raymond_obsessed
Just plain obsessed
I grew up in California, but I learned how to read and write Khmer at a very young age, at the temple like other Khmer kids...I had to be fluent in Khmer and English to translate for my mom...so maybe that's why, but I just don't like listening to Khmer music...my family loves it, but I don't...I used to "rom labam" too, but that was the most I've ever done when it came to the Khmer culture...I also grew up watching a lot of Khmer dubbed Chinese series and Thai lakorns, so maybe that's why...sometimes I try to say it's cuz I was born in Thailand...and my mom says I should've been born Thai or Chinese, cuz I'm always singing their songs all over the house...
It's just that, I went to a Lift & Oil concert in Fresno, and expected to see more Cambodians there...but there were only like, 4 that I knew of, including me and my friend...I would've thought I wasn't the only Cambodian that loved Thai music, especially Lift & Oil...so it was either the concert wasn't promoted enough in the Khmer community, or there just aren't many Thai music fans out there...which I doubt...so I'm confused...Cuz I grew up in San Bernardino, and at the time, that was highly populated with Cambodians, Rialto...and the Khmer community that I've always known and that's close to is Long Beach...I know that city like the back of my hand, and my family knows a lot of people out there...I personally know one of the owners to one of the video stores out there, that just shows how often I rent movies at a certain video store.
But I have to admit, I stop buying lakorns and Chinese series dubbed in Khmer a long time ago...for one, the dubbed voices these days aren't as good as they used to be...and for two, I love Thai and Cantonese, so I watch almost everything with subtitles.
I just prefer listening to Thai and Chinese music, even if I don't understand it...although, thanks to Khmer, it's making it easier to learn Thai, but the roughness of the Khmer language rears its head when I try to say something in Thai...
I just wanted to know if I wasn't the only one that felt this way about Khmer entertainment...Like, getting more excited to see a Thai singer than a Khmer one...or prefer watching things with or without subtitles than in Khmer...
I mean, it's not that I'm ashamed of my culture, it just doesn't interest me.
It's just that, I went to a Lift & Oil concert in Fresno, and expected to see more Cambodians there...but there were only like, 4 that I knew of, including me and my friend...I would've thought I wasn't the only Cambodian that loved Thai music, especially Lift & Oil...so it was either the concert wasn't promoted enough in the Khmer community, or there just aren't many Thai music fans out there...which I doubt...so I'm confused...Cuz I grew up in San Bernardino, and at the time, that was highly populated with Cambodians, Rialto...and the Khmer community that I've always known and that's close to is Long Beach...I know that city like the back of my hand, and my family knows a lot of people out there...I personally know one of the owners to one of the video stores out there, that just shows how often I rent movies at a certain video store.
But I have to admit, I stop buying lakorns and Chinese series dubbed in Khmer a long time ago...for one, the dubbed voices these days aren't as good as they used to be...and for two, I love Thai and Cantonese, so I watch almost everything with subtitles.
I just prefer listening to Thai and Chinese music, even if I don't understand it...although, thanks to Khmer, it's making it easier to learn Thai, but the roughness of the Khmer language rears its head when I try to say something in Thai...
I just wanted to know if I wasn't the only one that felt this way about Khmer entertainment...Like, getting more excited to see a Thai singer than a Khmer one...or prefer watching things with or without subtitles than in Khmer...
I mean, it's not that I'm ashamed of my culture, it just doesn't interest me.