    [Ch3] Lom Son Ruk (Feel Good)

    Katelyn, can you continue onward after 1:16:52 unti she smashes the USB drive outside the house?  And I had a hard time wording Pat's sentence on 1:16:02 - :1:16:08.  I've tried my best in helping with a request by one of the lady on here.  Thanks again.    
  486. CTR

    [Ch3] Lom Son Ruk (Feel Good)

    Non walks in on Pat after finding out she went back to the safe.  1:14:33  Non: The thing that you're looking for is right here. Non: You're betrying me? Pat: You knowingly told me about the password because you knew that I was coming back?   Non: Then how would I know that you are betraying...
  487. CTR

    [Ch3] Lom Son Ruk (Feel Good)

      Which one?  At what time interval?  And who is talking? 
  488. CTR

    [Ch3] Lom Son Ruk (Feel Good)

    I have personally watched a couple of Yaya's lakorns and she is good; however, Taew is on another level.  I had watched Sood Tae Jai Ja Kwai Kwa when Taew was starting out and she has taken it to another level.  Her crying scenes are very natural and it doesn't seems like it is force.  In...
  489. CTR

    [Ch3] Lom Son Ruk (Feel Good)

    I just started watching ep.13.    Mor Non is not as smart as he think he is.  Pat gave him so many clues for as to why she is acting strange.  After he came home after getting beaten up, Pat underhanded or backhanded insulted him about what she had experienced.  He keeps telling her to trust...
  490. CTR

    [Ch3] Lom Son Ruk (Feel Good)

    Final Teaser. Pat walking away from Non.  Saying it in tears. Pat: Let us end things as it is.   Pat: And from this point on, you don't have to act as if "_________" and let it pass as the wind. Can't you?  I think I know what the meaning is but if Katelyn can clarify that would be awesome. ...
  491. CTR

    [Ch3] Lom Son Ruk (Feel Good)

      I'm with you on this.  People need to chill because this is just them acting.  To many people get into crazy fan mode and they lose sight of reality.  Like people squabbling over which actors/actress is good looking, perfect for this role or that, etc.  It is pointless and very tacky.  I just...
  492. CTR

    [Ch3] Sapai Sai Lub (Quiz & Quest)

      Sure.  If you need any mini translation or clarification then please free to ask.  My mom and step-dad likes this lakorn a lot since it is funny and not to serious. 
  493. CTR

    [Ch3] Sapai Sai Lub (Quiz & Quest)

      Pat eating at the restaurant and Wee and Malee walks in.  I like this scene a lot.     Pat: Oh P' Wee, do you have something important to tell me?    Pat: MALEE!!!   Wee looks at Pat and Malee suspiciously. Wee: The two of you have gotten to know each other very fast. To the point of Aying...
  494. CTR

    [Ch3] Lom Son Ruk (Feel Good)

      In this video at the 3:10, the guy is portraying this particular character.  Some kind of wild tiger striped monk.  I'm not asking for his actual character in the story because I know who is the actor in this drama.  But is there an actual name for this particular kind of monk or wizard...
  495. CTR

    [Ch3] Lom Son Ruk (Feel Good)

        Do you have time to do the soft subs for this episode?  I'm not even done with the last one as I have some work to do for this next two days.  Probably drag it into the weekend.  :)   Do you know an English name or what they call him in English of a wild tiger-stripe like monk in Thai...
  496. CTR

    [Ch3] Lom Son Ruk (Feel Good)

    Non: Listen...observe carefully.  Standing here and the wind feels good. Non: Making us feel safe, making us feel happiness, and ease of heart. Pat: NO..  I don't feel... Non grabbing Pat. Non: Come here. You see that. Look at that tree sway like that is the wind.  The water moving right here...
  497. CTR

    [Ch3] Lom Son Ruk (Feel Good)

    Pat walks away from the bench after crying towards the front of the deck. Non: How do you know that Non is not with you?    Pat: Mor Non is here with me? Pat: What do you mean by that? Non: Non is with you all this time Pattarin. Pat: I don't understand. Non: Close your eyes. close your eyes...
  498. CTR

    [Ch3] Lom Son Ruk (Feel Good)

    Back inside the houseboat. Pat: There is no medicine at all.  Only Band Aid.    Non: That should just be enough.  Your nails does not have poison embbeded in it right? Non: Giggle Pat: Turn over here. Pat: Ok.  All done. Non: Wisphers... Thank You Pat: Turn your head around  ---------->  In...
  499. CTR

    [Ch3] Lom Son Ruk (Feel Good)

    Non and Pat sitting at the back of the boathouse after trying unsuccessfully in retriving her ring. Non: In the morning, I will search for it again, I should be able to see better than right now.    Pat: Can you Stop thinking about the ring? Just let it go/forget about it.  If it gone, just let...
  500. CTR

    [Ch3] Lom Son Ruk (Feel Good)

    Non takes Pat towards the back of the boathouse Non: Here.  Feel free to take your shower/bath.   Pat: Where is the bathroom? Non: It's right here. Pat: HERE!!! Non: Yeah Pat: RIGHT HERE!!! Non: Yeah! Non: You see, right there is your bowl, clothes for taking a bath, and towel.  Auntie already...
  501. CTR

    [Ch3] Lom Son Ruk (Feel Good)

    This is what I got since I'm at work. :)   Non and Pat at the boathouse. Non: Hello, Dad.  Dad, do you hear me? I'm doing well dad.  Dad, you don't have to worry.  Don't worry about the news because it's not the truth.    Non: I will prove to you what the truth is really is.  That's all dad...
  502. CTR

    [Ch3] Lom Son Ruk (Feel Good)

    Katelyn got everyone covered.  :)
  503. CTR

    [Ch3] Lom Son Ruk (Feel Good)

    Jeanie, I think sometimes people do things out of angry but later regretted it.  When we do things base upon our emotional that is when we as people get into big trouble.  There has been instances that I have lost sight of that as well. 
  504. CTR

    [Ch3] Lom Son Ruk (Feel Good)

      She got very suspicious when he begun to flung his hair in her face after he just got out of the lake.  It reminded her of the time when he did it at their house in the village.      Then the lady that owns the house on the lake came by:   Lady: OMG very very beautiful.  How come she's so...
  505. CTR

    [Ch3] Lom Son Ruk (Feel Good)

    Katelyn, I did the one scene where Non and Pat were in the back of the truck.  You wanna do the Pran and Unna Scene?  Pat and Non in the back of the truck. Pat: Khun, do you know where we are going? And are they going to take us to sell us in a foeign land? Non: Do you hear yourself? You've...
  506. CTR

    [Ch3] Lom Son Ruk (Feel Good)

    She looked suspiciously at him.   That is what I saw after rewatching it.  :)   No, I am not a professional writer.  I think I found something that I am passionate about and I want to maximize the fullest gifts that I have.  I have taken creative writing courses in college and my little sister...
  507. CTR

    [Ch3] Lom Son Ruk (Feel Good)

    Katelyn, can you do most of the translation today (important scenes if you want) cause I want to take a break today?   I did up to when Pran's uncle was hugging Chomp and his wife saw them.  I got so many ideas from this lakorn to incorporate onto my novel that I'm writing at the moment.  :weee:
  508. CTR

    [Ch3] Lom Son Ruk (Feel Good)

    I watch everything on Youtube, Bugaboo.tv, and go to a couple of Thai webpages to get what I need.  It's not HQ but it is very decent quality (medium) and I download it with my firefox ad-on.  The quality is exactly very decent when watching it on TV.  Channel 7 lakorns take a while but it is...
  509. CTR

    [Ch3] Lom Son Ruk (Feel Good)

     I think Ncmeowmeow35 made a hidden post about it Krup.  It is on page 75 in the middle of the page.  :)  Didn't wanted to spoil it for you. 
  510. CTR

    [Ch3] Lom Son Ruk (Feel Good)

    Ok. I'm going to summarize the first two snippets episode 11 because it is mostly chase scenes which are self-explanatory.  Again rough translation since I'm at work.      Unna calling Pran. Unna: NOm and Khun Pat haven't come home yet? Where did they go? I can't get a hold of them. Pran: I'm...
  511. CTR

    [Ch3] Lom Son Ruk (Feel Good)

    pat arriving at the home to see Pran. Pat: Aunty Ing, where is Mor Non? Maid: Probably upstair in his room Pat upstair. Pat: Mor Nom. Pran sitting on the orange sofa. Pat: Mor, what are you doing sitting over here? Pat: Are you alright, Mor? Pran: my dad have cancer (tumor) in his brain...
  512. CTR

    [Ch3] Lom Son Ruk (Feel Good)

    Pat falling asleep in the Office. Pat: This is pattarin speaking. Non: please do your job and Stop slacking off. Pat: Free time huh? If you have so much free time, please help to go buy watermelon for me at the store. Non: Why, you want to eat? Pat: No, I want to smash it onto your head. Non...
  513. CTR

    [Ch3] Lom Son Ruk (Feel Good)

    The Dad and Pran's uncle talking in the living room. Uncle: I have heard that my nephew Non came home to recover? I myself did not time to go visit him.  I'm apologize for that.   Dad: You haven't gone? I thought you went secretly to visit him? Non condition is improving and there is nothing to...
  514. CTR

    [Ch3] Lom Son Ruk (Feel Good)

    Pran looking at his picture and Non. Dad: Do you want me to help you remember son? Dad: Right there are your diplomas and awards that you received when you were in school. You have have an awards for work and to being a good student.  Look at this one right here. Pran and Dad with the maid...
  515. CTR

    [Ch3] Lom Son Ruk (Feel Good)

    Thanat after watching Non on the TV screen presenting his outlook for GLS. Thanat: What the heck?  How can it be Pran? Non, Unna, and Pat walking in the Office. Non: Your only duty is to find/gather evidences against those who are really responsible for the embezzlement of the GLS's funds. Pat...
  516. CTR

    [Ch3] Lom Son Ruk (Feel Good)

    Unna, Dad, and Non sitting at the table. Unna: The prognosis on his body is that we don't have to worry about.  Take care of his head where the surgery was.   The reason the doctor gave permission to let him come back is so it can help him recover his memory faster than at the hospital. Pran...
  517. CTR

    [Ch3] Lom Son Ruk (Feel Good)

    Unna bring Pran into the house.  Rough Translation as I'm doing it on break.  Will be back to update the first snippet.  Dad: Non Unna:Hello Pran:Hello Unna: Do you remember anything?  Hold on, I'll take you to your room so you get some rest. Pran: I want my wife to take care of me. Pran: You...
  518. CTR

    [Ch7] Mai Sin Rai Fai Sawart (Daravideo)

    I think the Som girl is a security blanket but she is so bland without any seasoning.  The reason Wee put up with Som is because she gives him space = freedom to do whatever he pleases.  At first, she was not possessive, clingy, not a gold digger, understanding of his lifestyle, etc.  As Som is...
  519. CTR

    Good Relationship Articles

    Guess, you found a guy who was ready to settle down and he had fulfilled his goals.  It is not that I don't know what I want in a long term relationship with a girl.  It is more about what I value at the moment and if I am ready to give up a part of me.  When a person is marry, they give up a...
  520. CTR

    Good Relationship Articles

      That's why I am having my fun before setting down.  Most guys rush or feel obligated to get marry because it is almost an Asian norm.  They don't take the time to explore and enjoy the single life before setting down.  I mean enjoy by going after various goals, trips, adventures, partying...
  521. CTR

    Good Relationship Articles

    For me, life is a journey and so is a relationship.  I don't personally believe that there is a perfect couple or a perfect relationship.  In every relationship, there will always be conflicts, crisis, and many others.  It is how those couples handle those adversaries that will define how the...
  522. CTR

    [Ch3] Lom Son Ruk (Feel Good)

      Yeah Ch3 is very smart because they can make money off of advertising on the on air TV and online advetising on their Youtube channel.  People can try all they want to to stop pirating but it will still presist.  There are various Thai sites and English sites that upload these lakorns so it...
  523. CTR

    [Ch3] Lom Son Ruk (Feel Good)

        Just leave your comment in English because that way they will know that there is an international audience for their production.  Their rating might not be so hot in the whole of Thailand but in Bangkok and online, it is excellent.  And I know they are making some money off of the Youtube...
  524. CTR

    [Ch3] Lom Son Ruk (Feel Good)

      Thanks. Sometimes, I have a hard time making out what they say because the audio isn't clear enough for me.  Well, those super big words/phrases, I have to ask my mom.  My mom likes this lakorn because of the storyline, the leads' chemistry together, her disapproval of Unna until the end of...
  525. CTR

    [Ch3] Lom Son Ruk (Feel Good)

    Non is grabbing Pat now. Pat: What are you trying to do? Non: I'm sorry that I causing you to become confused.  That we are twin that have similar features. Non: If I talk, you will still not understand.  But I will let you experience/understand the differences between the two of us very...
  526. CTR

    [Ch3] Lom Son Ruk (Feel Good)

    Pat came back to the house after forgetting the strawberries.   Pat: Mor Non. You are Mor Non.  Why do you have to lie to me?  Non: Wait, wait. What's wrong with you? (What's going on with you?) I'm am Pran but Non.   Pat: No, No That's not the truth.  That is why you know everything about me...
  527. CTR

    [Ch3] Lom Son Ruk (Feel Good)

    Pool scene Mor Nom (Pran) Calling Pat down stair to the pool area. Pat: What urgent matter/problem do you have?  That you have to take up my personal time. (Resting and sleeping time) Nom (fake Pran):  Now that you're working in Bangkok.  This is the time you should dress nice and go out to...
  528. CTR

    [Ch3] Lom Son Ruk (Feel Good)

      Katelyn, can you fill in some of the words I don't know?  I have to wait until I get home to ask my mom what those two words/ phrases mean in Thai.      At the Hospital after Pat threaten the nurse because she wasn't allowed to go see Pran (fake Nom). Pran: Pattarin.  Where did you go with...
  529. CTR

    [Ch3] Lom Son Ruk (Feel Good)

      Mor Non asked Jan back in Chiang Mai to keep it a secret.  Jan have been keeping Mor Non to hide stuff from both Pat and her mom.  Not because she wants to hurt Pat but because Mor Non asked her to keep it confidential.  Jan was suspicious when the two attackers came to attack Mor Non and Pat...
  530. CTR

    [Ch3] Lom Son Ruk (Feel Good)

      I think that is why Pran is letting Unna go.  Deep down, I think he knows that Nom loves Pat and that whatever Unna do will not work.  He is going to let Unna choose and find out the hard way.  Actions do speak louder than words.  Lastly, I think Unna is in denial while Pran finally accepted...
  531. CTR

    Laos people in the U.S. looking like Thai Lakorn Stars

        I know bleaching cream are a very popular in that part of the world. 
  532. CTR

    [Ch3] Lom Son Ruk (Feel Good)

      Outside of the hospital where Pran is in the wheel chair.  Pran asked Non to speak privately with Unna.  At the end, he just wants Unna to be happy and let her choose her own path.  He finally acccepted the fact while she has not. Pran: Did you think about telling me about it? Unna: Parn. ...
  533. CTR

    [Ch3] Lom Son Ruk (Feel Good)

    This is after Pat talked with her mom on the phone telling her that everything is alright and that Mor Non condition is ok. In the hospital after the little boy consoled her. Fake Pran/Non: A person that just lied. Pat: No manners Non: Hey, where are you going? Go home. Pat: Excuse me/sorry...
  534. CTR

    [Ch3] Lom Son Ruk (Feel Good)

      I have no problem with her most of the times but I do not like her scheming ways just like her mother warned her about it.  Her mom warned her about her selfish desires over doing the right things.   
  535. CTR

    [Ch3] Lom Son Ruk (Feel Good)

    Rough Translation after Mor Non left Unna's house before having dinner with Unna and her mom.  The conversation is between Unna and her mom.  Unna is trying to drive a divide between Pat and Non because she still thinks she got some hope left with Mor Non.    Mom: Un.  It's alright my child...
  536. CTR

    [Ch7] Mai Sin Rai Fai Sawart (Daravideo)

      Here is my rough translation of the last scene after they got it on.  My Thai is limited because I don't speak it that often with my mom.  :)   P: Tommorrow Mr.Sai and Khun ying Rasee going to come pick you up to go on a trip/fun. P: You can't fall asleep? C: I got all my sleep in. P: In the...
  537. CTR

    [Ch3] Lom Son Ruk (Feel Good)

        I think he resents his dad and Pran.  They are so business minded and he felt they rejected him and his mom.  When the dad stated, "why are you making your brother look so bad."  That could be his way of getting back at his brother as well.  Basically, Pran got the business, the mansion, the...
  538. CTR

    [Ch3] Mafia Luerd Mungkorn Series (Act Art)

    Every time that they fight the bad guys, they never pick up the weapons or keep it to fight the attackers.  This happens in a lot of Thai lakorns and it is frustratiing. 
  539. CTR

    [Ch3] Mafia Luerd Mungkorn Series (Act Art)

    Beach Scene where Parob is hacking the coconut husk and Wanvisa is watching.  This is my rough translation.    Wanvisa: Hey man, what are you doing? Parob: Just a minute ago, what were you b*t*hing/complaining about over there? Parob (Mocking Wanvisa): Oh, when am I going to leave this place? I...
  540. CTR

    Got to begin somewhere. Keep going at it. :)

    Got to begin somewhere. Keep going at it. :)
  541. CTR

    new forum version and skin

    Looks good. Anything but a black background because it's not good for my eyes.
  542. CTR

    MEGAUPLOAD IS BACK!

    Guys MU is a fake and it is setup by scam artists. Don't upload or download anything from that site. You can also be affected by a virus from there.
  543. CTR

    INTRO TO PHILOSOPHY

    Either you like Philosophy or you don't. Philosophy is the quest for ultimate knowledge or the hidden knowledge. It is the questioning of everything. It's a hard subject to explain since it requires one to examine the inner working of the human conscience. My best advice is to join or go to...
  544. CTR

    Ananda Everingham and Jane Jensuda

    Very nice.
  545. CTR

    I CANT STOP EATING!

    http://health.yahoo.net/experts/menshealth/5-biggest-fitness-mistakes I used to be a fat kid growing up. I used to eat a lot because it made me feel good. You can say that I have low self-esteem. However, as time went by, I accepted who I am and I did not have to eat food to make me feel...
  546. CTR

    Kwan Usamanee

    Finally, a photo shoot that is very classy and natural.
  547. CTR

    Is education important

    Education is only important if you do something with it. It does not matter where you go to school if you cannot apply what you have learned. Harvard can open doors for you if you seek the help from fellow alumni and if you're willing to strive for your goals. Without goals or a purpose in...
  548. CTR

    Metabolife

    I was the same way. As you work out, your muscle begin to remember those exercises and it becomes easier. You need muscle confusion. Mixing up your workout so that it is challenging for you. And lastly, you have to dig deep inside your soul. As I have gotten stronger, my body cannot wait to...
  549. CTR

    Metabolife

    P90x Insanity RevAbs I went from 172 to 152 lbs in almost two months. My body fat is currently 19% which I plan on dropping it down even more. My regime is a simple one. Thirty to forty minutes of moderate exercise and eating healthier. It is a life style change and not a diet for me. I...
  550. CTR

    VIRUS ON USB!!!

    Avast and Avira are free home AV you can check out if you not sure about AVG.
  551. CTR

    Virus : Help Please

    My computer is that old too. I'm running Windows XP which I bought in 2006. I think you got yourself a Rootkit installed in your computer. You could have gotten it from downloading something or getting it from an infected USB drive. My sister's boyfriend computer was infected and when my...
  552. CTR

    Virus : Help Please

    Why did it crashed? Is it still working or do you have to reformat your whole computer? Do you know what type of virus it was? I was hoping you can let Bleepingcomputer.com look at it to see if it is curable.
  553. CTR

    Virus : Help Please

    Ceci, check you inbox on instruction on get unlimited trial period on Eset NOD32. I have used Eset NOD32 for 5 years without any problems. Only when I tried other AVs ---- trouble. When you computer is clean, I will give you the Sandboxie browser which work with IE, Firefox, Chrome, etc...
  554. CTR

    Virus : Help Please

    Ceci, the Sandboxie only helps when you have it in place before hand. The Sandboxie is a web-browser that creates a folder for temporary files when you're surfing the web. So when you get an infection, you can delete the Sandbox folder and the bad things inside the folder is destroy...
  555. CTR

    Virus : Help Please

    Get Malwarebytes' Anti-malware and scan it with the update definition. Get Superantispyware and scan it with the update definition. Both are free. I would get rid of AVG as it is one of the worst anti-virus company out there and go with Norton, Kaspersky, or Eset NOD32. I have Eset and it's...
  556. CTR

    Andrew Cronin ARRESTED!

    The police should get a big lawsuit for not doing their due diligence because that just ruins his reputation. If I was him, I would sue the heck out of them. If he is innocent off course.
  557. CTR

    Kwan Usamanee: Hottest Girl

    Thank you. 10/10. These pics will be a great addition to my collection.
  558. CTR

    Yardthip Rajpal & Pink Sawika

    Both are sexy. In their previous photoshoot a month ago or so, Yard took the it but this time, Pinky took it all the way for me. Yard is still sexy but Pinky just bring that natural girl next door for me. Hot like fire.
  559. CTR

    SudSapda l October 2009 Matt Peranee

    In some of the pictures, she looks like Drew Berrymore.
  560. CTR

    Jui Warattaya TV Inside : 327 Vol. 6 - 21-27 October 2009

    From my point of view, this is by far her best photoshoot that I have ever came across to. She is gorgeous on the cover and in this photoshoot, it does not look like she is even trying to look sexy. Usually, in her previous ones, she tries too hard and this one it just looks natural.
  561. CTR

    Yardthip & Pinky [Two Hot to Handle]

    I love Yard and Pinky but the cover belong to yard hands down. It could be that she is on top but I am drawn more to her in that picture than Pinky. I can't tell if the second picture is Yard or Pinky but I like it a lot. Picture 4 was sexy to say the least.
  562. CTR

    Why do highschool girl's like dating older men

    http://www.nytimes.com/2009/09/20/opinion/20dowd.html http://www.momversation.com/blog/women-less-happy-men It's a cycle kind of thing. I don't know how to explain it. I.E. Donald Trump, movie stars, etc. - Young girls want to be with an older man - Young guys usually want to date an...
  563. CTR

    The Stepfather

    This is a remake. I saw the original already.
  564. CTR

    Kularb Rai Glay Ruk (Duang Malee Manee Jun)

    กลาย (Glaai) * [ V ] change ; alter * [ V ] change to ; turn into ; transform into ; become * [ ADJ ] last ; previous ; prior ; preceding ; foregoing ; before
  565. CTR

    Kaspersky Internet Security 2009

    This no longer works. It was probably blacklisted by Kaspersky. Two good alternatives are Avast and Avira home edition which are free.
  566. CTR

    are mix race better?

    Just saw this on the National Graphic Channel. Everyone is not different at all. We all came from the same linkage. B) http://channel.nationalgeographic.com/chan..._sub_familytree http://ngm.nationalgeographic.com/big-idea/02/queens-genes
  567. CTR

    are mix race better?

    To his/her own. Different people see different things. Beauty is in the eye of the beholder. What one might see as beautiful someone else might not. Mixed race are not better. It is better because people have this conception that it is better. Everyone is beautiful is his/her or own ways...
  568. CTR

    Sarnworld PMs flooded LOL

    No, I told Darvil to ban this individual ISP. No point in having this kind of individual in our forum. Darvil had to check up on something before he pulled the trigger. B) If this person does come back then I will be the first person to point it out to Darvil. ^_^
  569. CTR

    Norton InternetSecurity 2009

    Good tip. Why not use Avira and Avast free version? These two are just as good as Norton or even better.
  570. CTR

    Has anyone ever been 'placed' into the next grade?

    Or they could try to pass him up on purpose. The No Child Left Behind Act. If a school is not doing well then they could lose money or be shut down. I know the public school in my area is doing it but not like that. They are actually lowering their standards to try to get more kids to pass...
  571. CTR

    Scholarships for College?

    Each college or university should have a code for financial aid. If you can't find it there, email or call the school up to ask for their code. If they are not listed on there then I would be a little :blink:.
  572. CTR

    thaitv.tv

    I was waiting for your HQ of Ch.7 now I know why. Especially Rook Kard.
  573. CTR

    virus from iTunes

    Don't install Norton because of the hog on resources. It detection is getting better but by far not the best. If you want to go with a free anti-virus then Avira or Avast are the best choices. However, if you want something that is not free then Eset or Kaspersky. However, Kaspersky is...
  574. CTR

    virus from iTunes

    AVG is not a good anti-Virus company. Tests done on various AV will show that they are almost dead last with lots of false positives. If you're looking for something more proactive then just reply in this thread and I can give you something way better than AVG. Lastly, make sure you have an...
  575. CTR

    Poo Yai Lee Gub Nang Ma(No Problem)

    I still hear her accent in that clip. It seems like she was struggling a bit but she managed to pull through on it. The phrases that she use are common for people to say. But I will say, her English is a lot better than most Thai actors and actresses. Chakrit has perfect English.
  576. CTR

    First Face Transplant in The US!

    I saw her before picture and I saw her after the face transplant. She is a courageous woman.
  577. CTR

    swine flu

    More Headlines http://www.baltimoresun.com/health/bal-te....0,4239104.story http://www.lvrj.com/hottopics/swine_flu/43867522.html http://www.mercurynews.com/ci_12226996?source=rss http://health.mashget.com/2009/04/27/gilea...ne-flu-vaccine/...
  578. CTR

    Twitter anyone?

    Could be the Mikey worm. Read my original post. :mellow:
  579. CTR

    Swine Flu - 331 confirmed cases worldwide

    Max, just relax a bit. B) Stay calm. The regular flu shot won't do any good on this one because it is new. By the end of the summer, this one will die down because the flu virus does not like the heat. However, when the winter comes around, it might come back. I think they are working on...
  580. CTR

    swine flu

    It is not called the Swine anymore. The real proper name is the H1NI virus and you can't get it by consuming pork. I'm just living my life and not worrying about it. Tina, you gave the wrong thread. :) Here is the real thread. http://www.sarnworld.com/discuzz/index.php...mp;#entry603561
  581. CTR

    Swine Flu - 331 confirmed cases worldwide

    In any crisis, don't panic. Just use good common sense and good hygiene besides the one in the US is mild. It is not call the Swine Flu anymore because you can't get it by consuming pork. H1N1 is the proper name. http://www.wbng.com/news/local/44087522.html...
  582. CTR

    FREE Genuine 1year PC Tools Internet Security2009 License

    FREE Genuine 1year PC Tools Internet Security2009 License: 1.Visit this promotional page PCTools.com setup by Westpac Banking Corporation. Click Here 2.Now fill the form by entering your first name,last name,email address(make sure your email is valid ),password and Click Signup! button to...
  583. CTR

    Anti-Virus and Anti-Malware

    Recently, I installed a software that I should not have and it basically gave me a virus. Luckily, I am computer savvy and I had a hunch that something was up. The virus basically disabled (somehow went around my AV and firewall) AV and firewall. My Adware Professional was able to catch it...
  584. CTR

    Twitter anyone?

    http://www.outsidethebeltway.com/archives/twitter_virus/ http://www.afterdawn.com/news/archive/17549.cfm
  585. CTR

    b.o.y

    I don't understand why people are saying it is too hairy or disturbed by it. People come in different shapes and sizes. Hair and without hair. You can't choose who you are born to. You can't choose who your parents are. You can't choose if you are hairy or not hairy because it comes from...
  586. CTR

    nEws! (Thailand calls for state of emergency)

    Glad everything is back to normal for a bit. Hopefully, they can sort all of this mess out and get the country going in the right direction. Both sides have to come together and work together. B) Though, I don't know how long it will last. <_< But if they can, the future will be brighter...
  587. CTR

    A Place In The World

    Amsterdam
  588. CTR

    nEws! (Thailand calls for state of emergency)

    Do you believe the world will end one day? Pretty soon, we will have one world government. The UN is almost like it. The EU is very strong and is looking to add more members.
  589. CTR

    nEws! (Thailand calls for state of emergency)

    Darvil, no one is in charge as you can see. PM? Military, Legislative branch, royalty, etc. None. That is what I told icebkk in another thread about this. It is embarrassing and it is hurting the economy especially with the current economic condition. PAD (Yellow): Are mostly...
  590. CTR

    Elder Thai Actors & Actresses then and now

    The guy from Sapai Tornado is called "Sawlaa Phum." Not sure how you spell it because that is what my mom said. While she was growing up, they were her p'eaks and n'eaks in that generation.
  591. CTR

    help me plz sarnies

    Yeah, I think you should tell someone about him threatening your car and you personally. No one has a right to threaten anybody. Personal in that sense is that he might hurt you, get someone to hurt you or do something to your car. He does not have the right to harass or issue threats towards...
  592. CTR

    help me plz sarnies

    If you've tried being civil and he is not cooperating then it is time to more on. It takes two people to work things out not one. I know that you are extending your hand to him but he has to do the same to keep this friendship going. So it is time to move on. To tell the truth, I think he...
  593. CTR

    help me plz sarnies

    Gosh, that was a long story. ^_^ :P J/K. My eyes are now hurt because you didn't separate your sentences into paragraphs. none3 is right now about trying to settle the situation. Six people in one class is a small class. <_< From reading your post, I can see that he is resentful of...
  594. CTR

    News about Rita...

    I thought her mom remarried to a Thai guy. Because there was news that her half-sister committed suicide.
  595. CTR

    beautiful matt peeranee

    Tina, is that her mom and dad and how tall is Matt? She is very pretty in here.
  596. CTR

    Jui W.

    I like the whole shoot but the 2nd photo is bad. It was kind of stiff.
  597. CTR

    Ploy Cherman

    +10 for me.
  598. CTR

    Compound Interest Problem - Help Pls

    N/P. I'm glad I can help. I took Accounting and Finance while majoring in Business Administration in college so it really came in handy. There used to be a formula you can insert into Excel to compound interest problems but I forgot it. If you have anymore questions, feel free to ask. If I...
  599. CTR

    Compound Interest Problem - Help Pls

    That is correct. M=30000*(1+.05/365)^365*10 M=30000*(1+1.00013699)^365*10 M=30000*1.00013699^3650 M=30000*1.648687 M=$49,460.61 Hopefully, this will answer your question. The order of operations is what is hard here. B) :P ^_^ Sorry for the delay, I had to go somewhere this afternoon...
  600. CTR

    Compound Interest Problem - Help Pls

    I think that is a different situation. I don't know if that 5% is annual, semi-annual, quarterly, monthly, or weekly. However, I am sure it is not daily because banks would go out of business if they were to give 5% daily on investment. Does the question ask us to compound daily? If so...
  601. CTR

    Compound Interest Problem - Help Pls

    Principle = 30,000 Interest = 5%----- .05 N (years) = 15 M= 30,000*(1+.05)^15 M=(30000 +1500)^15 M= 62367.84538 M= 62,367.85 Hopefully, I am right. It has been a long time.
  602. CTR

    The Legend of Condor Heros 2008

    Is there any way we'll see it up in buddy media? B)
  603. CTR

    D-DAY FOR CONFICKER!!

    Avast is ready. :) Just did a last minute check up and everything is good to go.
  604. CTR

    Mia Luang ( DaraVdo)

    Is it ending this week? I hope so. What the heck is going on with Ch.7 dragging on their lakorns. Ch.3 is doing a better job.
  605. CTR

    Pleng Ruk Kharm Pob

    So freaking dragging. I'm with you Tina. To much is to much.
  606. CTR

    Meu Nang (Dida)

    Kwan looks a little more mature than he does. I don't know how to say it like you. Even though, Kwan is young, she looks more mature than he. They made Kwan so weak in this lakorn. The other girl with Tle stands out more because of her personality. Kwan is so weak in here. <_< -_-
  607. CTR

    Rita Jensen

    Rita is so beautiful. I love the classic look on the second photo but the last two photos give me the creep.
  608. CTR

    [Upcoming] Drag Me To Hell

    Official Website: http://www.dragmetohell.net/ How about this one Tina? http://www.slashfilm.com/2008/10/28/new-ph...rag-me-to-hell/
  609. CTR

    [Upcoming]A Haunting In Connecticut (2009)

    It is not odd. You have to look at it this place. The thing was following them no matter where they went. The other way to get rid of it was to do an exorcism. I.E. When the dad went to work, the entity drove his truck to the building trying to kill him. If they moved, it would just follow...
  610. CTR

    Meu Nang (Dida)

    Not another ghost lakorn. :huh: Kwan is playing a step sister again and the stepmom is mean to her again. The stepmom is mean like the one lakorn she played with Win. <_< Looks very interesting so far. It is just not a ghost lakorn. What I mean is that it doesn't focus on the ghost part too...
  611. CTR

    Meu Nang (Dida)

    Marley just uploaded it in buddy media.
  612. CTR

    Rita Jensen

    Rita is muy muy Bonita. Suay Suay mak mak. +10
  613. CTR

    Yardtip Rachapal [Yard]

    Thanks R-R. I was disappointed in this photoshoot. It was so weird and she had the same direction.
  614. CTR

    Thai Music Industry

    There is no Thai music industry in the US. Basically, if you want to make it big there, you have to be there to perform, get your name out there, do underground work, etc. I know Thaitanium does not reside in Thailand for the whole year. They spend some of their time in New York because they...
  615. CTR

    Mia Luang ( DaraVdo)

    Yeah I know Tina but this lakorn is dragging. 14 episodes so far. -_- <_<
  616. CTR

    Mia Luang ( DaraVdo)

    This is so dragging. They need to wrap it up. If your husband is a cheating two timer then it is time to move on with your life. If he is cheating on you then it obviously does not value you.
  617. CTR

    Wan Jai Gub Nai Jom Ying (Makers Group)

    Let just say she was great at it in Jai Rao. She is not n'eak material but n'rai fits her perfectly. B)
  618. CTR

    Akkapan-new actor from polyplus

    He plays the evil prince in Jao Ying Lum Sing. I don't like him as P'eak but as the bad guy. hahhahhaa. B) :P
  619. CTR

    Rybena Tanwimol [Nana] & Sririta Jensen

    Rita's photoshoot is plain but she is still hooooooot. You can tell when someone is hot even when their plain photos are still hot. In Rita's photoshoot, they were aiming at a European feel.
  620. CTR

    Bankruptcy

    That is the new law I'm talking about. http://www.nolo.com/article.cfm/ObjectID/B...19B10B9611D3EF9
  621. CTR

    [Upcoming]A Haunting In Connecticut (2009)

    Tina, this one is based on a real story. Plus, they deviated a bit from the original story from "A Haunting." There is another one coming out in June I think. http://movies.yahoo.com/premieres/12431640/standardformat/
  622. CTR

    Artit Ching Duang (Exact-Scenario)

    One of the worse ending I have ever seen. There was not even a twist added to the ending. My ending was way better and I could have written a better script than that. Thanks Tina for giving up the heads up so now I don't have to waste my time. -_- <_<
  623. CTR

    Suu Yib Ta(Tv Scene)

    Make me not want to watch it now. -_- I was hoping for Aum and Yard. This blows.
  624. CTR

    Liam Ruk

    Isn't she taller than him?
  625. CTR

    Artit Ching Duang (Exact-Scenario)

    There's an R-Scene tomorrow or an attempt by Neung on RongRang. And then Rawee finds Rangsee's last word which stated that his will will go to Rawee and Neung. Looks like that will be the ending. Unsatisfactory for me.
  626. CTR

    Soo Sarn Poodaesah(Chulumpee)

    Tina, can you post it up in BM because no one posted up yet? Thanks. I want to see what Rita looks like.
  627. CTR

    Liam Ruk

    Now, I don't even want to watch it. :(
  628. CTR

    Bankruptcy

    The laws have changed for filing bankruptcy. It is now harder to file for bankruptcy because people were abusing he system. What do you expect? The economy is in a bad state right now and the banks does not want to loan because they themselves are in bad shapes. I would be wary in co-signing...
  629. CTR

    Artit Ching Duang (Exact-Scenario)

    I guess it will end with RangRong killing Rangsee and the inheritance will go to Rawee and Neung. Looks like there will be no happy ending. So RangRong will either go to jail or commit suicide to escape her deeds. So the person who forced another to get an abortion with threats will get part...
  630. CTR

    Artit Ching Duang (Exact-Scenario)

    RangRong can't turn back now after all of the stuff she did. RangRong and Rawee have inflated egos so someone is bond to win. All this time, RangRong thought she was Rangsee's biological child and to find out that she is not, it would have been very devastating. Furthermore, RangRong finds...
  631. CTR

    Artit Ching Duang (Exact-Scenario)

    For Thai and Lao society, it is very embarrassing to see your daughter get pregnant without being officially married. It is an embarrassment to the family and to your last name. American society is more forgiving in that sense but in Thai and Lao society it is a disgrace to your family.
  632. CTR

    Artit Ching Duang (Exact-Scenario)

    You have to remember the time. Saeng La's era took place around the 1950's-60's or so I think. People were most likely to abuse alcohol back then because research about alcoholism was not available yet. In addition, hearing people at the market and neighbors talking about you without a father...
  633. CTR

    Artit Ching Duang (Exact-Scenario)

    You are correct.
  634. CTR

    Artit Ching Duang (Exact-Scenario)

    You never know because they can always change it.
  635. CTR

    Artit Ching Duang (Exact-Scenario)

    I thought it was my computer. :mellow: So it is their website. <_< In today's episode, RangRong tried to sneak out and leave the house for good because she knew things were coming to an end. However, Rangsee caught her sneaking out so she had to stay in her room. RangRong overdosed on...
  636. CTR

    Looking for Nero 08

    Why do you want the 08 version when an 09 version is out? B) ^_^ :P Check your in box.
  637. CTR

    [Ch3] Yah Leum Chun (LakornThai)

    My mom and I like the one they did together a while back which was so good. I can't wait for this year. Kwan is on a roll this year.
  638. CTR

    Look Sao Gamnan(TV Thunder)

    It is like 34 minutes long. Shorter than Artit Ching Duang. -_- My mom likes this kind of lakorn.
  639. CTR

    Liam Ruk

    Cee and Kwan. <333 Kwan. She is having lots of lakorn this year. I hope Kwan silences all of the controversies and so she can get back dominating the scenes.
  640. CTR

    Artit Ching Duang (Exact-Scenario)

    At the beginning, she did not want to lose her fortune to Seangla's baby so she had the child aborted or try to make an attempt to make Seangla to abort the baby. Second sin, She hid the truth from her husband about the baby that Saengla have with Rangsee. Third, she threaten Seangla not to...
  641. CTR

    Artit Ching Duang (Exact-Scenario)

    Isn't that what you call bàap gam? The fortune teller did tell her that she would pay for her misdeeds. Yes, it is good to do merit but you cannot do merit and still do evil things. It is like saying, please forgive my sin but I will continue sinning because I can still do merit for it to be...
  642. CTR

    Artit Ching Duang (Exact-Scenario)

    Welcome to Sarnworld B) It is not that RangRong is innocent. Well, she didn't know that SeangLa stole her from that crazy lady. Throughout her whole life, I would imagine RangRong thinking SeangLa is her real mother because she had nothing to believe that she was not. RangRong behaviors...
  643. CTR

    Look Sao Gamnan(TV Thunder)

    This lakorn is interesting. Very funny and lots of humor.
  644. CTR

    Artit Ching Duang (Exact-Scenario)

    In today episode, it looks like RangRong is not the heir. It looks like Sanglaa stole RangRong from that crazy lady which would be disappointing since it would be so simple. Somehow, I just feel like it does not add up.
  645. CTR

    Artit Ching Duang (Exact-Scenario)

    In today's episode, Rangsee did not get a divorce at the court with Rawee because the Judge said he should reconsider due to the fact that they still love each other. And at the end, RongRang and Rawee was fighting each other in the office. Not much happening. Next episode shows Rawee and the...
  646. CTR

    Artit Ching Duang (Exact-Scenario)

    He didn't cheat on Sanglaa or Rawee. He met Sanglaa first where Sanglaa was performing. Rangsee gave her a ring and he really loved her. However, he was forced (by the elders) to marry Rawee because there are of equal status. Rangsee has learned to tolerate and to love Rawee throughout the...
  647. CTR

    Have YOU ever

    Oh I see, if they would step into a lesser neighborhood like that, I think they will get it. That can be a turn off to a lot of people. The question is not them acting that way, but rather how you act yourself. B) If your answer to that question is different from the way they act then it is...
  648. CTR

    Artit Ching Duang (Exact-Scenario)

    In the end of today's episode, it shows the crazy lady getting hypnotize and it shows that someone stole her daughter when she went to the temple. Can it be this simple that RongRang is not Sanglaa's real daughter? If it is then it is very disappointing. :( -_-
  649. CTR

    Artit Ching Duang (Exact-Scenario)

    After Reviewing Episode one. I found the following. I don't think Sanglaa got an abortion because in episode one, she did not accept the check the younger Nok (Neung's mom) gave to her if she had an abortion. So, if Sanglaa would have gotten an abortion, she would be well off. Later in...
  650. CTR

    Artit Ching Duang (Exact-Scenario)

    Yeah, that could happen but they just show flashbacks of what had happened. It shows Neung coming into the home and then flash to the scene where Sanglaa was having the child. Could be or not be. Got to go back and see it again to get more clues. B)
  651. CTR

    Artit Ching Duang (Exact-Scenario)

    Here is my twist or what I think will happen. Neung is really Rangsee and Sanglaa's son. Sanglaa did not get an abortion but she felt that her son would live a better life if he was with his real father. Sanglaa drop Neung at the front entrance of Rangsee's house and Nok saw the child and...
  652. CTR

    Dum Kham (Exact & Ch7)

    They are dragging this lakorn too. I wish they would have some common sense or something because it is getting a little bit too much.
  653. CTR

    Norton Antivirus...latest version

    Oh, I was talking to funfun. :lol: :P I haven't use Norton for a long time because it sucks memory up very good and it is not as good as the new anti-viruses. If you want a new, I can send you one.
  654. CTR

    Borisud Bumbut Kaen(Broadcast Thai)

    They did not have to drag it on with today's episode. This should have been the last episode but they added some unnecessary scenes with them finding out what had happened. Very unnecessary in my view because it just did not fit.
  655. CTR

    Norton Antivirus...latest version

    Check your in box. B) I'm using Avast by the way.
  656. CTR

    Ploy Cherman

    Very beautiful Ploy is. I don't like to much eye shadow in this photoshoot but the rest Ploy is stunning.
  657. CTR

    Kwan Usamanee

    Great photoshoot. It looks like she put on some lbs which I love because before she was too skinny. Kwan looked fully rested. Hopefully, she will stay out of controversies this year.
  658. CTR

    Wan Jai Gub Nai Jom Ying (Makers Group)

    I can't wait for this lakorn to come out. Matt is a terrific actress. Anymore news?
  659. CTR

    LYDIA SARUNRAT B4 SHE WAS A STAR - INTERVIEW

    That is why I don't believe in fortune teller. Just live your life and take one day at a time. Not only was it false, it ruined Lydia reputation and tainted her future. I'm not a fan of Lydia but what this guy did was inexcusable. You need prove if you're going to make this kind of...